I'm in that dark place again bro!(BrainStew) and would like for you to know this song came to me in those dying moments of depersonalization/depression ,100% our struggle. Thank you Jeremy!

g a r d e n
my vocals were mastered & mixed by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

i can't stop cause this is my life
can't show my feelings so i say i'm fine 
i'm working , almost crossing the line 
baby can't pick up rp i got no time

i'm working there's no time to sleep now
i'll have time to sleep when i'm 6 feet underground
on the ground got the bed beside but i'm on the ground 
can't go to school i'm obssesed with this music 
but i feel so stressed but i'm giving my best look at me i'm giving my best


i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

tomorrow i will sleep
or maybe not 
writting this lyrics and making this song 
doesn't  matter i will always stay strong
pale fucking face and heart made outta stone

heart made outta stone (skellington x yung balta)

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

Support the creators:

Vocals by @kennyorlando + @seejayxo
Cover Art by @seejayxo
Produced by @michaelwarren

Keep up to date with us:
IG: www.instagram.com/burnoutarchive
TW: www.twitter.com/burnoutarchive
SITE: www.burnoutarchive.com
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf

kenny orlando x seejayxo - no easy way to say this (michael warren)

"honestly, i feel like this gift is much more of a curse than a blessing"

home is where the heart is at, try to but i cannot hide
tryna find a reason not to die out in anaheim 
this your theme song, girl yeah this is your lullaby
go to sleep, i hope you fade slow when you fucking die

im not tryna make it out, im tryna make it quick
sitting on the edge of the bridge bitch i hope you slip
i hope your moments falling are worst moments you live
i hope you feel my pain from every word that left your lips

8 bars in, and i made an angel cry
jet black lines running down from her eyes
it drips down, mixing with the blood on her thighs
she was so damn desperate there was rust on the knife

prom night, we would dance slow, i dont understand hope
the devil's in our room and hes playing the piano
alongside, the harps played slow by the angels
sky high sniffing laced lines off the table

theres so much i could say you really wouldnt understand
i look at my reflection fucking hating who i am
filthy ripped jeans, bloody, beaten up vans
as im walking down the street, bottle in my hand

really noone understands but the voices in my head
telling me i should be dead, im addicted to a scam
im addicted to your love id slit my wrists for a gram
i got so many dreams i wanna follow but i cant

the spark is all gone in my soul swear theres nothing left
look into my eyes, you gon see nothing but emptiness
but i keep on going and just pushing nonetheless
i dont have a chance, but i havent dropped yet

16th birthday i cried myself to sleep
thought i would dead when i turned seventeen
a year later, 18, im still walking down these streets
tell me what the fuck it means when you turn 19, and you still aint fucking drop

maybe theres an ounce of hope left after all
when i try to find a reason im just left with withdrawls
its the same damn shit im turning 20 in 4 months
maybe i wont wanna end it when im 21.

when i turn 22 will i understand the cost?
cuz the reason why i feel this way i do not get at all.
maybe one day ill be grateful for our bond
maybe 23 will make me not regret our love

home is where the heart is at, try to but i cannot hide
tryna find a reason not to die out in anaheim 
this your theme song, girl yeah this is your lullaby
go to sleep, i hope you fade slow when you fucking die

im not tryna make it out, im tryna make it quick
sitting on the edge of the bridge bitch i hope you slip
i hope your moments falling are worst moments you live
i hope you feel my pain from every word that left your lips

i hope you feel my pain from every word that left your lips

SPOTIFY

once upon a time [prod. misery]

New single "Void"

(Lyrics)

Fall into the void baby that’s where I go 
Drowning out the noise I don’t wanna know 
Feeling so alone inside a empty home 
I don’t wanna know no I don’t wanna know
Surrounded by this darkness 
From the feelings that I can’t quit 
I swear to god 
You’re my addiction 
Swear to god I swear to god

Fall into the void baby that’s where I go 
Drowning out the noise I don’t wanna know 
Feeling so alone inside a empty home 
I don’t wanna know no I don’t wanna know
Whatcha got going on I don’t care 
You’re the one that left me yeah left me there 
Saying it’s you baby thats not fair 
I don’t care no I don’t care 

In the endless black you left me in
Feeling blue baby I need medicine 
But nothings ever working 
But nothings ever working 
Swear You always call when you know I’m gone 
Can’t let it go so you come along 
Run back to me baby like a sad song 
But you’ll never admit that you were wrong 

Surrounded by this darkness I 
From the feelings that I can’t quit 
I swear to god 
You’re my addiction 
I Swear to god I swear to god

Fall into the void baby that’s where I go 
Drowning out the noise I don’t wanna know 
Feeling so alone inside a empty home 
I don’t wanna know no I don’t wanna know
Whatcha got going on I don’t care 
You’re the one that left me yeah left me there 
Saying it’s you baby thats not fair 
I don’t care no I don’t care

Mixed by Yago
Master by Kanashi
Prod by Cian

Stream on Spotify!

Void

Produced by Jolst
Mixed & mastered by Onlyfriend
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@decksmusic
and its so many times i've felt this way
save the silence for someone else, i'm leaving
not me
lessons discrete
i'm moving forward, you're stuck on repeat 
invalidated, and asking myself how i got here

@sideviewdriveca
you leave a bad taste in my mouth
gotta spit it out, spit it out
grind my teeth to the bone again
break my spine to bend
you leave a bad taste in my mouth
gotta spit it out, spit it out
bad taste in my mouth
gotta spit it out, spit it out

@betweentheveinsandi
cough up blood but it ain't no problem
big ass blunt to the face prolly solve it
fuck my lungs and my face turn solemn
your love sucked and it made me wanna throw up
screw this shit
not today, i'm in a good mood
we gon' bring the heat
cookin' up like it's soul food
she call me her drug
i'm like bet, but thats old news
don't you hit me up tryna like you brand new

@nevermadeithome
don't forget to take your shit out my motherfucking house 
'cause i'm done with you, and yeah you keep them shoes 
and don't you dare lie to my face 
all you want is clout 
loveless going up, and baby you're just number two 
you're constantly hurting me 
what the fuck did I do to you
you put the scars on my hand, and I dont understand

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

Sideview Drive, decks, betweentheveinsandi & nevermadeithome: Spit! (jolst)

mass appeal (+:: thersx)

[+ sogimura]

Timeless
@caspywaspy
@northshoremusic
@yoimn3ver

333
@xipz_sad
@yung-shadow1
@reject333

WWBYRN w/ teddyboi, The North Shore, lil XipZ, casperrr, Crizzy White & popularreject

lyrics:
i had that dream again last night
it culminates from all this  pain i hold inside...
and i try to hold it all together 
but it really doesnt matter now
im trekking thru the stormy weather
but somehow the rain doesnt make a sound
yeh
i been trying to get better
studying these flaws of mine
inscribe in this fuckin letter
to bad i cant send it back thru time
cuz i been fucking up for the longest time
try to find myself
then i lose my mind..
i lose my mind...

idk how to make this right
idk how to feel inside
cuz something...aint right
guess ill down another pill
and at this point i just do it for the thrill
oh i be doin it for the thrill....

[casperrr]
all the pills i take
are because i ache
and every breath i take
makes me pray for a change
im losing my head
alone in my bed...
my visions going black
and pain is all you left...

break down again in my bedroom
i shouldve never trusted you...
now tell me what am i going to do?
i kinda wanna know where to go to...

oooo....

lost my mind on the way to myself w/casperrr [+Boyfifty]

I hope you just been sleeping,
I call you on your phone,
your momma says she loves you,
and your daddys' never home,
sometimes when I been sleeping,
I find it in my bones,
to wash away my burdens,
and put it in a song,

(she said)
I bet you got a lotta hoes back at home,
no one else around when I'm not home,
and are you making friends when I sleep?

and girl you don't gotta lie to me, just take yo self back home,
and go to sleep, try to sleep,

When I find,

the drug that hits me best, I love it more than friends, coz it won't leave me behind.

I miss getting high (broken bones)

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cycle thru my memories and burn all the bad ones
ill just let you go cause i really dont have nothin for you
smoke blows thru you
cause youre not here
youre a ghost
and i fear that ill go away too soon
before my time comes and my body goes numb and i cry out my lungs
and soon enough ill breathe dirt and worms
were all just numbers, some better some worse
i starve till my bones pop out of my shirt
if i want some gain from you ill extort it
i really dont have no importance
people come and go, my bleeding hearts on life support
feelings come and go and i know youve been dead before
2018 when my bones snapped apart and i took all them pills just to get a restart
they wanted to help it they wanted to stop it but honestly i dont know what they was stopping
i cried in her bed and said "momma, please stop it"
that was the end and beginning of all that i know now
i revolve life around pain when it slows down now

dirt and worms (nilöwh)

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: @sadtxnshi x @slaughter-tone-records
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 1: sadtxnshi]
i do the same drugs
that i did back then
i keep on losing friends
im still a failure
falling down again
i want my life to end
i need a helping hand

drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow
watch my body losing color 
i’ll be gone before the summer
i’ll be gone before the summer 
i’m so sorry for my mother
when i’m gone tell her i love her

fuck, it’s so hard to stay alive with all this pain
dont try to save me, baby it’s too late

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 2: IBleedIcare]
Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel the pain
Oh Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel your pain

Oh babe
I don't wanna die under sunlight
Wish we could go back under the moonlight

Babe, Tell me goodbye
when I wish you a good night
Tell me goodbye
I need one more lie

Can we be okay ?
I waste another day
Babe, You're on my mind wish I could be okay


December (w/ sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare)

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once upon a time [prod. misery]

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