https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

sweet @ssh1be @prodrest

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

@ssh1be @rpnf
lyrics//
put ur hand in mine
i know its crazy but i dont think ill sleep tonight
and if its like last night ill do anything to pass the time
im in the spotlight, ill do anything 2 make u mine
and it hurts so bad, we both know that its worth in the end
ill keep on going but i know you just feel so different
now losing track of everything im losing my sense
we cant fix it again, i know im dumb in the end
everything that i said now im full of regrets
all the things that you told theyre me stuck in my head
and im losing all my memories, theyre fading again
i know im trying my best but u just wont understand
again
attached to it
we'll move on thru this
but youre the only thing that ever made sense
and its all for u
im going crazy by loving u
i know its wrong but its all i do
when i talk to u
what i did for u
you dont understand
my heart in your hand
could you break it again
its so hard to forget
all the things that you said
all the time that we spent
now youre leaving again
we'll forgive and forget
put ur hand in mine
i know its crazy but i dont think ill sleep tonight
and if its like last night ill do anything to pass the time
im in the spotlight, ill do anything 2 make u mine
and it hurts so bad, we both know that its worth in the end
ill keep on going but i know you just feel so different
now losing track of everything im losing my sense
we cant fix it again, i know im dumb in the end

losing track (nefa & ssh1be)

wish we never met w/ carna007 (recyclebin)

@sanriorose @winter @tosleep

https://www.instagram.com/b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5/

#bliSs
life is cold
n its all the same i know
how we flyin thru that zone
but i still jus feel so slow
i dont know
kno i lost u wit my soul
u broke me when i was whole
u could say it took a toll
ya its true

wana kno how we got this fly
locked to u like zip ties
everytime we link eyes
im so geeked cant even think straight
we all had them sad days
knock it off like ash trays

im like what r we doing tonight
all good kno its a sad life
im all goood im livin right ya
never wana fight ya
kno its my last night ya
watchin from the sky ya
now u kno how i feel ya
its all good we press one button
kno we peel off
no i never felt nothing
break the seal off
never seen all
but we made it realll
just one phone call
and u kno i feel all

#dolly
now u kno how i feel
i used to b right here
i dont even like u ya
im still getting high still
i dont even mind it
i used to b liked i guess
i still havent blocked her yet
i deserve an oscar ya
drugs like a doctor
treat me like im awkward
she think im a monster ya
i think that im awesome ya
ofc she think im awful ya
Best Friends give em what they want
why u think im strong
obvious im not ya

spotify

all the same +dolly (winter+nemui)

thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4AWLELv8lgmouGZRODTEJg?si=QwxVK8mTSiqZ_BOc_Gqj3g

2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

hachi (mixedmatches)

much more otw love u all #thank #u

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production by @resolve1k

good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

ways - drowning (prod. maknae & emotionals)

maknae

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