TheObsidianLoket

losing myself

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

@revivle 

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

youre hurting me with every word you say
baby look what we became
and i find it hard to forget your face 
it lingers in my brain

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

get dressed

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

@revivle
ive got this feeling
that youre awake
at the same 
time as me

this is making my face hurt
im only loving u harder :(
id only wish u were smarter 
just so you could seee

what u mean to me
swear its meant to be 
its getting hard to breathe

just say you love me first
cus i would never hurt u baby
and i was at my worst!!!
but i think only u could save me 

ive got this feeling
that youre awake
at the same 
time as me

this is making my face hurt
im only loving u harder :(
id only wish u were smarter 
just so you could seee

what u mean to me
swear its meant to be 
its getting hard to breathe

i gave it all i had 
but u became a lesson to me
n i dont understand 
how u can act like u hardly knew me
u knew me

my face hurts

https://open.spotify.com/track/0o9peAagEN0Xy1uIvyW4QY?si=9M-TgXNMQLGQwFfvtLO6Ww

prod me ft @lovebunii

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u

and ik u dont care
but i dont think that i would ever leave u anywhere
cus ur my one and only yea i cant help but stare
i need u in my life, or itll start to tear
oohooh

@lovebunii
still, you're acting unaware
carry you in my arms, but it's such a load to bear
I thought we'd make it far but there's a ways to go
I wish that you were mine, but, in the wind you blow
everything's solved with time, but, this time, maybe no
hope I stay on your mind whenever you're alone
see a little bit of you in everywhere I roam
struck with love and made a fool 'till I'm dead and gross

and i'm still seeing through all the haze
and you're still bleeding through all the pain
and we both tried to find an escape
and i know it won't ever be the same
because it's hard, so hard...

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u
x2

different now w/ bunii

https://open.spotify.com/track/5MvJ1fgsM2qsRHOEB2ucvl?si=OPcc5bnjTsCKt7dZpXL95g

prod me

ur overwhelmed
n i cant take it anymore
but i cant look away
so i jus pretend to ignore
but i know
u wanted more
i can see right thru ur soul
its so torn 
n i dont wanna see u gone
but i know
u wanted more

i know its hard to breathe but thats alright
i guess its hard to sleep for u at night
ooh
wont u please
talk to me while u go thru ur dreams
i know that u could ghost me with such ease
ooh 
dont u please

thats alright

i know, that's alright

@saig23 @heartsayako

i seen you switch, did you think you was clever
cant say no never, girl i do you whatever
just keep your head up or at least thats what they tell us
havent ate in like forever, girl i feel light as feather
we hit the mall, stacked 50s in the sweater
i need a sweater, keep my heart colder than ever
i do you wrong, but you text me when you fed up
im sure he got it going on but i bet maison do it better

i do whatever you want
new ripped jeans and they waxed up
xanax got me throwing up
replace your love with them drugs
do you think im sick? do you think im fucked up
do you hate the way i live? you feel bad for my liver
let me remind you
that you got wings and you can fly too
know you cant escape the pain that lay inside you
decomposing my body that lay beside you

https://x.com/yawaumi cover

it.doesnt.matter (saig && saya)

maison sinclair - enything 4 me

@revivle 

i shouldve known
that this wouldve changed
shouldve trusted my gut
leave me alone i feel insane
am i that hard to love?
lost in my head
ur voice in my brain
was i just not enough
was i not enough

or maybe im bad at love
i dont know
im stuck yearning
and ive been
blessed by
the gift of meeting you
but now its all gone
now its all gone
we said forever
and maybe we meant it
just not in the way that we said it

im crying so talk to me
never enough
hold me while i fall asleep
you always know what i need
so tell me was i not enough

oh, was i not enough?
never enough
never enough

revivle - never enough

@revivle

i see you in everything i do 
and your absence haunts me like no other
i overdose each time that i miss you
to try and clear my head from all this clutter 

to hear you laugh again 
my body wasn’t ready for that hurt 
oh i wish i left you first 
now every word you say will only make it worse
but you only made me hurt anyway
i still wish you chose to stay
 
x2

revivle - overdose

so fresh so clean

150.344 mental hospital buggie

prod. https://t.me/kutaraku
кто я 
кровь на моих джинсах ты знаешь это опасно 
я держу пари на то что мой свет не угаснет
скелеты в шкафу навсегда останутся тайной

что прячут твои глаза
я покидаю тёплый дом что бы пойти назад
проклятые шмотки на мне их тяжело снять
зомбифицирован мой войс они все дрожат

пробираюсь в мозг и растворяю кости 
демоны ходят меня убивает злость их 
приношу в жертву себя под ногами гвозди
она ходит по пятам будто мой хвостик

не угаснет

и жопа фимоз 

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TheObsidianLoket

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