havent talked in vc 3 weeks
i miss all that neetspeak
backed up up in my dms
i see em but it aint easy

used to wake up in the pm's
and struggle to get my calories
switchin my moods like ena
cant focus on my reality

oh nononono no no no

misfire misfire im out of ammo
so tired of the bullshit
pussy gon waste a full clip
tryin to start some drama
who the fuck gon be the culprit
im ghost
ilysm leech to host :3
we making money money money
making peaches and toast
im so fancy
and bitch i like everything about me
kitty grew his claws
now who the fuck is gonna doubt me
bitch i fought back
talk back to my image
he aint know jack shit
mixing beats like he finished
take 2 steps foward but now i dont slip
fuck a nudge what i think i really needed was a kick

never had a clue of what to do
always told the boy its up 2 you
always put my money in the stu
i got nowhere else to go
they want the boy to entertain well then lets put on a show
i mean i

never had a clue of what to do
always told the boy its up 2 you
always put my money in the stu
i got nowhere else to go
they want the boy to entertain well then lets put on a show
i mean

i found my home in free vst's cracks , and vc's
came from eating rations to coming straight out the pc
screaming fuck my image not making my own decisions
but lately i know that loving those pixels is part the vision
and babe i think maybe ill say that i been over it
maybe i dont have to complain now that im sober and
maybe i can finally be what i fantasized
but no matter what i just know ill never be satisfied

hardly trying !!!

LYRICS

(Intro) SIDE A

I can’t get to sleep
I’m sick of being weak
And of temptations
Your face keeps haunting me in my dreams

It’s been a while since we
shifted the degrees
we burned every picture on the shelf
drowning in bottles ’til I can get some rest in hell

Side B
 
Class has ended and I know it’s not the right time
I don’t know but I know that you’re the right one
I belong with the people that just know me
not stuck feeling so alone

Pop the same pills, every single night when
it’s my choice it’s my choice
Stand around me
Theres a line as far as I can tell them
dont bring back anything from the dead

(Hold up, I’m not gone It’s all okay
It’s all good if you just breathe in
I’ll always be here when you need me
Chess king, chess king, just remember me)
Hold up, I’m not gone It’s all okay
It’s all good if you just breathe in
I’ll always be here when you need me
Chess king, chess king, just remember me)

SIDE A

But It’s new years 
Sounds just spiral in my head
my ears are destroyed but no one seems to care
Should I even be here?
If nothing changes I still can’t get out of bed
I run out of steam

Side B

New Years lately oh oh
New Years baby oh oh 
I’m stuck here looking at a big wave
These walls are too bananas and I don’t know what to say

High on adventure
I know you got a right mind
I don’t know but I need me a right one
In line hanging low till just the right time  

(Hold up, I’m not gone It’s all okay
It’s all good if you just breathe in
I’ll always be here when you need me
Chess king, chess king, just remember me)
Hold up, I’m not gone It’s all okay
It’s all good if you just breathe in
I’ll always be here when you need me
Chess king, chess king, just remember me)

Molina

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i made this using vocal assets that didn't make it to L8 OCTOBER.  listen to L8 OCTOBER here on SC or click here: https://album.link/us/i/1714150032

drugs might make this song kinda scary lol

[B-SIDES] BACKLOG TRIP Nov. 2023

I don't think that I'm coming back from this
Locked in and the gates have been welded shut, yeah
Lost my mind, I've pawned my happiness
Knife in your hands, leaving me covered head to toe in infected cuts

I think it's too late for me, so caught up wallowing in misery
You've cast your spell, I'm prey to your witchery, to your witchery
My skin is blistering, my lifeline soon to be history if I can't break away from your witchery

But I can't fucking help it, lifting me up when I do not deserve it
Stuck in this cycle, I'm convinced that I'm cursed
But I can only blame myself, not the people i've hurt

When you run off in the day, you leave me stuck in a reverie
Said it once before, I think you'll eat at my memories
Suck me dry of my energy, oh no

I promise this is the last time
I just slipped a bit last night
I promise this is the last time
And then it's goodbye forever for you, or least I hope...

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a song i wrote when i was feeling hopeless; before i started making things better.

vocals, guitar, programming, and composition by me, additional melodies by baredex

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witchery

cover art by my older sibling, @squid_express on tiktok, instagram, and twitter

lyrics:

throw down the keys on the table
playing it down's getting played out
put on a new shirt when i'm able 
with a year's old stain, still looks the same

human condition loops endlessly; it sticks to my skin
is that all you got
patterns in my arms
you're totally full of it

i'll grow a new lung when i'm able 
an endless refrain: back to square one
if i'm nothing but lazy and stable 
why does my old pain still ache the same

stare out the window
losing my purpose, i stand there for hours 
show me what you got
circles 'round my eyes
yeah i must be full of it 

my headache's eating all my words again
you got a problem it must be my fault
sorry for being vain, you need your space
there's ringing in my ears and screeches in the dark
she lets her cassette record everything
so she can record her mistakes and play her part 
but all she hears is every mess she's made
and again she marks the progress on her arm

my feet are swollen and my arms are sore 
stare at the razor i left sitting on the floor
i bite my tongue and fight the art again
whatever i wanted just wasn't in the cards
she watches all her work coagulate 
the hollow noises eating at her start to fade
rewinds her cassette and restarts the tape
the cycle looping over and over again

her hallowed heart promises to refill again

behave, hollow automaton

Cover shot and edited by Naza Productions: 
https://www.instagram.com/naza.productions/

Cover art direction by Dymi: 

-  Art: https://www.instagram.com/dymsart/ 

-  Poetry: https://www.instagram.com/lapoetacolora/

Composed, produced, performed, recorded, mixed & mastered in association with Elev8ted Music by Marmal8.

Assistant engineer: HIPPY

 - IG: https://www.instagram.com/hippy.pr/

Guitars and solo written by .tanuki

Gloomy and Tipsy

cover of “untitled” by st jimmy + juno — listen to the original! 

sc: https://on.soundcloud.com/ugzi4kgMFXSxPnkt9

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1kZCVo9R1shUKLjkOeOkZt?si=NJAhh3zOQI-0_v40oJmY6Q&context=spotify%3Asearch

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