(Prod. 2Jupitxr)

[this is an early drop from my album Malice in May]

MALICE:
i dont have nothing to hide 
im down to ride
they dreamin of my suicide
and thats alright
cuz i feel like im way too high
i got wings to fly
i asked her why she always lying
shes no friend of mine
i got perfect aim got bullet time, 
it gone stop your mind
I got bitches who have boyfriends, they call all the time
im not sure if ill hurt you,but its okay to cry
so dont even try

im a fuckup, i admit it, forget it, im gonna go!
im a ghost up in my city please dont try me or your gone
im smoking up all this gas, and my breathing going slow 
she shaking all of that ass and she never going home
in love with all of our money, said she wanna go to shows
niggas start acting so funny that switch up is getting old
life is about the hardest thing that any one person knows 
and my lifes gonna end as the saddest story ever told  

HAUNTAHHH:
Paranoia who be plottin,
all this fuckin caine, dont help the walkin
got all the keys, you were locked in
im a lost monster like the lochness 
im like malice, when we gonna drop dis
look at yo bitch ass like ima rob this
hit yo bitch ass with the fucking dropkick

MALICE:
i dont have nothing to hide 
im down to ride
they dreamin of my suicide
and thats alright
cuz i feel like im way too high
i got wings to fly
i asked her why she always lying
shes no friend of mine
i got perfect aim got bullet time, 
it gone stop your mind
I got bitches who have boyfriends, they call all the time
im not sure if ill hurt you, its okay to cry
i can wipe all your tears away just for the night
n then your all mine

Malice in May

Down (ft hauntahhh)

(prod. misthou)

LYRICS:
You cant tell me i aint balling cuz i am
ive been steady making plans
wanna fly up in a jet, I wanna move to netherlands
want that ice all on my neck, its always nice to cash a check
smoke cigarettes to circumvent
all that stress thats on my chest
ive been rocking way too hard, 
and these bitches want my soul
i would hate to give it up
but i cant just let it go
i tried to give my heart to love
and it turned my body cold
i fear that im dead already
im see through just like a ghost

You cant tell me i aint balling cuz i am
ive been steady making plans
wanna fly up in a jet, I wanna move to netherlands
want that ice all on my neck, its always nice to cash a check
smoke cigarettes to circumvent
all that stress thats on my chest
ive been rocking way too hard, 
and these bitches want my soul
i would hate to give it up
but i cant just let it go
i tried to give my heart to love
and it turned my body cold
i fear that im dead already
im see through just like a ghost

gh0st

(prod octxbrrrs)

LYRICS:
Nevermind me while im getting cash
Im going slow from this lean, but we've been sippin fast
I don't have no love for myself so i have no trust
wont show no love anymore these niggas out of luck
and im messed up from these drugs and my brain is fucked
wanna give them up, but im stuck up in this life of scruff
Think to make it out, ask myself will i ever be enough
maybe im too young just excuses for a lack of love
I had real love but that shit died 4 years ago
everytime I think about my mom i swear my heart gets cold
i don't think that ill die a natural death like from getting old
i just know that its gon be my time when i see the crows
hope my family can understand why i chose the life i chose
I don't think that its okay but ill still let you know
i never wanted to tell lies i just want the truth 
i hope that youre honest with me you know im honest with you

please dont tell me no lies, i just need the truth
hope youre honest with me like how i been honest with you
you know that im a real vamp but im still dazed and confused
the more that i experience the less i wish that i knew 
and i cant seem to run away from my demons im doomed
never believed that i had a point to prove
But im no different from the likes of you
another statistic with the dream of a fool

Lack of Love

(prod. Orcheed)

LYRICS:
She hit me up on some demon shit,
I said "baby you don't even know"
if this bitch hops into bed with me
ill tear her flesh bone from bone

I can't even love anymore
its just so absurd
she dont even love me
when we fuck its hollow words
if i keep going
i might just break
a façade of love always ends in a heartbreak

She hit me up on some demon shit,
I said "baby you don't even know"
if this bitch ends up in bed with me
ill tear her flesh bone from bone

flesh

Flesh

(prod. oversight)

LYRICS: 
Flashes in my head,
im losing my mind,
wanna make it out but no matter how i try
digging my own grave and im only digging deeper
anxiety telling me that im soon to meet the reaper
and im fucked up, im just waiting for the come down
i cant stand this shit, feels like death is gonna come around
ive felt so alone, but i also hate them large crowds
walking paradox, i don't even know myself now

ask myself some years ago if i'd be here id say i dont know
Ive been getting money now these bitches wanna take my photo
i make all this music, way i cook it, do it with my eyes closed
i be going crazy on these beats, i feel like im a psycho

I cant ever trust somebody, cuz theyre always tryna fucking bring me down
I wont go any further in the water, you brought me out to watch me drown

Lights out i think its time to go to sleep,
if you sleepin on melancholy you know that shit is weak
and i love doing this music hmu if u want feats
idc about the hate like martin luther this my dream
if i smoke too much then i might just pass out
try to rob my bros then we might just crash out
my broadie hit them bins yeah hes a fucking cash cow
but it dont mean a thing, thats why i cry when i sing

Flashes

(prod. misthou)

LYRICS:

malice:
Ive so been high just driving through the city
Fuck my ex bitch, i dont care if she dont miss me
money in my pocket, nothing lower than them 50s
i wont be making it into heaven nevermind my good deeds
i said im feeling myself yeah im feeling too clean
we the typa niggas that will make history
we work with the forces that are unseen 
ive been thru some shit that you would think is make believe
its gonna get cold when we pull up on scene 
we shining like ice, and its glistening
did you peep game, no you aint listening
im sorry im not tryna hear none of your bitching

hauntahh:
hauntahhboy they aint no me when i was alone
back then they aint know me but now my neck is froze
so many stacks of cash, and a phone full of hoes
but i only like one girl so its fuck all of them hoes
coming back up onto the beat yeah you thought that i was done
guns, drugs and money man i really make this shit look fun
all my homies carry weapons pussy boy you better run
cuz you know we got guns
big gats, 4ks and you know we rolling big blunts
so dont come for us
melancholy boys we gon fuck you up
serial killer shit we gon cut you up

prep talk (ft hauntahhh)

(prod. misthou)

LYRICS:
You cant say ill never be the one to hold the crown
ima king, ima keep on making music till i drown,
off this ice around my neck
cuz im spitting straight heat
it melting everything
nothing compares to my gang

when its done and over
you wont be the same
its about time you feel my pain
im going crazy off this drink
and you can tell im not okay
i say, tell me how about we have malice in may

its really only you who you are really letting down
the only one who becomes foul
when your tongue drags on the ground
and the true you stumbles out
keep my name up out yo mouth
because everything you say in secret eventually comes out
I dont know who I need apart from me,
i know im gone,
i know youre free
i know i fucked you mentally
give me a chance to say sorry

You cant say ill never be the one to hold the crown
ima king, ima keep on making music till i drown,
off this ice around my neck
cuz im spitting straight heat
it melting everything
nothing compares to my gang

when its done and over
you wont be the same
its about time you feel my pain
im going crazy off this drink
and you can tell im not okay
i say, tell me how about we have malice in may

malice in may x 4

(prod. teenwitch)

LYRICS:
watch me decay, im fading away
out of my mind but maybe im sane
High all the time its bad for my brain
I think its this town, thats causing me pain
i dont know what is wrong me, thats just how i feel
crushing me under the weight of its rusted heel
people here theyre all fake yeah theyre not even real
thats all because were in the town of silent hill

So cold
do you want be my friend (be my friend)
i got lost so i feel alone again
tell me how does it feel when i hold you
do you want to run away because i hate this town
and if i stay any longer i might burn this place down

i dont want to fault you x 3 
no no
cuz in this town we all fall short
and nothing can make up for it
so its just us,
or me and you
and nothings gonna be different
and that is true
so get the juice
and drink
and watch the sky fall down
cuz everythings ending now
its silent hill

(Bonus Track) a moment of relief in the town of silent hill

yea i be goin crazy grim brxzy
produced by @grimbrxzy
cover art by @kaligula_gfx

GRiM BRXZY

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