Maybe This Time - COVER

This song is about how no amount of "you can do betters" and "my boyfriend would nevers" made me feel good after breaking up with a long-term partner

are you waiting? do no wait for him
are you holding? do not hold your breath
are you dating? you should be dating 
no one has just one soulmate..except for me and my boyfriend

talking to your friends in relationships demo

this song is about getting ready for a first date

call it intuition--id like to see you soon
go head and clean your room, and I have rituals too 
find an outfit, something braless, stop eating meat starting Monday
if it's within reason, I'm making my pussy vegan

pussy vegan demo

This is my SPIN on Instant Crush, with an original interlude I'd like to make into a complete song one day. 

And After all, still hurts sometimes baby baby 
it feels like fall, still hurts sometimes baby baby 
can't take your call, it hurts too much baby baby 
cuz after all, still hurts sometimes

Instant Crush - Cover / Original

my producer made this beat out of 100 year old jazz records and I made this nerdy, slutty, little jam with it 

please don't tell my best friend's college best friend that this song is about her.

LINDSAY demo

THIS IS A SONG ABOUT HOW LOVE MAKES YOU WEIRD 

GO TO MY YOUTUBE FOR VIDEO LINK IN BIO

FEET demo

this is a tribute to one of my best friends in the world. 
we are very different but understand each other very well somehow. 

AND WHAT WAS THAT SONG YOU WANTED TO SHOW ME?
PLAY THAT ONE THAT WE LOVED IN PESRON
PLAY THAT ONE WE USED TO DRIVE HOME TO 
PLAY THAT ONE, THAT ONE FROM WISCONSIN

"Clementine" demo

pink eyelids, cut up my body and tell me your thoughts, private 
you wanna get deeper and I, I get it I wanna get deeper too 
I can see myself trusting and getting *lost with you 

and if your baby im daddy and ill give you anything 
tell me how I can touch you to ease your suffering 
tell me ill see you often before we die!
come get that love and affection that only I have for only you!

baby rose (tattoo song)

were you a little wicked 
a little bit numb 
when you said that life is twisted 
were you tryna show me some 
you said with age that I would hate you 
but I had no rage and I've felt crazy 
one day the anger came, when I saw you had a baby :D

Manny's Lullaby

Oo Am I actin funny? YES I'm talking to you honey 
I want you to spit in my mouth..I don't like I don't like how that came out 
I meant I like your jeans, take em off you slide em on me 
will they be worth a lotta money one day since your color block sold to the gallery?
how's your short film? have you had enough time to skateboard lately? do you have any tricks to show me by chance? I love to watch it swingin in your cargo pants 
Oo Am I actin funny? YES I'm talking to you honey 
and its weird, cuz we don't like each other at all but your ex was too skinny so you gimme a call 

CATCALL demo

Wawa and Mcdonalds 
growin up in new jeerseyy
when I think about leaving my mother 
it hurts me 

its always sunny in Philadelphia 
things get so weird in NY 
men who make movies drink vegetable smoothies and hunt women like you for sport 

Wawa and McDonalds 
growing up in New Jersey 
when I think about leaving the coast it hurts me 

im ten away 
im on the train now 
the lights gave out 
I held my scream in 

Wawa and McDonalds (skip to 0:55)

this is a song for my cousins 
sometimes ill be eating lunch like a caprese sandwich 
i kinda trip out—were so spread out and yet blood related 
i like to think of it like were taking over (coverin up) Americaaa

Happy ..... to my cousins 

i know weve kinda alluded to what will happen to passover 
when our parents passover i guess well just have to have it 
how will we have it? i guess we’ll have to travel 
how will we afford it? i guess when we can afford it we will see each other 

and well say… 
 
Happy ... to my cousins 


Song for My Cousins

smoke while im cookin smoke while im platin' smoke while its cooling down 
smoke while im waitin, hopin anticipatin for a miracle 

like god himself is gonna come down on an escalator and knock on my door 
pat me on the back and say "you've done a good Job being so chill all the time 
smelling like your joint in the restaurant--its funny. it'll never get old 
but between us if you wanted to stop tomorrow, you would be fine"

smoke and a movie, smoke while were watchin 
smoke smoke smoke if its an option 
smoke making meaning, smoke away night dreaming 
hoping for visions in the morning, hoping for visits without warning  

like god himself is gonna come down on an escalator and knock on my door 
pat me on the back and say "you've done a good Job being so chill all the time 
smelling like your joint in the restaurant--its funny. it'll never get old 
but between us if you wanted to stop tomorrow, you would be fine"

(2:30) WHEN I HOLD UUUUUU <--- SAMPLE PLEASE

God / Smoking demo

its time to order frownies, its time to order p * ssy steams 
its time to taste like nectarines and nectarines make me a hearty woman 

its time to roast potatoes, oatmeal baths with pantyhose 
its time to be quite sensitive and also to get over it 
and thats what makes me such a hearty woman 

and my friends are having kids, im wrapping up their gifts
going to the butcher and blowing him a kiss
google pleaser heels, now i can afford 
to walk around, feel good when im bored 
im keepin old friends and making new 
what if i have something in common with you?
i keep it pushin…and pullin and thats what makes me such a hearty woman! 

it’s time to see the doctor 
she said dont lose weight you’re hotter now 
im crying at the movie that i picked out for myself. 
and thats what makes me such a hearty woman 

and my friends are havin kids… 

my friend wants to feel sexier, she asks what I'd do 
"There's so much sexy in the world, what's sexy to you?
Big T shirt? See a little bit of everything and nothing? In the kitchen making dinner with your something, bumping all your favorite songs--but you have to dance along!"

HEARTY WOMAN draft 2

catch me almost start to cry while recording this lmao

i'm well

manic depressive

one of my favorite songs and the closest i get to being able to rap 

Lost (Chance the Rapper cover)

not everything has to be so romantic!! sometimes you want to write a love song about your friend!! thats ok too!!! 

home

Sleeping Song

What Do (demo)

My New Friends Are Artists

written at 2am in about 15 minutes after watching this movie called "uncertain terms" on netflix. its weird but good and its pretty wise. i got upset at the end because it feels really unresolved but thats just how life is, i guess. things don't always get resolved but you can't stay in situations where you're unhappy just bc you feel like you're wasting the work you've put into it.. that attitude fucking sucks 

invested (you can leave whenever you want)

damaged, romantic girl's therapist has trouble figuring her out but does her best

blush

a relationship where you give a lot and they only give a little. is it because they're depressed or something so they just can't ? or is it because they're a dick and just wont? idk but i hope someone can relate 

gift card

Cigarette Daydreams by Cage the Elephant--requested by a good good friend named elizabeth rose burger

Cigarette Daydreams (Cage the Elephant cover)

unconditional love, loving repetition, thinking the same things every day blah blah blah

im gonna stop wearing make up

improvised melody and lyrics. collaboration with my beautiful friend.

corrientemente

one of my favorite songs as a child and my take on her beautiful melody

across the universe

please don’t play this song (please don’t play..)
he knows all the words, he showed me 
—a moment when the wall was down — (let it down, now) 
can’t help but force this image to the front of my mind (even though) makes it harder to figure you out  

and the way, the way you treat the 
game makes me lose my will to 
play but just like heming- way 
i do not mind letting love ruin me 

my new thing.. is cute enough, I guess (only fine) 
but he does not have your mind 
if I saw you heading west oh i would leave him behind (and live the dream..)
bittersweet for me i’d want your arms the whole time (I’d want your arms) 
but you dont seem the holding type no 
you don’t seem the holding type 

and the way, the way you treat the 
game makes me lose my will to 
play but just like heming way 
i do not mind letting love ruin me 

hard when we’re not , on the same page 
too cool and hot , little ice age 
my thoughts, like matter, can not be destroyed 
my brain is a safe with a simple code and not a void 
I’d like to toast a cynic 
like you would toast a poptart 
crunchy on the outside 
sorta melted sweet heart

please don't play brockhampton around me anymore

short shorts demo

lyrics are based on real posts from Man Seeking Man and Str8 Seeking Same forums in which self identifying straight men voice their desires for homosexual contact and male bonding. it is not as simple to say they are just confused--there is much more evidence in their wording to suggest these men have queer proclivities but ultimately feel they belong in masculine circles that they would be excluded from if they came out. its open ended still

no homo

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