Really it’s a shame,
That I struggle to maintain 
They always told me I was talented but I don’t know what balance is

How am I post to learn something I never seen?
I’m scared for what the future brings

They say have hope
They say have faith 
So when they ask How I’m doing I jus tell em that I’m straight 

I don’t know how to explain 
That no matter where I go 
Im still in the same place
Really it’s a shame

I still got shit I need to figure out 
I’m plagued with fear and constant doubt 
They say flow but I’m caught up in a drought
Don’t work 9 to 5s I chose a different route 
Don’t go to shows I get jaded in a crowd 

Really I’m ashamed of everything that I became
They always told me I’m compassionate but I still gotta face my challenges 

Quick to help others but I can’t help myself 
Time will tell that I made best of all the cards I was dealt

its a shame2 -unfinished

girls kissin in the room

TwiceAlive

check out @grandambition 

lyrics:
when you said you’d stay I believed it
And I don’t get your love when I need it
But now I’m here on my own 
I thought you’d never leave me alone

So don’t call my phone
Its too late to save me
Im tired of waiting 

I gave up on you
So I don’t care what you do
Just dont come near me 
 
I don’t like you 

I put it all on the line for you
Just for you to leave me
So don’t call me when you need me
Desperation doesn’t please me
You were lucky just to meet me

[love me sum @jstlbby]

i dont like u

i dont like u [prod. grandambition]

he sees stars at the bottom of the bottle
the worm seems to do its own dance 
when whiskey tastes to water 
he forgets all about her 
and waits for tmrw to do it all again

blacking out on the bathroom floor
he don’t believe in love anymore 
the lights are going out
blue black cascades around him

stargazing from the day he was born
little boy that the girls always adored 

the ocean bed never felt so warm
the reapers grin is inviting 
my tears turn to acid 
the king of pain is everlasting

stargazing from the day he was born
little boy that the girls always adored

whiskey tastes like water

6-5-17 shy unplugged

me singin i heard love is blind by amywinehouse

@doughkitty
inquiries: maialovesuu@gmail.com

maia jane

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