I DONT THINK IM ALIVE BUT I WANNA FUCKING DIEEEEEE

Sjaidhaidbaidjf this is better with each listen 

This one is personal af to me.

prod https://soundcloud.com/thislandismusic
Thanks to my boi Gabe for tha art

~Lyrics~
[VERSE 1]

You take me for granted,
Throw me to the ground
But I swear that I love it
I just want you around.
If we closed the doors,
No one would hear a sound
But to you I was backup
Now I wish you'd drown

Didn't have to hate you,
Lost in those eyes,
I just wanted to date you
Put people beside
Cos they just did not make you
Just tell me where your feelings reside

[CHORUS]

Tell me where your feelings reside
Pictures of despair, hidden deep inside my eyes
Just the one word it took, in my chest it would hide,
I said girl do you love me? 
Where do your feelings reside?

Tell me where your feelings reside
I guess it's my fault, for just hiding mine
But the way that you kept up that beautiful smile
It made me wanna love you,
Though you would just lie

[VERSE 2]

Tell me, where do your feelings reside?
Like I asked do you love me? 
But those feelings hide,
In the way that you'd text me hearts,
Then make me cry
What are all of this feelings?
Am I gonna die?
You left me speechless
With so many questions unanswered
Like now that I think, 
Did you even once like me?
The demons you rose that now I am just fighting
Don't even start to ask me,
I'm not feeling fine, bitch!

Tell me where your feelings reside
Do you wanna kiss me?
Do you wanna die?
In the way that you'd let me look into your eyes
You just made me love you,
But where do your feelings reside?

Where do your feelings reside?
I'm going crazy remembering your lies
Just tell me 
Where do your feelings reside?
Where do your feelings reside?

[CHORUS]

Tell me where your feelings reside
Pictures of despair, hidden deep inside my eyes
Just the one word it took, in my chest it would hide,
I said girl do you love me? 
Where do your feelings reside?

Tell me where your feelings reside
I guess it's my fault, for just hiding mine
But the way that you kept up that beautiful smile
It made me wanna love you,
Though you would just lie

(Though you would just lie)

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Where Do Your Feelings Reside (Prod. thislandis) [REMASTERED]

I've been rotting in my bed
cuz I couldn't seem to get the fuck out of my head
I've been feeling like
I've been feeling like 
nothing in the fucking world will ever get me feeling right
try to leave it all behind
tryna get out of this mindset
wishing I would die
but when I close my eyes it
burrows deep inside
I'm not sure if I'm alive but I wish that I would die
I don't think I'm alive but I wanna fucking die

j u s t  g e t  o v e r  i t

I've been rotting in my bed
cuz that's the closest thing that I could get to dead
and if I had it my way I would slit my wrists
but there's too many fucking people in on this

I've been rotting in my bed
I've been rotting in my bed

fuck this

I've been rotting in my bed

HxC is Dead

PLZ STOP

CLOSE TO HOME

time again and time again
i find i fall behind and its
eating me alive and i
feel best when I'm behind the lens
i hate the way i see myself
i hate it when they look at me
my body is a shell
my lack of confidence imprisons me
i think that if i killed myself
it might just end the misery
i wonder who thinks that im playing
and who is really listening
i'd never want a second chance
i love my friends and family
but nothings gone as planned and
failing you is scaring me

i hate myself and
i wish that i had done more with my youth
but its gone and i'm pissed off
a million self deprecating thoughts I could list off
i'm sick of feeling this way
aura emanating dismay
i just wanna fade into grey
wind on my face as i fall to my grave

DISMAY

sports car (prod. Ericgodflow)

song about starting a mosh pit with a heavy lil peep and goth boi clique vibe

goth bitch mosh pit (prod. Taurs x Yago)

fuck
you've let me down
for the last time (I swear)
I'll never trust again 
I hope that you drown
with your one track mind (I feel)
my adrenaline rushing in
can you feel it?
we're fucking coming for you
I'm seeing red
now there's no turning back (fuck)
follow your instincts
burn down every single precinct
we will revolt
justice will be ours
we will revolt
we will revolt

BLACK LIVES MATTER

I won't stand
for this injustice anymore
this is where the silence ends
blood for blood
now it's a fucking war
this is where the silence ends
this is where the silence ends
this is where the silence ends
this is where the silence ends

fuck

you'll see it all in ruins
we will reduce it to dust
you'll see it all in ruins
you'll see it all...

RUINS

rearrange (prod. rinne)

Best song I've written yet! Thank you so much to both CapsCtrl for making the beat, and Lil Late for mixing it!

Maybe (prod. CapsCtrl x Lil Late)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
featuring https://soundcloud.com/imnegativezer0

HxC is Dead

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