Vocals, Mix & Master by @breckenford
Produced by @prodcxrter & @sorrow_bringer
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7VJQt0OEMk

lyrics:
it's more than the look in your eyes
it's all of the places we've been to
i really wish you wouldn't cry
but really that's all that i'm used to
everyone leaving my side
after everything that we been through
maybe it's time to realize
everything gotta end too

heard you've been hoeing around
blocked so there's nothing to talk about
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause I got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you want a part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough
honestly, you've been so toxic
take me by the hand, watch as i go
oh my god how could I stop this?
i'll stick to the plan and hope i don't implode

25 minutes to go
i've been alone on the bus with my notepad
writing out thoughts on my phone
when i get home, ima scream and record it
thank God for the music
speaking my thoughts never gets old
it's so therapeutic
how my words can make you feel like you could fold

understand what i mean now
there's a lot left, can't repeat out loud
lookin' lifeless in the lost and found
do you like this? do you like when i drown?
looking around, see all the faces with frowns
leaving this town
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause i got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you wanna part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough

what is my luck
life has been rough
for way too long
tell me it's over
tell me it's done

brecken - not in my heart, not in my soul. (cxrter x sorrow bringer)

who am i to change the tides?

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/1a6wPdH3iqDPr3Q61TPwYm?si=GGcabW1hRxSG4XmJRW7JDQ

lyrics:
And I thought "Oh, just you look at the tide"
The way it all just comes waves and by their laws we abide
You ask how I wash up on shore while it eats you alive 
When I just try to manage 
Whatever happens's valid 
So if we end on different poles,  hope you still feel my pull 
And if poseidon took his medicine our path could subdue 
But some things we just dont control, so, like, what should I do?
'Cus I don't get it either 
And I would rather steer, but—
But who am I to intrude?

Why, with all this pressure around us
I have to watch my watery eyes? 

Oh, there's no point to fight the elements 
My lungs pick up the resonance
Of what it is inside the air 
And hits my brain as evident 
In knowledge of my rotten core
I'm headed for the ocean floor
And hope there's nothing to be scared of 
That I cannot ignore 

And if fate will, we'll make it in time 
And just my hands in front my face are gon' suffice 
Of course it hurt me and I hurt you alike
But back in Venice I remember how I smiled

And I thought "Oh, just you look at the tide"
The way it all just comes waves and by their laws we abide
You ask how I wash up on shore while it eats you alive 
When I just try to manage 
Whatever happens's valid 
So if we end on different poles,  hope you still feel my pull 
And if poseidon took his medicine our path could subdue 
But some things we just dont control, so, like, what should I do?
'Cus I don't get it either 
And I would rather steer, but—
But who am I to intrude?

it comes in waves | prod. majora

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𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥.
𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘌.
𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵.
𝘞𝘏𝘖 𝘌𝘓𝘚𝘌 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘐𝘛
𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘈𝘙!
𝘞𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘠 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘒𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎?
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

I BUILT THIS KINGDOM FROM THE GROUND UP
DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU WHERE'D YOU COME FROM
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN
THOUGHT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
YEAH ICON
THE WAY I MOVE IS DIFFERENT
WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?
PROLLY BEST YOU MOVE DON'T GET STEPPED ON
TALK ABOUT THE PAST
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WE CAN DO THAT

why you beggin for a ft like a dog with no leash?
why you beggin for attention like my ex?
your a leech
yeah, latch onto me
yeah, the fuck do you need?

I DON'T NEED OLD MUSIC
WAY TOO GOOD REDO IT
I DON'T NEED NO NEW FRIENDS
IM CUTTING TIES DONT GIVE A SHIT
YEAH, LATCH ONTO ME
YEAH, THE FUCK DO YOU NEED?
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN

walk slowly, why you talkin whatchu say?
you don't know me, so pathetic in my way yeah
old news, its a little sad nobody even know you
oh ohh, oh ohh
i guess you feel important
waste my time ill just ignore it
the day still passes by and i dont fuck with the lies

I DONT (x4)

took out time for this
im busy locked and focused
looks like im back it took some time for you to notice
and i repeat myself because god your like the slowest

WALK SLOWLY
YOU DONT KNOW ME

leech

ilyl1ght

lyrics:
(solr)
will
i find
somewhere to hide

i'm better alone, if you leave i don't mind
cut on my arms and pretend that i'm fine
i scare everyone, stay away or i'll bite
you don't understand what goes on in my mind
who will i be, and when will i die?
and did you everyt find somewhere to hide?

(AND DO YOU THINK THAT WE'RE OKAY?)
(CUS I WOULD DIE FOR YOU EITHER W-)

LOOK AT ME I'M ALL GROWN UP
TELL ME, WHAT IS NEW WITH ME??
WHEN WILL THIS LIFE BE ALL DONE?
TELL ME, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

(hiraeth)
if i wanna run, run away, would you find me
a waste of time, man i bet youre sick of trying
i used to ruin myself, now i think im dying
all of this smoke up in my lungs, and i confide it
guess this is cause and effect
over my head man, im waiting my death
pulling myself up, and out of my bed
all this emotion i think im de-
i think im depressed

(mix)
but do you think that's okay?
sleep in my bed i'm losing all my days
and all that i can think about is your face
i don't know what to do stuck in this place
could you make it stop?
is that what you want?
don't leave me here to rot
please just save my spot
right there next to you
well be there just us two
and the weather's nice
hold me next to you
please just save my spot
right there next to you
hmmmm ah ohhh

time ft. hiraeth & mix

Prod, me

Why're you leavin? Please don't leave me
When I need you, you don't need me
Why do I keep thinking that I could pretend
That I'm someone else

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by?

Come see my life
I mourn all the time
Hurt my own feelings
You were one of a kind
The day that you've died
Felt I was going through hell
Nobody ever compares
So who am I to even try?
How to get by?

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by?

Big dreams, looking up, looking up to heaven
Anxiety keeps holding back, hold back by the devil
Get that shot gun out the barrel
I'm fighting 'til I'm settled
Find a path that leads me back to you, or it drives me mental
I'm way too sentimental, I'm a man, no time for love and for candles
You left me on pending

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by? x2

how to get by

everything reproduced by me
original song credits towards my dear friend jude (@sleepywater)


i miss you so much bro; love you, forever.

sleepwater - tomorrow (cover)

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
sucks you dont think about me daily 
It must be nice to think your not going crazy 
staying home all day don’t wanna go out anymore 
sleeping in all day have fun being a whore 
I wonder what is like having people that care
I wonder what it’s like having somebody there
I wish that I was no longer here
Now the plan is just to go disappear

Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
sucks you dont think about me daily 
It must be nice to think your not going crazy 
Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
want you to go but I want you to stay here because I’m in love
You should probably go cause I’m building up anger that’s not good for us
Why is everybody pointing out on my flaws?
sucks to think that we’re all human but you don’t give a fuck
sucks to think that we’re all human but you don’t give a

sorry

i might be over it

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

Check out the original track an other mixes in the playlist

Hacka Wit Tha Codes (HyperPop Mix)

Cleopatras view

The last song, I don't know why but this is. Wish I had some more songs ngl but this is the consummation. Jesus is Lord. God is Real. The devil will not keep on winning it just feels that way sometimes.

Consummation

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i hope u enjoy <3

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