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I find shelter in this way
Under cover hideaway
Can you hear when I say
"I have never felt this way"?
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?
Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown whenever you leave
Please teach me gently how to breathe
And I'll cross oceans like never before
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I'll mirror images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?
Maybe I had said something that was wrong
Can I make it better with the lights turned on?

iLL∆ - Krystal

A dor no seu olhar
Seu jeito meio tosco de me tocar
E quando cê foge com outros 
me deixa um gosto ruim no paladar
Cê acha que eu sou muito boba
E gosta de rir da minha roupa
E quando eu fico de boa,
Cê volta dizendo “oi”

Eu fico evitando e te circulando 
Não faço sentido, não importa o que eu digo
Eu só quero evitar 
Pensar no que pode ser 
Fico investigando e me perguntando
“Cadê o seu sorriso quando está comigo?”
Eu não posso evitar
Pensar no que pode ser

Vou atrás de todos os sinais
Te busco, te levo, te entrego, mas
Não tem mais o que esperar

Fico evitando e te circulando 
Não faço sentido, não importa o que eu digo
Eu só quero evitar 
Pensar no que pode ser 
Fico investigando e me perguntando
“Cadê o seu sorriso quando está comigo?”
Eu não posso evitar
Pensar no que pode ser

Adorável Clichê - Papel de Trouxa

MYSTIC CEYLAN

Burial + Four Tet + Thom Yorke - Ego (good quality)

Rare Baby

Snug Harbour

Pact

Hymnal

Rewild

THE DOG'S AFFIRMATION

https://si11age.bandcamp.com/album/surpassing-disaster

8ULENTINA’s debut full length album ‘Surpassing Disaster’ is coming out on March 25th via SILLAGE, the first single ‘AYŞE’ is out today on bandcamp.

‘Surpassing Disaster’ is a research driven sonic narrative, enmeshing the theatricality of acoustic instruments from Arab orchestral and folk traditions with electronic elements. Themes of resurrection, restraint, illegibility, desire and spirituality are explored throughout tracks that move within ambient, sound design, field recordings, and dance music.

This project engages with the past as an active collaborator instead of source of nostalgia, acknowledging the immaterial withdrawal that follows surpassing disasters and the process of making an archive and working within an existing one as an attempted act of resurrection. ’Surpassing Disaster’ references Jalal Toufic’s text ‘The Withdrawal of Tradition Past a Surpassing Disaster’. The record includes collaborative track 'GNIVILNI’ featuring cellist Rohana and vocals by Nana XOXO. GNIVILNI’'s vocals reference and abstract Assata Shakur’s poem ‘Affirmation’. The improvisational collaboration between 8ULENTINA, Nana XOXO and Rohana is a convergence of our individual practices of sonic experimentation, performance and research.

‘Surpassing Disaster’ is the first release on 8ULENTINA’s label SILLAGE, a curatorial platform for contemporary sonic artifacts.

Esra Canoğulları, also known as 8ULENTINA, is a New York based interdisciplinary artist, music producer, and DJ. Known for his dynamic DJ sets and genre-defying compositions, 8ULENTINA’s projects are characterized by his use of sound design, percussive intensity, storytelling and theatricality. 8ULENTINA co-founded CLUB CHAI (2016–2021), a record label and curatorial platform based in Oakland, California with Lara Sarkissian and currently runs SILLAGE, a platform for contemporary sonic artifacts.

Composition, Production, Music Arrangement:
Esra Canoğulları

Creative Direction:
Esra Canoğulları

Collaborations: ‘GINVILNI’
Vocals: Nana XOXO
Cello: Rohana

Mastered by:
Esra Canoğulları

Mixed by:
Esra Canoğulları

Artwork:
Esra Canoğulları
Camera Assistance: Nana XOXO

Recorded and produced in:
New York

Released by:
SILLAGE

AYŞE

DESIRE RUSE

PUSHING THE PIT THROUGH THE FLESH

WHY THIS CUT, HERE?

You & I by Joda & Marrow is a fresh, bouncy hit that captures the vibe of the first warm sunrays of the season. Produced by the dynamic duo from Málaga and Hamburg, this track is a smooth blend of uplifting beats and hidden vocals that draw you in and keep you hooked. As you lose yourself in the sound, it’ll take you back to the memories of the last unforgettable night out, filled with energy and good vibes.
Featured on the Various Artists compilation from SYNTHX RECORDS, releasing March 28th, You & I is the perfect track to remind you of those late-night moments and the magic of the dancefloor. Get ready to feel the groove and let the music carry you away.

Artist SC: https://soundcloud.com/joda-marrow
Artist IG: https://www.instagram.com/marrowjoda/
Synthx Records SC: https://soundcloud.com/synthx-records?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Buy :)

PULZAR PREMIERE: Joda & Marrow - You & I [SYNTHX032]

Shmaali شمالي

The 51st release of katharsis is the album Afterlife by Danish artist Johan Carøe. The album takes shape through a collection of synth vignettes and spectral landscapes, where fragmented strings and ephemeral pads merge into weightless, hyper-lush forms. Created in a period of both new life and impending loss, Afterlife lingers in the space between presence and absence—a fragile transmission of shifting states, quiet relief, and fleeting sonic imprints. It stands as an isolated relic of a time that no longer exists—a collection of echoes, projecting the paradoxical nature of life and death.

Created in solitude on headphones and a MIDI keyboard in a transitional period in life, the album embodies a raw and intimate catharsis—the word in its truest sense. Without the usual studio space, these pieces emerged through line-in synths, VST textures, and fragments of old recordings—saxophone, cello, violin—stitched together like distant memories resurfacing. The absence of microphones and monitors lends the music an eerily virtual quality—a small life in a small box, a stretched-out portrait of a passing moment. It is introspective yet expansive, a meditation on the transient nature of memory, sound, and being.

releases March 31, 2025

mastering by jjjacob
artwork by jjjacob

pre-order

premiere: Johan Carøe - Theme from Attachment

LYRICS: 

i know i’m iconic
i know im psychotic 
i know that u want it but u listen to the comments 
baby thought u got it 
i know that u want it 
they say u don’t fuck with me 
but i know that u wanna 
baby go and tell em every story that u made up 
baby go believe it but just know that i won’t wait up 
i don’t wanna tell em 
baby can u tell em 
i don’t wanna play a role 
switched up from the jump i dont like that 
heard from a homegirl u do bitches bad
i don’t wanna be another one that u leave in the background
let down 
leader of the pack now

i don’t wanna let go it’s a bad habit 
i don’t wanna let go 
i don’t wanna let go 
that’s a bad habit i don’t wanna let go 

fried on a friday morning wondering what i did wrong 
on the train back home listening to your favorite song 
wrote out a message to tell you how i feel but you wouldn’t read it anyway 
strung out in the backseat of a random
crush up all my feelings i don’t have none
good luck finding me when u look hon 
good luck finding love when u need some
when u need some baby when u need some
i won’t be there cus you weren’t the first time

✄ ✃ ✁ - E_DEATH x Lucy Loone

Johan Carøe - Solbruchstelle

Johan Carøe - Sorrow

Dandelion1 is the first chapter of a triple compilation of 51 tracks. These 3 x 17 artists from this mega release have all performed at the previous editions of ParkingStone from october 2015 to june 2019.
Tracklist chapter one: 01. Ange Halliwell - Luciole | 02. Abyss X - Hair Full Of Secrets | 03. Chino Amobi - PARIS 8 | 04. IVVVO - Murderers (John Frusciante) | 05. Ziur - What Is This | 06. CORIN - lac | 07. Paul Marmota - Telepathy | 08. Torus - 23 | 09. My Sword - Titan | 10. Eterna - Call Her | 11. Imaabs - Abus | 12. In My Talons - Schoolyard Fight | 13. Baby Blue - 0d | 14. Crystallmess - Gentle Battle | 15. Kilbourne - Cucumber | 16. Allpass - K Hopper | 17. TYGAPAW - Sweet Surrender 2.0 ft. Precious Okoyomon.
Mastering by Lorenzo Targhetta.
Cover by Stephen Mayer.
Special Thks to Vecteur Dissident, Claude Emmanuelle & Leila.

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