aaaaa this is so beautiful thank u mag <33

FUCK bro i just cant sleep i dont wanna sleep because i dont wanna dream of her or think or anything fucking feelings

im confused about my feelings the lyrics are confusing too i dont get it

i grew comfortable with one person and im having trouble letting myself move on. i feel guilty for some reason even though im sure they're completely fine with it. perhaps i still have leftover feelings. 

i hope you all are having a lovely december so far :-) thank you for all the comfort you have been giving me. i was really excited about having my music on bandcamp. ill make it free the week of christmas! - if you are interested lol. it doesnt matter. anyway thank you for the love.

art by my beautiful friend
a reminder that she is an amazing person
https://www.instagram.com/hapimonsta/?hl=en

i can never fall asleep at night
im stuck awake with thoughts that dont matter
and he tries to be polite
you pretends to care and it makes me sadder

ill get used to being alone for life
after all i know its hard to deal with me 
ill get used to sleeping cold at night
im right here but you just dont seem to see

i used to be warm at the thought of you
but now every sight of you makes my fingertips freeze
i shrink every time i watch you grow 
with someone that is not me

not me

i love u


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pls dm me before using my music! <3

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