draft draft

you left the kitchen light on
and its too dark over there
its better in your arms
hold my when I'm scared

will i be safe
if i find a way
to keep us both like this
because i cant imagine being away

but the things you do
say otherwise
and I'm starting to feel 
like I'm the only one that tries
and the things you say
are starting to seem dry
and i know its not your fault
if you want to say goodbye

kitchen light

sang this right after my breakup and never posted it because my audio was so bad but i dont care anymore I'm also not sad about that anymore 😎

always - keshi (cover)

this song makes me sad and tiffi is a genius

https://soundcloud.com/iamtiffi

peppermint smiles - tiffi (cover)

G Em Am Cm

Em D Am D

i had a bit to drink
last night i hope 
i didn’t say 

anything that 
was mean i just couldn’t
get friday

out of my head
i didn’t expect

you to try to kiss me
i thought we were friends

i had a bit to drink last night
did you say you
wish we were kissing

my face was hot from 
alcohol yet i still knew
it was embarrassing 

dizzy on my bed
i didn’t expect 

to want to see you everyday
i thought you were my friend 

now that months have passed by
so quickly i feel so scared
were doing everything 
and being friends sure prepared

i had a bit to drink last night
i hope i didn’t say
that i hope we would together
forever since that day

friends

enough for u - olivia rodrigo (cover)

and then i found a job. i am a daycare watcher now uhh

i was looking for a job

You drain me out
Of my energy and I
Trying my best to get 
You off cause you cant

I feel so proud
impress a guy
You never consider
To give me a hand

What’s inside your mouth
i don’t care somehow
Every time you come
You don’t leave anything at my house

does it look better
If I wear my hair down
Would it feel clearer
If I try not to frown

You take me out
And I feel like you mean something
But we come home
You go to bed as soon as you can

I feel so proud 
Impress a guy, right?
You never consider to 
Hold my hand

What’s inside your mouth
I dont care somehow
Every time you come 
You dont leave anything at my house

Does it look better
If I wear my hair down
Would it feel clearer 
If I try not to frown

Fuck you too
Fuck you too
Fuck you too

i feel so proud

kingston (faye webster cover)

You left the kitchen light on
And it’s too dark over there
It’s better in your arms
Hold me when I'm scared

Will I be safe
If I find a way
To keep us both like this
‘Cause I can’t imagine being away

But the things you do say otherwise
And I'm starting to feel like I'm the only one that tries
And the things you say are starting to seem dry
And I know it’s not your fault if you wanna say goodbye

Wanna say goodbye
Wanna say goodbye
Wanna say good

You left the kitchen light on
And it’s too dark over there
It’s better in your arms
Hold me when I'm scared

Will I be safe
If I find a way
To keep us both like this
‘Cause I can’t imagine being away

But the things you do say otherwise
And I'm starting to feel like I'm the only one that tries
And the things you say are starting to seem dry
And I know it’s not your fault if I never say goodbye

Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye
(Never say goodbye)

Where the light peaks through
I wait for you 
Wait in the sun, wait in the rain
I’ll hold you the same

Kitchen Light ft. Isaac Solo

Its halloween
Arent you dressing up
No it doesnt mean you cant dress up 
Now that you’re 27
Makes no difference from 11

I’m supposed to be
That cartoon girl in the show with the robot cat 
Also I have a confession
You know that I really meant it

When I said

Lets match this October
Thank god the summers over
Now I get an excuse to 
Hold you close

I feel like as I grow older
Its just as fun to stay sober
Halloween parties are overrated
And beer is gross

beer is gross

kitchen light (acoustic)

3% on my phone 
now i cant use it to pretend 
to be busy 
i dont know what to do with my hands

i prefer it at home
i feel like I'm embarrassed i
spilled my drink
over you last night

its not like
i know you that well
in fact
i dont know anything about you

could you tell me where to look when we're 
talking to each other

and its fine
if you dont want to look at me
cause i only saw your a glimpse of you i
and i dont know if ill be brave enough 
to look any further

G G7 Am D // 2nd capo

i dont know anything about you

california and me - laufey

in my dream last night
you said youd want to leave her
not that i have anything to do that 

in the car last night
i wore a new sweater
not that you have anything to do that

did you know that
i have 
these bad thoughts

that i think 
i belong
to you a lot 

on my bed last night 
i texted you a picture
dont have any friends that wouldnt
get mad 

in the park that night
you kissed me and my head hurt
i finally knew 
i wanted to feel bad

a cheater song and I'm learning guitar

break - alex g

SAY YAS!

picture you - chappell roan

my friend and i love shin ramen so we made this sssSSSSMASHHH that like button

shin ramen

school started im exposed to people and i have emotions again HAHA 

art by the lovely lovely cutey hapimonstahttps://www.instagram.com/hapimonsta/?hl=en

i'm afraid of you

IM SICK you can hear my voice break but that is OKAY 

hold my hand
devour me with your warmth
kiss my shoulder 
take off this uniform

you smell like love

i dont ask for much 
just a little touch
kiss my dress
temporary happiness

you smell like love

love my friendie
https://www.instagram.com/hapimonsta/?hl=en

you smell like love

i'm totally aware that this has terrible audio quality but i didn't want to rerecord cause i was 100% into it and there were parts that i made up right on the spot. so yeah! personal as hell. 

i'm heartbroken. i just went through one of the most painful three days of my life. i'm having a really hard time understanding what i want, what's good for me and just myself in general. i don't think i've ever been in love i don't know what love is exactly but i think this was the closest i've ever gotten to it. i'm pretty sure the whole idea of falling in love and relationships and whatnot is one of the most ridiculous and unusual things in the entire world. 

i hope you all are keeping yourselves healthy. those of yall that are freezing, wearing socks to sleep is actually really helpful. like. its uncomfortable but trust me the whole night of warmth is worth it.

how could i ever
move on so quickly
im stuck inside your heart
and in here it is so pretty

i pretend at night
that youre still next to me
i still hear your voice i still feel you warmth
the only difference is that im not happy

you tasted like altoids
 cause we were nervous 
i referred to you as my boy
 to all my friends

but thats not true
thats not true 
i wasnt that
 important to you

its not true
it wasnt true
what could have i done 
to help you

realize how much you meant to me
realize how much i meant to you

cause i know we weren't nothing

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we weren't nothing

one things for sure
I am helplessly in love
Can’t lie bout that
But whats the point if I can’t give enough

are you happy
or are you saying you are for me
dont need to be that way
If you trust me ill let you see

I only want the best for you
I want you to see the way I do
my, my hearts 6ft down in the ground
Every time your smile can’t be found

I just want you to be happy

Our love is real
though what the hell is love even
Were confused together
But one things for sure you’re one I believe in

are you eating right
Does the air seem to feel tight
I don’t want to let you feel this way
I wanna make sure you’re alright

I only want the best for you
I want you to see the way I do
my, my hearts 6ft down in the ground
Every time your smile can’t be found

I just want you to be happy

art!!!
www.instagram.com/hapimonsta/?hl=en

are you happy

1. bad little boy 
2. oh fionna
3. daddy why did you eat my fries
4. im just your problem

free download !!!

thank you for 1.5k!! yall wildin i didnt expect to grow so quickly. these are some of my favorite songs from adventure time. i would post them separately but i didnt wanna be like ANNOYING lmao. i hope you like them! dont take them too seriously it was 2am.

art
https://nnuknnuk.tumblr.com/post/168916311539/i-just-want-to-slow-dance-with-you

adventure time faves

artEEST for cover art: https://www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

i don’t know what the world thinks of you
all i know i know is obsessed with you 

i don’t know if you’ve been bad before me
all i know is you’re someone that I wanna be with 

all the time
you say you feel the same way too
most of the time
i still question if you really do

i’m insecure about the way i am
but with you boy you help me stand

i guess sometimes i can be quite confused
cause the way you talk to me is not the way i talk to you

but perhaps thats just cause i’m so awkward
it’s all my fault that i leave myself in the blur

i think we both
balance each other quite well
i’m afraid of growth
and you’re afraid to show and tell

we help each other out i’d like to think thats why we get along
with you my boy I feel so strong

we balance

sad girl hours is every hour rn 

i dont know if i should stay at home today
cant go anywhere without hearing the words you say
its not fair that everyone 
is moving along
i swear one day i will learn 
to be that strong

its not that easy for me

i live off whether you are available
was so dependent but now im unable
is it cause i like to feel safe 
thats why its so hard to move away?
i dont know how ill go on this week
not hearing about your day

its not that easy for me

i cant handle anything
wont you give me something
we're not doing wrong
perhaps ill feel this way for very long



thank you for your love as always

art: www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

it's not that easy for me

check them out! 
https://soundcloud.com/elmoofficial
https://soundcloud.com/jareddaffeine

Thanks to these guys for giving me the opportunity to be featured in their upcoming ep! This is one of the songs that will be on there. Hope you like it!

Lyrics:

Now I stay in this bed alone
Trying to think of anything else besides you
you have this power over me
When you do all the things that you do
Dont open up
dont get screwed
But I can’t give up
Cause I want you
I am so easily captivated by
Every movement that you make
But is that so wrong
Is falling crazy in love such a mistake
I guess it could be

Im the one, but I'm not the first
Im the one, but I'm not the first

I been thinkin' about you lately, bae 
I been waitin' for hours baby, bae
Convo was too deep, 
It hurts that it's not me
Hey jealousy, she on me
Please turn the page,
Don't wanna read it

Don't wanna see it
Don't wanna read it

Cracks they grow on me
Cant hide it, you know me
If you love me , come show me
Don't say it , come show me
Anything you want you don't owe me ya

I been thinkin' about you lately, bae 
I been waitin' for hours baby, bae
Convo was too deep, 
It hurts that it's not me
Hey jealousy, she on me

Yeah she on me, she on me
She on me ya~
She won't leave
She won't leave
She on me~

Melancholy

elmo - babybenz (ft. maggery & jared b)

Alan is so fun to work with guys :') This is a cover I sang of one of his songs! It is just super relatable right now lmao. I hope you guys like it! He made the instrumental! He is v cool right? Check him out!

https://soundcloud.com/fishyrecords

Thank you so much for your love! I know i haven't been active but i will put more music on bandcamp soon!!

Alan Mora - The End (Fishy Flip)

this is my first time creating instrumentals all with garageband :'O i dont really know what i was doing but i hope it sounds alright!

i only want to do it
if you want to do it
if you want to stay in
then i guess ill stay in

i only want to hang out
if you want to hang out
if you dont want to hang out
with me i guess i wont

why am i always trying to please you?
what about me?
but what about you?

i guess i just dont
have a mind of my own
i guess my needs
will always be unknown

why cant i ever
figure out whats better
for me, not for you
what do i want to do?

i only want to see you
if you want me to
if you dont want to see me
i guess i wont ( x 3 )

i guess i wont you see you
cause you dont want to see me

pushover

idk dude! 



Time and time I feel quite bad
And I’m afraid you see that

I know you just want to help
But I don’t even want that for myself

What can I do 
What can I do da do
I don’t want you to worry
bout me

what can I do
What can I do da do
To bring myself
to you

You’re not the reason for why I cry
in fact you keep me high

i think I make myself feel
Like I don’t deserve you and thats why

i cry
I cry a lot of times
When I feel like I don’t
Belong in your life

I cry 
I cry when I feel like
I can’t meet up with 
The other pretty girls

i make myself

karen o cover <3 

sarah is one of the most talented and beautiful people i know :') very happie we did this together. this song is a fave always

 check her out !! 
https://soundcloud.com/hemi-sarah

the moon song feat. sarah hemi (karen o cover)

art: www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

wrote this about a year ago. i can still feel it v much.

 ive been trying to experiment with different sounds and i feel like just plain simple like this is what im most comfortable with. still gonna try new things though! 

lyrics: 
You’re warm
How did I ever let
My friends tell me
About your beauty

You’re right
You know how to correct
How I’m feeling
You are my healing

Ill always remember
What you said December
Ill always stay near you
No longer will I fear you


Im hurt
How did I ever let 
My feelings go
And blind myself

You were
So stupid about me
But our love bittersweet
And I’m sucker for fantasy

Ill always remember
What you said December
Ill always stay near you
Though no longer will I try to hear from you

sucker

For a friend <3

Releasing an ep soon! Very soon with some new songs in it. 
Also! LA peeps check my profile! I am performing with some very talented people on June 15

art: www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

.
.

you’re in bed once again 
and you say over and over 
what did i do wrong this time 

but my friend did you know that
the end of something special 
doesn’t mean it ever ends in our minds

somehow we believe that when we’re in love
it means that it is all a win or lose

but i think at the end of the day 
a lover like a family never moves


i want you to know
that it’s okay to cry
that it’s fine to say 
that everything feels so tight

but i want you to see
that i want you to try
to see that you’re not alone 
just cause he didn’t fight

do do do do


sun is setting slower these days
you feel like it’s been a month but
it has only been one week 

i see that you haven’t finished 
all your food and that’s quite different
have you been able to sleep?

though it’s hard to see right now because
all your tears blur everything out 

but you know at the end of the day 
you can do better with no doubt

i want you to know
that it’s okay to cry
that’s it’s fine to say
that everything feels so tight

i want you to see
that i want you to try
that you’re not alone
just cause he didn’t fight

ohh don’t get too comfortable in this feeling
you know that this all is temporary 

ooh you be sad but just give yourself a time limit
you know that this is not a forever

slow sunset

Hello! Thank you for your patience :-) There is a video for this song! Please do check it out! Everyone worked very hard on it and I am very proud of the outcome. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdLfp6j0qok&feature=youtu.be


Is it cause 
i can't eat oranges
or cause we grew up differently

is it cause 
perhaps
that we've met accidentally

Is it cause
I'm not smart
and I am just a little younger

Could all these things
be the reason
why can't love you no longer?

it's not that I don't care for you
trust me i do

it's just that i'm losing myself as i love you
and i don't want to

maybe just a little time
will give us everything we need
but we both know
what that really means

maybe you didnt notice
that i fell way to fast
maybe you didnt know
that i expected this to last

oh give me something to work with 
i feel so bad
what i want
you cant offer

oh give me something to love
i feel so sad
that this might
just be all over

artwork: instagram.com/hapimonsta

orange peel

Cover of 10cc's song! I love it. 

Haven't posted in a while! Trying to try new things because I was getting bored of what I had. I hope you are all well! Happy winter :-) Remember to stay warm! Wear socks!

i'm not in love

Here's a cover of a cute song except I'm whispering because its 3am and my moms asleep. Thanks for 5k! I hope to release cooler things soon <3 

Free download!

Art: www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

can't take my eyes off of you

buy me

ripped pants

hey guys i finally got a mic :-) i hope everyone is doing ok! I'm recovering from a break up so that means: more sad songs soon! Take care and stay safe during this time <3

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love like you - rebecca sugar(cover)

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stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maggery/misty

Now that fall is starting
I've got so much time to myself
Staying in so often
Playing animal crossing

Windows start to fog
As i leave home for work
Replaying your playlist
Singing alone all so shameless

I drive home early 
Cause it gets dark
Not that i stayed out late 
From the start

But i do get cold
Don't you too
And if i'm being bold
Do you want to

Spend the night with me
Let it get so misty
Spend the night with me
If you think i'm pretty

Midnight i'm alone
And i couldn't feel more peaceful
Lighting all my candles
Organizing my stuffed animals

Later that it gets
The more silent my room is
So glad i am able
To be alone and still so grateful

I've learned to do things
By myself
And appreciate any
Extra help

But i do get cold
Don't you too
And if i'm being bold do you want to

Spend the night with me
Let it get so misty
Spend the night with me
If you think i'm pretty

Tell me please baby
Do you want to come to me
Cause i feel lately
I want you next to me

misty

i love u


~

pls dm me before using my music! <3

maggery

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