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Only One (Prod. by Hoodrixh)

VIP (Clean)

Remnants

The Silence In Black And White

Nothing Left w/ Shadyxwade (Prod. ten50)

depressed in the '80s (prod. RODGER)

@xscapexgoatx

I’m a failure, so cold
This weather, just like my soul

Let’s take it back now
it’s in the background
It keeps repeating
in my head
All the things that
you had said
My self-esteem
Will it’s dead 

These scars that lay right on my chest
They hold me down
Destroying my progress, my meaning
in time I’ll start the grieving
It’s too late don’t save me
It just wasn’t, meant to be

And it’ll be a long time
Till I learn to love myself, again

scapegoat - Failure (prod. curtains)

Shiki (Prod. yzzyx)

lyrics
_______

*evol*

uncertainty is familiar 
We’re more than acquainted
And discomfort lies within the mirror 
But she always tags along 
All these coffins that I lay in 
Lines crossed where they were drawn 
So don’t come looking for me
Cus I’m too far gone

Head hung so low I should be buried
All the time I’ve wasted waiting hoping you’d be the one who’s caving 
Shoulders aching from the bodies that I’ve carried 
like the drug what they did with my name through the mud 
Like skeletons right out of the closet 
They’re kind of hard to love  
But they leave an impression 
My mouth is as open as a faucet and I promised that I’d lock it
But I have a confession 

*floral.shade*

I’ve been conspiring with the dark side 
They want me to come and play 
They know I’m not the bad guy 
But the bad guys love me to the grave 
Crocodile tears but I have no face 
I wear a mask with my pretty chains of shame
Thoughts so loud my ears are ringing 
Your hands around my throat 
But it won’t stop me from singing 
Know you’re looking for clout 
But have you seen the cash I’m bringing In

*evol*

Head hung so low I should be buried
All the time I’ve wasted waiting hoping you’d be the one who’s caving 
Shoulders aching from the bodies that I’ve carried

it never stops raining w/ floral.shade [prod. blade901]

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

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government building (prod. irby)

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