mixed by mvzi, me and one of my inspirations on da track
link for this and my other favs in my bio!!!

Slifer, Obelisk, Ra w/DKOOLPHARAOH (on spotify!!)

H.O.P.E (Hold On Pain Ends) w/ rum x kjia (prod Mystxry)

i always gotta make as many references as possible

give you a halo, spin on yo block every day tho
cuz im feelin like an a-hole, call it a KO
she ride my wave like a surfer,~ so watch how i spray hoe
dont push the blame, yo, if its yo fault then just say so cuz i do not play bro
i feel like Okina, cuz i will awaken the power within, now i am a Sage
and im stabbin the blade, im gathering Spring
cuz i think i want fade
you wanna run up, any time will be great
you wanna run up, a good time is today
feel like Remilia, decide ya fate
Mini Hakkero, the Sparks at ya face
Feelin like Youmu, Heavenly Blade
pull up on Gensokyo, thats where i stay, x2
danmaku, im pullin up, blick will dawn on you
feelin like hanzo, cuz i aim true
feel like Fujiwara, cuz i say “Woo”
feel like Nitori, cuz i am a warhead
Feelin like Junko, im makin sure you’re dead
I got the blicky, im fillin you with lead
“you kinda suck” yea thats not what ya mom said

“black bullet does not hit slave”
 silver bullets gon have to do today
you messin with me you will rue the day
you makin me lose my cool today
everythings gonna be ok
cuz im pullin up with a ruger, hey
this my world, you follow my rules, ok?
cuz if not, then you meetin my tool, ok?
all four season, time to leave him
in a ditch, his body bleedin
halo of the secret god, yea we know that you’re a fraud

Okina: "Halo Of The Secret God" (prod donutdoodlss)

shut the door on that hoe like Makoto
he wanna talk tough on my team, thats a no-no
i put that ring on, now i feel like im Frodo
i pull out a beam, watch it glow tho
i shoot at you niggas like Joker
then go play some poker
i tried suicide, but i used an evoker
now come feel my power, its your final hour
awaken persona, your soul i'll devour
i feel like an idol, i feel like im Rize
that nigga talk tough, i dont care bout what he say
you stay bein broke, yea you feel just like yusuke
im just like Ryuji, im runnin a relay
yo bro lemme cook cuz i feel like Sojiro
hit you wit Shoot Style, im talkin My Hero
i just want my money, gimme my dinero
you fightin the Reaper, yo damage is zero

shadow prayer, shadow prayer 
the myriad truths let me see what is greater
shadow prayer, shadow prayer
im cookin it up and ill save it for later
shadow prayer, shadow prayer
ill romance ya girl, yea i said that i'll date her
shadow prayer, shadow prayer
i feel like Akechi, you know im a hater

you'll catch a Big Bang, im not talkin Okumura
you run up on me, ill show you what i do to ya
im shoutin "GOEMON" cuz i feel like im Cooler, yuh
im not talkin, Frieza, but i am a ruler yuh
yo Atlus done sold, once again they an L
they've got no ideas, and yea that i can tell
or they just want the money, for that they'll get hell
i'll do it myself, shoot a Sinful Shell
summon Satanael, now you in denial
been gone for a minute, been gone for a while
i'm rockin yo ass, i'll do it in style
i'll rap on whatever cuz i'm versatile
no Last Surprise, but you wont see it comin
nah i aint no pussy, i dont do no runnin
i'm takin yo Treasure, for that i am gunnin
and then once i take it, yeah i get to stuntin

shadow prayer, shadow prayer 
the myriad truths let me see what is greater
shadow prayer, shadow prayer
im cookin it up and ill save it for later
shadow prayer, shadow prayer
ill romance ya girl, yea i said that i'll date her
shadow prayer, shadow prayer
i feel like Akechi, you know im a hater

the depths of Mementos, i'll find my desire
awakened persona, covered in blue fire
after this battle, i know i'll be tired
but just like Akihiko, know i'm a fighter
now come run my fade, i'm not through with you yet
i think it's Showtime, imma star, you can bet
when it comes to a battle, you know i'm a vet
you'll pay with your blood cuz you owe me a debt

Shadow Prayer (prod Steezy)

amethyst ft xeno2x (prod.nategoyard)

moth. (jewelerbeats)

float interlude. (kamikyoku)

lost. feat kjia (miercoles)

tender thighs. (lil nightshift)

aye, aye i just wanna run away (however many times i said it lol)

yeah you wanna talk, but you will not run a fade
i be wastin energy, need a gatorade
write a couple bars, say the same shit every day
i be livin but like will i ever be okay?
it's survival of the fittest, and i'm outta shape
try not to cut up on my wrists but i still want the blade
isolation is a bitch and i try not to think
but then i overthink like every single fuckin thing
so like tell me what is wrong wit me
it's like i wanna be okay but it's so hard to be
happy when all i wanna do is bleed
sadly, i just think it is a part of me

runaway freestyle (prod sixtoxion)

i had a dream one time, was really weird...it went sum like-

the smell of nicotine, it bring me back to better things
or were they really better? am i misremembering some things?
in some ways, i was happy but in others, i was miserable
considerable, the damage that was done, it is abysmal
shits gettin critical, and liminal's a state of mind
i try to push it forward, but i always end up right behind
the fuckin line, you probably get so tired of hearing me whine
but i just wanna feel better, wanna see the sunshine
(weird jamaican sfx lol)
i make art with this music like DaVinci
and of course you fuckin miss me
dont you dare not fuckin kiss me
i can never give my heart out
it'll always fuckin hurt me
please dont tell a fuckin lie
just go ahead, desert me 
"this music is a painting with an emphasis on pain
it's not to entertain, it's the noises in my brain"
like a Revolver shot your daughter
like a Darkie who's your father
you'll only get this fuckin far, and i can promise you no farther
yeah i wish i had a girl that i could talk to every fuckin day
or am i just askin for somethin to cover up the pain
i be stayin up, i dont wanna rack my fuckin brain
the only thing i wanna rack is a shell, point it and bang
and blow my head off, now there's blood all on the fuckin walls
a suicide, i bet that you could hear the sound from down the hall
but that's not all, he left a note, and "told us how he loved us all"
"from grace he falls, does it even matter? did we drop the ball?"
"no, he just couldn't take it anymore"
the truth is sore, and it hurts like a bitch when you face the gore
and furthermore, i wonder if it's worse out in forevermore
eternity's a long time, and i'd get pretty fuckin bored
so i think i'll stay, at least another couple days
a year is plausible, guess we'll see what happens on the way
and by the way, i daydream half the time, sometimes i rot away
i'll use the same word for a bar, how many times? like eight
i need to stop, i'm just tryna find my fuckin place
in this world of ours, and sometimes i need my fuckin space
i'm fuckin late, i wish i had made music earlier but hey?
just what can you do when you're stuck in spot, just fighting fate?

[acid reflux.] (prod mäli)

back on my bullshit

crossin the Border, yea call that a journey and im the explorer
fight a world destroyer, but i got plor armor cuz im an immortal
now open the portal, im tryna pop off and show other worlds bro
got beam like Wartortle, yea i do not miss when it comes to true order
you look underleved, look underpowered, looks like its your final hour
you look kinda lost, i guess you wandered into Scarlet Devil Tower
im burnin Patchouli, and chillin with with Patchy
and no i do not mean the flower
im stealin a book, i feel like Marisa
you feel me? i just want the power
Boundary, you are just another bound to me
with all of my skill i am bound to be
another Sage, surrounding me
you clownin me, but i am not Tricky or Clownpiece yuh
but i am not- yuh yuh yuh
Bound To The Grave, cuz i am death
play with your life, thats at your behest
you live in a Mirror World, i shouldve guessed
that you would be fake, on god? it's a bet
the Mountain of Faith i've got for my friends
i'm stickin with them from now till the end
and they got my back, they know i got them
oh you lost a  fight? well try it again (x2)
i feel like...
i feel like Yukari, strong
 pussy nigga said he's sorry, wrong
imma pull up in a rari, long
time before i get to ballin, ha!
Radial Strike, come on
imma shoot you from the sky, you gone
little nigga get to talkin, boom
imma put em in a fuckin tomb

Yukari: "Journey To The Abandoned Station" (8kurokke8)

don't expect this one to do crazy numbers, i just wanted to do a lil nostalgia trip. i miss when things were more simple, if i'm real. lotta people i miss, and a lot of people i don't. you live and learn. i turn 21 today (february 20th 2025), and man. it's been one hell of a ride. more music on the way, i wouldnt give this up for the world. thank u for being here.

access///denied (2025 remaster) (hushinsilence)

i wrote this song like last year bro.

your lips were soft like winter
and now i'm walking in the cold
i guess i'm not a winner
who knew that i would fuckin fold
i should have just been better
and now i've lost my fuckin hold
but i just want you happy
please by all means let me go
there's echoes in my head
and they all sound like you
i just dont understand
it should be me and you
i cut my fuckin thigh and
i sit and watch it bleed
i just dont understand it
why did you have to leave
your lips were soft like winter
and now i'm walking in the cold
i guess i'm not a winner
who knew that i would fuckin fold
i should have just been better
and now i've lost my fuckin hold
but i just want you happy
please by all means let me go
you'll never see smile
aint done that in a while
i've been walking for hours
feel helpless like a child
i scream for fucking help but 
it never fucking comes
i guess i'll freeze out here
and never see the sun
your lips were soft like winter
and now i'm walking in the cold
i guess i'm not a winner
who knew that i would fuckin fold
i should have just been better
and now i've lost my fuckin hold
but i just want you happy
please by all means let me go
you never hit my line
it makes me wanna die
i'm so alone in my room
why can't you just say hi?
i miss the names you called me
i'm trying not to cry
but i think i'll just give up
and commit suicide

i tried to kill myself but the gun jammed (let me go) (SAVEMESYLER)

MY DRESS UP DARLING! w/KJIA (SIXTOXION)

diddy party w/snos

this was written around the time the PSO2 remake came out. i haven't touched the game in forever, now. this would've been on the second half of emotions and emoticons. there is no second half now.

virtual reality, yea it makes more sense to me

yea the fake reality, i can be who i wanna be
it doesnt make sense to wake up and be in this mortality
my problems eat away at me, i wanna escape and be free
but my demons hold me back, i guess they really do hate me
phantasy star, i wanna live
travel far, no i wont give
givin up, its how i live
but i want to be different
i just wanna be okay
live with this pain like every day
i swear that i was never sane
but i'll try and push through the pain
i do it for the ones i love
i reach up to the stars above
and ask for strength, down flies a dove
i guess thats what dreams are made of
i guess thats, woah

yea the fake reality, i can be who i wanna be
it doesnt make sense to wake up and be in this mortality
my problems eat away at me, i wanna escape and be free
but my demons hold me back, i guess they really do hate me
yea the fake reality, i can be who i wanna be
it doesnt make sense to wake up and be in this mortality
my problems eat away at me, i wanna escape and be free
but my demons hold me back, i guess they really do hate me

phantasy star online: new genesis (suzukisan/bear67)

this one was very experimental, and i dont expect alot of yall to fw this one. but, i gotta get this trauma out somehow. this would've been on the second half of emotions and emoticons.  there is no second half now. technically this is an angelboi track.

these feelings fester, i am so restless
you put the knife in my back, now you're on a checklist
im so impatient, this hatred's reckless
the world is silent, but the problems not at rest, i'll
kill all of those responsible, kill all of those responsible
knife in my hand, lighter in the other
burn the sigil, should i burn another
curses, i'll curse your entire family
remember when you used to mean a lot to me
slaughter, i will slaughter everyone you know
fodder, leavin red all in the snow
whos blood, i guess we'll never ever get to know
broken, led me down a path of hatred and sorrow

those responsible (rottenspirit!)

take my heart w/kjia (QUITAII)

this would've been on the second half of emotions and emoticons. there is no second half now.

this pain is eternal, put me on the burner 
going through some trouble, thats another lesson learned, uh
ive caught on to the problem, im hella 
concerned though
not too much that i can do, i guess i have to learn bro
suffering is optional, thats what they all tell me
problem is i dont believe em, mentally unhealthy
voices in my head, and i think they understand me
they've all got names, i play their games, i just really cant stand me
you always was the problem, and now i'm about to solve it
push and pull, like chemical, i think i need a solvent
gunshots in my head and i'm hopin to absolve it
feel like im a pokemon i think i am evolving
(aye yuh)

sitting in my room im counting down until my doom
ill blow my fuckin head off if this shit dont end real soon 
yeah i'll go and sit outside and i'll stare up at the moon
you'll say that it gets better bro just shut up tell the truth



this pain is eternal, put me on the burner 
going through some trouble, thats another lesson learned, uh
ive caught on to the problem, im hella 
concerned though
not too much that i can do, i guess i have to learn bro

eternal (jonswipin/suzukisan)

this would've been on the second half of emotions and emoticons. there is no second half now.

take me home, take me away
i just wanna go, this not where i wanna stay

my brain eats me alive, it happened like this last night
but im just tryna survive, dont know how long i can fight
wanna live till the light, i wanna live till the light
but dont walk towards the light, but dont walk towards the light
i make a stride, i make a stride
i wanna hide, i wanna hide
should i run or should i fight
it means nothin under the light
but dont walk towards the light, but dont walk towards the light x???

my brain eats me alive, but now i'm drugged off the meds
do i wanna survive? i think i'll die in my head
cuttin out all the strife, i think we all do bleed red
cuttin out, never cry, i think i wanna be dead
i make a stride, i make a stride
i wanna hide, i wanna hide
i'm pickin run, i never fight
it means nothin under the light
but dont walk towards the light, but dont walk towards the light x???

THE LIGHT. (lilnasty)

that is NOT steve harvey that is my daddy on my chain!

this Perfect Freeze on my wrist
he talk tough, he think he hip
im tryna tell him he aint shit
but he get dealt with real quick
Icicle Fall, its how we ball
he talk tough but he a Thrall
we speedin round Coconut Mall
we countin money, ill make it fall
bullet plus dome, you do the math
you just like Cirno, freeze up fast
i might just run up on yo ass
and shoot you with icicle blast
it's an Ice Sign, now watch it drip
i might just go and hit a lick
Rise From Delusion, this is it
that Ice Machine Gun, it'll hit
All Things Come Full Circle In Death
fight if you dare, at your behest
it's a War Sign, this Little Legion bringin damage, take your breath
the Summer Flame, i'll watch it burn
i killed yo dawg, now it's turn
you pussies never like to learn
i gotta say it to you stern
you. can. not. beat. me.
i cant be defeated, yeah you pussies are beneath me
imma run up on yo team, see
pussy motherfuckers like to bleed like a pussy
Pheonix Rebirth, i spit flames just like i'm Fujiwara 
Kakihara, cut yo fuckin tongue out if you tryna holla
shawty think i'm stupid, think i'm useless, imma fuck em all up
im the strongest mothafucka go ahead and ask ya momma
Diamond Blizzard, imma wizard when it comes to this
i know yo neck hurts cuz you niggas used to suckin dick
fuck all of my haters, yeah this music more than numbers bitch
i feel just like im Cirno, way i'm freezin all i'm touchin bitch

Cirno: "Perfect Freeze" (sastra moment)

stop staring at me. i'll run the moment i get the chance.

(this song means a lot to me for many reasons.)

(ooooo foreshadowing oooooo EP dropping sooon oooooo)

m1v - haunt u (cover)

Eigengrau (German for "intrinsic gray"; pronounced [ˈʔaɪ̯gŋ̍ˌgʁaʊ̯], also called Eigenlicht (Dutch and German for "intrinsic light"), dark light, or brain gray, is the uniform dark gray background color that many people report seeing in the absence of light.

"log entry 27. the eyes were everywhere, and they wouldn't stop staring. it felt like i was walking on half-cracked eggshells, and if i fucked up even once, You'd snap my neck and then take your own life. but when i cut the cord, You didn't know what to do. and i ran, past the eyes, past the disaster, past the Black Wall. my plan was simple: escape, gather data, then look for Zero. and i succeded. i left my heart in that cold, lifeless locker. i don't ever want it back. you can keep it."

eigengrau. (intro)

it was so cold in that dorm room.

empty, barren wasteland
the souls of broken humans
ive seen what happens next and
i dont think i'm prepared 
so why
why try to push onwards?
there's nothing left here for me
the way you said all your words
it just makes me want to bleed
(empty, barren wasteland
the souls of broken humans
ive seen what happens next and
i dont think i'm prepared so-)


the ritual begins and the blood must be spilled
would i be all alone if had no time to kill?
there's nothing in my head, who said i have free will?
i need another reason and i need another pill
the problem's the solution but do both of them exist?
i think i'll find the answer if i cut into my wrist
i thought you were my savior, you were just another bitch
the flags were fuckin bloody, but i didnt give a shit

cold and lifeless.

for so long, you ruined me. and you deserve hell for it.

you're so cold, all you wanna do is fight
it gets old, i don't think we're lovin right
break the mold when i scream into the night
feel my woes, dont think that i'll be alright
nothing left to give, and i've got nothin to gain
broke my heart, you were driving me insane
i'm alone, and i hope you feel the same
i was just a pawn in your shitty little game
(break me down, i'll make it out)
(you took my heart, and let me drown)

i can't seem to stomach, yeah i'm always runnin
get as far away from you, you know you had it comin
you thought that i was bluffin? thought that i'd do nothin?
sorry to burst your bubble, but i think that i know somethin
i know you've been tryna hide, the voices tell me that you lied
everytime i make a song, i kinda wanna fuckin die
but wouldn't give this up for life, i just wanna stay alive
i wanna live until the light i wanna live until the light 
the glass, it shatters, put the edge up to your neck
you deserve it, cuz you hurt it, now you're losing my respect
and then you tell me that i'm wrong, you're just like everybody, bet
the mind is just a fuckin cage, i cannot break free yet

neglect and starvation.

the monster lived in my head, and yet i was surrounded.

you haunt me so deeply
i cannot seem to keep me
if i just stopped sleeping
then i bet it'd swallow me completely
im not safe, i can promise that
if i ever had the chance i wouldnt take it back
so im pushed up to the front and have a heart attack
but i am nothing so i close my eyes and fade to black

i bleed, i bleed, i bleed
but someone should've known the things i need
the monster sharpens up it's razor teeth
and then it bites and brings eternal sleep
(yeah yeah yeah)
yeah i think we lost the plot
the problem wasnt me, but you, i thought
that if i tried enough, i wouldnt botch
but now there's nothing left, you're done and caught
starve me of your love, i wasn't hungry anyways
i'm not standing where you left me, no, i fuckin walked away
just the memory alone, that shit still haunts me everyday
and i'd kill you motherfuckers just to see your body gray

distance and feelings.

i ran. and ran. i think im still running, honestly.

you watched me suffer now it's your turn (i cant rest)
i'll take this match and watch it all burn (make it end)
burn the body, ashes in the urn (it's my test)
Zero's next, i've got a lot to learn (life and death)
Catatonia's a bitch, i would fuckin know
they diagnosed me, gave me pills, and just told me to go
they found my body, but it's just a husk, blood in the snow
never thought i'd be so cold, i guess you never know
the aftershocks run through my body like it's heroin
i hold my head, the phantom pain, oh i feel it again
at least i'll have stories to tell, and they will never end
you were my driving force but now you're just another sin
and i'm collecting scars, we fought that night with no holds barred
you said some words, it broke my heart, i knew we wouldn't get that far
yeah we were doomed, right from the start, the circumstances left me scarred
but imma do this shit for me, i make music and i got bars

life and death.

this album means a lot to me. if you listened the whole way through, i wanna say thank you, from the bottom of my heart. even if you just listened to one song, thank you. 

like i said, i still have a couple "loose ends" to tie up, and after that? back to your regularly scheduled program. thank you.

zero, zilch, zip, nada. (outro)

october, red october...

just let me bleed out
dont wanna think now
tired of the way that i'm used and abused
tired of the way you gaslight and accuse
there's still no way outta this one
i'll blow my head off with a gun
each october gets a little worse, and
each october feeds the fuckin curse
i'm old enough to fall from grace
but i'm young enough to save some face
i'd disappear and leave no trace
i'll make it clear, i can't escape
so burn it all and jump into
the fires, that will you make you new
a bleeding corpse, a heart in two
a severed bond tween me and you

misery month: immortal misery (diedinoctober)

back on my bullshit i swear on god no cap no kizzy (prod lukewareing)

bitch i'm finna crash the whip, talkin hella shit and imma pull up wit the stick
nah i kid, i been watchin anime since a jit
told you that already so im bouta make it quick
on my niggas, i could nevaaa switch
talkin on da gang, you a stupid bitch
imma take yo neck and imma sever it
bitch i brought a knife and imma sever shit
started as a joke but now it's sum much more
i been makin music tryna get a highscore
hunnid thousand plays would be dope, hardcore
i'll get there one day, thats a promise, oh lord
never had beef, cuz it's always one-sided
always been that nigga that my homies confide in
if you gotta problem, run it pussy come fight then
run up on a nigga, thats the room he died in

you dont understand it, i gotta make music
you dont understand, i gotta get through it
every single day, man you know i do it
go ahead, mothafucka, put ya back into it
watched the gang all switch, 
now i'm by my lonely, but i do this shit
now i'm by my only, and i hate that bitch
man i wish she'd die in a fuckin ditch
imma make music, i love spittin rhymes
wanna do this shit till the end of time
wanna do this shit till i cross that line
but until that day, imma make whats mine
but until that day, imma spit real fast
i already said this a whip i'll crash
im wit kjia and end, we will not be last
2nd floor, yeah bitch, and we on that ass

(chorus)

run up on a nigga, thats the room he died in
run up on a nigga, on the gang im slidin
nigga stop makin music, mothafuckin stop tryin
pull up to da store, and a nigga start buyin
yuh, and you mothafuckas lippin off
i might drink a liter of that fuckin 'tussin, cough
got me slurrin in the stu, another hour lost
got me feelin like bowser, im a fuckin boss
imma watch some anime, im a nerd wit a mic
ion really like these niggas so i learned how to fight
light another cigarette, imma burn through the night
road goin to the left, imma turn to da right
didnt i say that i was finna crash the whip?
ill makin music and ill never fuckin quit
if you prayin on my downfall you can suck a dick
this is skullk1d and im out, see ya later bitch!

CrashTheWhip!

this was a freestyle dude ive been in my room a lot i literally say it in the song. made this song back when i was single if my gf sees this HIIII BABYYYY

moneynamedk-on! (kolji)

i'm an everything artist
2ND FLOOR
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