big dream

Track 3 on Don't Move To Utah: https://open.spotify.com/track/2lrpHKGQ2mj7nHVbfodI7E?si=27188fbf826647bb

LYRICS:
theres this feeling in my chest
and its starting to compress
my lungs and bones into a mess
i cant stop panicking from this stress
theres a storm cloud up above
now the earths shaking like a drum
everything around me spinning, heart exploding like a bomb

i think someone or something evil is following me
the angels calling me, faint sounds like falling leaves
the only way that i can break out of this anxiety
suffocate these demons fighting me, chemicals in a vial of green

Something inside me awoke
decided to go play inside the snow
headed fast down, sliding down the slope
enjoy the rush before i writhe way down in the lows
avalanche got my body gripped in a hold
and i can’t breathe, looking deep within me for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me, i can let this agony go

I promise that you’re not alone
inside this weather, got a beacon thats ready to glow
headed fast down sliding down the slope
but please just promise you’ll never let go of the rope
avalanche had my body gripped in a hold
i couldn’t breathe, looking within myself for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me so ill let this agony go

and there this feeling that i get
where i just try to forget
every terrible recollection
every terrible friend i had
I’m afraid were not the same
i won’t play the victim game
Imma let these wings of mine take flight
til the day i lay in the grave

neurosis

mad thanks 2 yeah0k for letting me make this silly idea i had lol <3 
such a gem from such a  great EP fr stream "a time"

follow  @yeah0k and @biichftt c: <3

yeah0k - pritty bitch w/ biichftt [mafuba remix]

cover of reality surf by bladee but i made it more #swag

reality surf

prod. @tropes777
run the numbers soon, this isn't on it.
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lyrics:
got a chop and a mopstick
start jumping jumping jumping
i'm a nice guy who writes rhymes
i don't go out in public
all you tough guys can cut ties
with me man fuck the ruckus 
dont put my life on the line
for shit cept buckets

bitch im still staying hopeful
i just took the white pill 
my opps are in a chokehold
and all my guys real
with the quotes that you wrote
i hope that yall niggas write wills
boy you old, bitter, broke
got a three for one deal
i wish i just anything besides a fucking rapper
because now i gotta choose between capitalists and blackness
everyone who wanna help me dont know shit about my race
and everybody who relate to me just hates me coz im gay
everyone just staring at my psyche like i'm in a ward
gangstalking and surveiling all my friends because i'm bored
i wasnt meant to know this much this aint happen before
i wasnt meant to click my mouse a few time and find fucking porn
all this repetitive dancing, i'm just a negative nancy
i might sit down because ill never get no credit for standing
hate that everyday i have to go and check up my branding
put the black pill on my tongue and it dissolved just like candy

bitch your songs be catacombs cause you ain't spazzing enough
saying rap don't matter but yo raps steady don't matching the punch
these crackers flex the whips they got from lashings to us
i guess thats what you get when fucking raps in a rut
a bunch of crabs in a bucket getting reactions in public
to make the abacus weight more then the average lump sum
you get from packaging stuff or selling snacks to the others
and so the craftsmanship's lacking so all the fans lack the passion
to put their claps and their backing behind ones that have
i'm gon start lacking the matter and turn my brain into splatter
and put the butane to my lace and turn my face into ashes
i say whatever on the beat because the cadence what matters
I SAY WHATEVER ON THE BEAT BECAUSE THE CADENCE WHAT MATTERS
AND I'M STILL TIRED OF BLABBERING ON
WHY DID I RAP TO THIS SONG
TROPES MADE THIS SHIT AS A JOKE
AND JUST LIKE A MAGGOT I CRAWLED
right into this corpse of a beat 
to shield from the pressure and heat
of having to make a real hit
off something that's made to be hit

i dont understand why this exists (a lot of times)

negative nancy [tropes]

produced by me. a song about being trans and in love. idk. enjoy.

lyrics:

shaken up by the trauma that i’ve dealt with
system going numb, i feel helpless
fight or flight kicking in, i feel selfish
something wrong with me, i don’t think that they’ve felt this way
that i feel now, really wanna heal now
really wanna follow my heart, make a deal now
what’s the deal now? sick of always feeling down
i just wanna be my best version, make you really proud

cuz ive held this truth inside me
always felt that i had to fight it
spent time keeping myself blinded
navigate it, without any guidance
you make me feel immortal
and goddamn, you’re so adorable
and you make me feel so normal
in a world that makes me feel so horrible

let’s take it easy now
please just don’t leave me out here
in the cold, all alone
know that we can see this out
promise i’ll keep you warm
when the sun starts to go down
when the sun starts to go down

when the sun starts to go down...

intro - solo
1 // solo
2 // inno @resolve1k
3-5  // nightiger @nightigerxo
6 // audii @prod1audii
7 // solo
8-13  // 6worthy @6worthy
14 // solo
15 // PK @prod_pk

winter clips 2k22/23 。°˖ ʚ✩°｡⋆

cover: bernice bing - anderson valley (1994)

not on the mixtape

c u the most when im stillest* (enteernal x blsq)

Spotify

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listen to my new song Blue #3: https://soundcloud.com/ridoy/blue-3

I’m just not feeling it anymore and wanted to be honest 

just go to sleep
so i can read your diary
someday you'll see
i don't care about your privacy

am i in your dreams
or is it somebody else?
i unlocked your phone
so i could find out for myself

do you wanna know
what i hate about what i found
there's another guy
instead of me in your background

would you still love me
if i mixed drugs in your tea?
cuz then you'd be
mine for all eternity

yeah0k - pritty bitch w/ biichftt [mafuba remix]

mafuba

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