still depressed.. 

here's a free open any1 can use -


lyrics:

give me a sec
 while i wrestle with death
im wide awake
 with no heart in my chest 
and what's left of myself
 is a ghost. im obsessed
im obsessed with death
 i am cursed, not blessed
i hold you close
  like the words in my head
i read you like a book
 you see me like I'm dead
i need you like a song
 and it's stuck in my head
you hate me like the blood
 when it drips and its red 
im hearing symphonies of angels
and when my heart is broke
 its the epitome of mangled
and when i am alone
 I'm feeling misery, betrayel
if you'd look at me 
 you'd know 
I'm just a little unstable

I'm a little unstable
break my heart 
i hate this fable 
i hate love 
 they never stay close, no

wrestle with death [prod. YOUFORIA]

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

https://soundcloud.com/ri_vi  

melody from bedhead


SEEYOUNEVER:
It don't matter where it hurts
I can't help myself 
I'll put you in my brain 
Stained in me always 
Always in me 
Always in me 

In the night don't know what to say 
Goodbye
In the night i wish you stayed
Goodbye
In the night don't know what to say 
Goodbye
In the night i wish you stayed
Goodbye

RIVI:
Sitting here down in your basement
I get the feeling thatcha ain't comin' around no more
No more 
Heavy I feel heavy in your love
Heavy I feel heavy in your love 
Heavy in your love 
Heavy I feel heavy in your love 

SEEYOUNEVER/RIVI:
In the night i wish you stayed
Goodbye
In the night don't know what to say 
Goodbye
In the night i wish you stayed
Goodbye
In the night i wish you stayed
Goodbye
In the night don't know what to say 
Goodbye
In the night i wish you stayed
Goodbye

SEEYOUNEVER - ALWAYS (FT.RIVI)

MAKE YOU HURT - Rose on a Metallic Grave

Lyrics -

Rose
On
My
Metallic grave 
It's all gone away

This grave can't fit two
Razor blade tombstone
Hurts me when I’m alone

The night sky spilts and tears in two
Skin so pale it outshines the moon
Blinded by the everlasting blackness on an empty sky

The only light there is is
Your name written in ink in my skin
You know how to get under it and break it in
The flesh rotten and decayed peels away as you push your fingers in and caress my skull
The sky is void and null
The moon is heartless and cold
Can’t dress dull
Murderess in gold

This grave can't fit two
Razor blade tombstone
Hurts me when I’m alone

Rose on a Metallic Grave

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

More musick soon, Love you all

produced by me

lyrics -

I listen to the wind brush around me
Opening my wounds from then
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Nothing feels the same
I let the cold embrace me
In this night I feel it rise again
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Like snow beneath the rain
I fall apart, elegy of my heart
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Alone again where we once stood
Memories of a time so good
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Ghost Amethyst Elegy

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Heavylungs
Lyrics: 
When there’s nothing 
And all you can do
When there’s nothing 
Your stuck in a mood
All you can do an all you can do
Is fuck up and roll your bet
And tie yourself tighter
And all you can do 
And all you can do
And all you can do
Is tie it tighter 
And fuck up the mood
And fuck up the mood 
And fuck up the mood
It’s all you can do
It’s all you 
Kicking screaming 
For what you can’t get back 
Pressure, what you can’t get back
Kicking and screaming 
When no ones there for…
The rope it gets tighter 
It’s all you can do 
It’s all you can do 
Wrapped around you
It only gets deeper
It’s got its hands on you
It’s got its hands
Wrapped around you now
It only gets deeper 
It’s got its hands

It's nothing

am i something to you....
keep me away from you...
i wasn't enough....
keep me away from love...

i am waiting for you...
to call me tonight x4

i am waiting...

i can not sleep x4

i am waiting for you...
to call me tonight x4

SEEYOUNEVER - WAITING

do you know what the most frightening thing in the world is?
@errorsinside
+world.195 @wretch195

lyrics:
(hook) ICYRED
i don't wanna have to go and wake up
baby i get lost inside your make up (x2)

(verse) ERROR
i don't wanna ever fucking wake up
every single day is the same bruh
mind is going insane not sane bruh
please just heal my pain, understand it
depression is my fate, i can't manage
mind is getting cloudy while i panic
days are getting longer on the fabric
fraying at my fist while i stab it

(hook) ICYRED
i dont wanna have to go and wake up
baby i get lost inside your make up (x2)

ICYRED x ERROR SVI - WAKE UP [prod. PARADISE]

featuring: @bruhmanegoddd
prod: @voidexx

Lyrics: 
rotting away
rotting away
rotting away
rotting away

choke me out
tear me down 
turn around
(walk) away  
hear me out
hear me shout 
fire burns 
everyday in my
i cant tell you what she knows
i cant tell you what she knows yeah yeah yeah

BMG: ???

Rotting Away [Feat. Bruhmanegod]

https://instagram.com/drxpde4d
https://instagram.com/audioabomination

[LYRICS]

Black sky so bright
Blinded by the light 
Age of man dying everyday
And every fucking night
God help
Choke on my self hate 
No one can save me
Take my hand 
Say goodbye 
Walk with me 
To the afterlife
Walk with me
To hell and back to the earth

Rose on a Metallic Grave

MAKE YOU HURT

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