The Upload 12/13/2021

I woke up hungover at a songwriting camp with the line, "I'm unworthy of love" taunting my mind like an itch I couldn't reach. Took a shower and wrote the hook, "I don't wanna sabotage myself" and then joined forces with Evan Coffman and Jeff Carl to write the rest of the song in the 4 hours we had left at camp. The result is an intimately honest song about my struggle with the voice in my head telling me I'm unworthy and the depression that comes with that cyclical fight. You're enough. Love yourself. Took me awhile to come around to that. Enjoy "Sabotage"

Sabotage

LYRICS:
Living this fucked up life 
I don’t know whose in control
This feeling is getting old 

Swear I’m losing my mind 
I can’t seem to think things through 
I just think of you 

And she just wants to run away 
Yeah she’s not feeling it these days 
And I can’t stop feeling this pain 
Yeah I can’t stop feeling this pain X2

No she don’t wanna be with you 
No be with you X2

These thoughts have my terrified 
And I don’t want to disappoint 
When I drown in this constant noise 

They say I need to grow up now 
Telling me I have no choice 
Oh I can’t fill this void 

And I just want to run away 
Yeah I’m not feeling it these days 
And I can’t stop feeling this pain 
Yeah I can’t stop feeling this pain X2

No she don’t wanna be with you 
No be with you X4

Landing On The Sun

Little joys of the finite

"Leviathan" is the 3rd track of Scuare’s "Phenominal".
This is not mine, all credits go to Scuare, no1mportant, and exociety.

Credits:

Scuare:
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/iamscuare

no1mportant:
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/no1mportant
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/no1mportant

exociety:
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/exociety
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/exociety

Phenomenal

Leviathan

Scuare - Leviathan [ft. no1mportant]

The Hating Game (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

7/11

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Mixing, mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
I've looking at the stars out my window-sill
Reminiscing about decisions I'm regretting still
Vision getting blurry, so unstable like I'm off a pill
Don't know if I'm really living life, or if I'm even real

Life is full of meaning, they say you should understand
But to me it feel like magic, I can't even seem to grasp
All these people say I'm young but I feel like an old man
Someone tell me, is it normal, I can't even seem to stand

Mind is wandering, pondering second guesses
Another 2am message
These memories from the past, started creeping on me again
Now this pillow under my head getting wetter, now I remember
You're never gonna get better if you're pushing to forget

Looking up so high, I can't even see the ground no more
Tell me why am I staying up so late
Sleep is what I need to make me do more

Now I'm falling down again
Lotta different feelings gonna come around again
You know I got way too much to count in my head
Yeah yeah yeah
Someone tell me how to sleep, cuz this ceiling's all I'm seeing lately
Yeah, yeah

Breaking through the surface with my hand
Pull my feet up off-a my bed
Now I'm pacing up down again
Do she see me as just a friend
Take a sip now I feel refreshed
Lying down, like I never left
No expression, be looking blank
Many feelings, but feeling dead

But no, it's okay, yeah
These emotions bottled all day, yeah
Lying down like it's a party, yeah you know that's all me
Pictures in my head I'm drawing, ain't no time for

Falling down again
Lotta different feelings gonna come around again
You know I got way too much to count in my head
Yeah yeah yeah
Someone tell me how to sleep, cuz this ceiling's all I'm seeing lately

familiar ceilings (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

UR EMBARRASSING !!!

UR EMBARRASSING !!! (clean)

furious focus is a deeply personal expression of anger and the sublime.

music and artwork: @thingojira
drums on track 14: @jaxcheese
mastering: TJ Lipple
writeup: @calogant

~

Dearest Sir,

Your kind correspondence speaks volumes unheard to the quiet throes of my heart. It has been a long summer, the days permeated by ceaselessly searing sun and cacophonous croaks of cicadas, and the nights broken up only by the screaming sirens of law enforcement pursuing me at unbelievably high speeds. In actuality, the fuzz has been on my tail for about three months straight, but I keep urging myself forward, desperate for escape – a mental fortitude granted to me expressly by crazygoji’s new project, furious focus.

This album, much like myself in my current state, truly never lets off the gas for a second. The instant loud, disorienting syncopation of smokey the bear meets pyro knocks you off your feet from the very beginning, giving you a clear idea of how the next half hour is going to treat you, followed by water waste’s fake-out intro leading into a warped but enthralling second half. Every track is extremely evocative – regal and illegal feels like a mad pursuit by an evil wizard of some kind, and its canyons almost feels like a scene from some demented nightclub. The drums on this project often take center stage, notably on football song, conversion and defeat me dude where relentless crashes and bitcrushed snares at what seems like 6,000 bpm move the project forward, and the juxtaposition of the blast-beat rock A side against the more powerful, industrial B side provides an interesting yet thematically consistent turn of events that keeps everything interesting. It’s not until the very end that we earn a reprieve from the madness, and what a reprieve it is! wishful thinking’s gorgeous detuned piano, quiet drums & haunting vocals provide a complete change of pace, and the album slows to a crawl in its final moments.

Dearest Archibald, I do have to run, as the sirens are getting louder and it’s far too troublesome to write with a big quill while trying to drive a motorcycle. I trust you will prevail through these romantic new times as I have, with a newfound focus… furiously.

Warmest regards,
Sir Gant of Calo XVIII

furious focus

Buy All

conversion

Kenichiro Nishihara - Get Inside Your Heart (feat. Pismo)

Chill Shop

Strings (prod. drwn.)

october 6, 2017 

please calm down 
will you tell me what you're thinking tonight? i know 
lost and found - 
oh, this gentle wave of sinking, my cover's blown 
you hair feels soft under my hand 
when i touch it, please don't reprimand me 
god, i cannot handle more rejection 

this is fictitious, it's the story of a girl i knew 
none of it's real, i don't think about happiness with you 
would you tell me if i'm overstepping exponentially? 
i cannot help myself, i'm restless, i am shaking at my knees 

please calm down 
will you tell me if i'm dreaming? this nightmare's overblown 
and i can't seem to slow down 
if you stop, i'll have a reason to be alone 

this is fictitious, it's the story of a girl i knew 
nothing has changed, i don't think about happiness with you 
would you tell me if i'm overstepping exponentially? 
i cannot help myself, i'm restless, i am shaking at my knees

time series

calm down

photo by martin gonzalez
LYRICS ON GENIUS: https://genius.com/Mr-master-character-assassination-lyrics

LYRICS ON GENIUS

character assassination

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This is a short throwaway track. We liked it enough to upload it anyways.

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Franklin @isaakfranklin - vocals

Renzo @renzrvng - vocals

Thadd @stlln_aio - production

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filipino hip-hop & indie artist based in chicago

[MY EP "tomorrow, again?" IS OUT NOW] 
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Bandcamp: https://bit.ly/3flw4eH
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(In partnership with my good
friend "dustbunnybedroom" @dustbunnybedroom)

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familiar ceilings (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

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