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watching me go w/ prayers [mtocantinsm]

i dont think they get it
im just not who i used to be
sentimental presence
feel they all got used to me
tie up my loose ends 
while my best friends write eulogies
the one they didnt expect 
to take his life it keeps pulling me 
down
so deep into my thoughts
wont leave 
in my head i scream 
for that last good reason

lay me to rest
but please dont you cry
i tried my best to make it somewhere id be fine
the pain in my chest
ive dealt with my whole life
i just dont expect an understanding all the time

tried so long to make it better 
nothing ever seems to work 
i tried so hard to get it together 
never reflect on the past or my worth
reading over notes ive written
all the same but different words
suicidal tendencies 
nothing ever seems to hurt

understanding (king theta)

breathe (prodsean_)

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

untitled (blickyhomeboy)

was supposed to drop on the alt but eh
(prod by. kinderyessir + centrlx)
https://soundcloud.com/kinder-603456337
https://soundcloud.com/centrlxx

feat: https://soundcloud.com/joshaw4tt


Joshaw4tt
Bitches what's up

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

She throw me back and forth on the bed
But you know it ain't for the sex
She in my head but she not giving in
She say that we're better off as just friends
And I said baby can you give me a chance?
This is the first i've been in the camp
In a tent with you we stay overnight
Looking at the stars shine
At the campfire and they shining so bright 
You're a marshmello with the face you hide
These seconds fall like rose petals 
Are we on the same level?
I don't want you to do all this to satisfy me
I want us to be one i hope you fantasize me

Joshaw4tt 
You don't really know what it was til its gone
Cus I know what I want
But when you turning to another you start to notice all the flaws
Fuck, I'll pause and sip some white claw

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

magical fantasy

https://youtu.be/6OKMadWc00o?si=EsmYZL_Von66UenR

pain_(with3r) *video_below*

over u w/ unpolarize

thank you NE'ERDOWELL and AVXiD for helping me with the master

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Time ends
I can hear the sirens
Baby you’re a vulture
Baby you’re a tyrant
Cut me where the line ends
Shape me with the pieces
I can’t find a meaning
I can’t find a reason

You deceived me
“Baby you believed me”
I can’t trust my shadow
Hiding in the evening
I can’t fix the mirror
Showing how they see me
I’ve become a monster
Ripping at the seems

I feel it in my veins
I’m not okay
I turn away
I can’t w face 2 face today
I take the pistol
Maybe this will
Take the pain away
I’m feeling awful
Cause this cost will
Put me underneath the clay
I’m losing focus
Thru the motions
Pray I make it through the day

I wanna side with you
But I’ve witnessed the truth
I can see through your eyes
You’re just stitches and glue

-=-=-=-=-
IcarusLurks
-=-=-=-=-
I guess it's fine if I change my mind
I don't wanna rewind time
And I don't wanna be around if that's fine
I'd ask if you mind
But I don't think that fact would change my mind
I changed up switched the tides 
I'm not sinking this time
Go down low, I'm not tryna feel you though
I've been free for a minute and I know that's not good for me
I know everything ain't that good to see
I watched myself bleed, coughing up blood
I think I'm dying, it's over
I'm not tryna run from shit that can't be undone
Running a race that's already been won
You remind me of silence
While I cry through these low ends
Think I need help now, I'm not coming around
Anyone else now, and I think it's over
Oh I know it's over, but over and over
I lose my composure

deadwood <3

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lover/hater of the human condition

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