Lost inside my daydreams, see,  
A bloody nose keeps haunting me.  
I see the flashlights blinding bright,  
Every time I shut my eyes tight.  
I mixed the chemicals inside,  
Chasing miracles I'd find.  
Prayed to feel *something* take control,  
But all I got was dopamine's hole.
It don't work no more.  
No, I don't need more.  
It don't work, I tried,  
But I can't climb higher tonight.  
'Cause every night I use the pain...  
Love is awful, love's a chain.  
Hurts so bad, it makes you scared,  
Makes you doubt the soul you bared.  
Makes you judge your every breath,  
Pulls you far from life, from death.  
Makes you selfish, cold, and strange,  
Makes your looks feel rearranged.  
Makes you cruel, it twists your mind,  
Says and does things unrefined...
Maybe I just overdosed,  
Knowing well the poison you hold.  
You hit so hard, left me undone,  
Stars now spin around me, son.  
No hope left for tomorrow's light,  
So I wanna drown in your love tonight.  
Like it's the ending of the world...  
If the whole world down should curl,  
I just wanna be by your side,  
Through the nights I nearly died,  
When I felt dead deep inside,  
When I was numb, nowhere to hide,  
When my tears would freely flow...  
Yeah, I just wanna feel you close.

Mahsa Pirshahbaz