Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

this was a freestyle recorded in 2020 on a night when i was drunk and sad.

purchase on bandcamp here: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/flutter

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7vYyDasfVor6TpYtOOP5RJ?si=dde422623649419d

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/flutter/1606804327?i=1606804328&app=music

flutter

the 1975 - frail state of mind (cover)

hi!!! i must say i've been super excited to share this one with y'all', super happy about how it turned out

gotta make it clear that this is very much inspired by The 1975, but artists like @dobimusic and @duskus were HUGE inspirations as well

anyway, hope y'all enjoy this one ^^

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Lyrics:

Don't wanna talk about it
That night is just forgettable to me

Don't wanna think about it
When I stare up at the ceiling I see you

And I know you know what I have felt for you
And I know you know the day I fell for you

And you know it hurts 'cause you have seen it too
And I know you know it's what you've put me through

(...)

Why make a mess about it?
You know my feelings are too dumb to comprehend

Some day you'll realize it
How you toyed with me and acted like it's all the same

And I've been lied to all the time
Saw you turn to crystal right before my eyes

And you've been bluffing all this time
You took the colors off my canvas and let 'em dry

Afraid of the dark
Is it you who lurks within?
No, I don't wanna see your shadow at my door

And I know you heard me right
Is that really you in the mirror
Crushing me from inside?

(...)

To See Color

rest (alt)

stream: ffm.to/vlcty

this song is a flash of yellow light.

lyrics:
can i match your new flow for a while?
not tied up i can see it when you smile
looks the same way that it did last summer
i feel the same way that i did that summer
like a diamond that formed in the rough
high tide comin' when the going gets tough
didn't get to say what i wanted to
now we're in silence

but the high tide
can match my velocity
high time to catch myself
before i bleed
before i leave
velocity, velocity
velocity

its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow
x4

can i match your new flow for a while?
i don't really know how to describe
what's changed, a twist of fate
so much is different now i can't really say
spent how many nights in flux
catch a break now just my luck
i'll try to keep movin tho as much as i can
so much for the happy-ever-afters man

won't you x4
won't you won't you come find me?

won't you x4
won't you won't you come find

won't you x4
won't you won't you come find me?

won't you x4

its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow

its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow light
its a flash of yellow
x3

[brakes applied in rather quick fashion]

velocity

https://soundcloud.com/gabbystart
https://soundcloud.com/gabbystart/source

gabbystart - source (edit)

big thanks to paddy (@clovehitch) for advice on arrangement and mixing

art generated with dall-e

If it's not for love then what the hell are we doing now?
Going out just to drink it up and letting it go to waistdown?
Is it too hard just to say
You don't even wanna look at my face
And you're drenched and drowned in make up,
bled your makeup now.

I can't quite read your face, Mona Lisa, Mona Lisa, Mona
Please communicate, I'm waiting for you to say 
something that will end all the pain.

I'm not a psychopath blowing up your phone for fun.
Could you listen to my song cuz I think you're the one.
Your dad is one lunatic if he wants me to stop
cuz I'm still in love with you and I'm still in love with you.

If it's not for love then what the hell are we doing now?
Going out just to drink it up and letting it go to waistdown?
Is it too hard just to stay in love
You don't even wanna look at my face
And you're drenched and drowned in make up,
bled your makeup now.

If you want to get to know me a little bit better, then you should try

telling if it's too late, I know it could just wait
telling if it's too late, I know it could just wait

try

Rosa Lisa

stems: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/5se1u3skculeb94/AAB7svEzPSpX06tvio8V3h5_a?dl=0

lyrics:

in love with you
too much to reveal too soon
oh im such fool for you
my crush and you like me too

must act cool around you
how the fuck do i show you how
you make me feel, so good
hope you feel the same way too

hold my hand take me somewhere new
dont care where it is or what we do
let's go some place no one will find 
times up leave all of your things behind

last year i thought my life would end
life sucks sometimes but i like to pretend
im with you when i feel alone
im with you when i feel alone  yeah!

i'm with you when i feel alone x4 yeah!

hold my hand take me somewhere new
dont care where it is or what we do
let's go some place no one will find 
times up leave all of your things behind

last year i thought my life would end
life sucks sometimes but i like to pretend
im with you when i feel alone
im with you when i feel alone  yeah!

malea

BUY ON BANDCAMP

pixie <3

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

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peace treaty w/ oyeme

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