Overdose (ft NLA E x NLARACKZ)

(Prod.crescnta)

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Bitch I just hate you
Bitch I just hate you I want you to bleed
Out of my mind and I cant even see
What the fucks happening to all the-

yeah x 6

(Reloop)
Lil shawty on my mind and shes fucking mine 
i wont waste no time, primitive, ive been on the grind
She dont like to smile, its alright, baby take your time
Ive been so high, and if you join in youll be here for awhile
and my wrist might shine, they aint diamonds, they just silver spikes
ive been feeling fly, ill go higher im tryna touch the sky
give me all the rackz, pack it up and so im feeling right
Rackz pull up on site, its time to go in for a fucking ride

Ive been deep inside, of the crib, im never going out
never had full trust up in these niggas, who be crashing out 
In these streets they be building blocks, they always fallin down
Niggas got no homeboy to make sure he's out and funded well
Cold tale, No deal
I've been stuck up in the city,
its all poison,
so i cannot take you with me,
if you love me, then i hope you understand
that i cant be the fucking man 
that you would want to hold your hand

Lots of money on my mind and i cant deal
Angry voices in my head, cant even tell whats real
suicidal thoughts telling me to shoot to kill
and I am so fucked, i cant even hold a meal
i need to go to sleep to get off all these fucking pills
my stomach all fucked,
lean in my gut
i aint relapse bitch i never said that i was done
gotta finish it, pour the rest inside the double cup

oh fuck
oh fuck

yeah we love to pour it up!

5 AM Sessions (NoSleep Freestyle)

(prod. @sky p!ayer1 + @whyonly18)

LYRICS:
All these demons are diguised
the devils telling lies
there no point in even trying
in this world you wont survive
looked into your eyes, i can see the fire burns deep inside
please dont cry, 
i can be here just to hold you for tonight

i know that i had never been living right
demons always keep me up in the night
ive been so gone lately 
I just dont know how to deal
seeing visions of black, 
i dont even know whats real
but its too late ima wrap this up and drink the koolaid
tired of these bitches getting over, i said "touche"
losing myself, alone again, im a fool aye
i don't know what im gonna do when i lose it
all of these bitches say my name
and im not even famous
They be playing games, girl im not the one to play with
if i end my life, girl i hope you know i craved this
theres a debt to pay in blood and im the one whos paid it

paid in blood

(prod. by @sippinmist)

LYRICS:
You cant tell me i aint balling cuz i am
ive been steady making plans
wanna fly up in a jet, I wanna move to netherlands
want that ice all on my neck, its always nice to cash a check
smoke cigarettes to circumvent
all that stress thats on my chest
ive been rocking way too hard, 
and these bitches want my soul
i would hate to give it up
but i cant just let it go
i tried to give my heart to love
and it turned my body cold
i fear that im dead already
im see through just like a ghost

You cant tell me i aint balling cuz i am
ive been steady making plans
wanna fly up in a jet, I wanna move to netherlands
want that ice all on my neck, its always nice to cash a check
smoke cigarettes to circumvent
all that stress thats on my chest
ive been rocking way too hard, 
and these bitches want my soul
i would hate to give it up
but i cant just let it go
i tried to give my heart to love
and it turned my body cold
i fear that im dead already
im see through just like a ghost

Malice in May

gh0st

(prod. greyrock, foreless)

LYRICS:
Fucked up face down, i've been rotting in the ground
feel like a waste i dont want to come around
i hide my face when im walking down the street
i just feel better when youre standing next to me 
and when youre gone i dont know how i should be
ima introvert and i'd rather be discrete
when i get rich i said im going to belize
ima do all the things that you think is misbelief
yung malicemisfit got that mystic flow
cast a spell on your bitch just from spittin off the dome
vampboyswag when i pull up on your bitch and she hop in
she dont care if we drunk we gon skirt up off the gin
and you know, knock before you consider just walking in
cuz your girl she be steady jocking it 
she been going to da club and getting lit
weed, drank, all that you could rock with 

i dont wanna cry, please dont take my light
dreaming of my suicide, thats the highlight of my life
lean in the styrofoam cup just to hold me down
i been going psycho, cuz if you knew what i know now
please dont give me advice cuz i just wouldn't care
if you ask me honestly, life just isnt fair
im way too drunk, while these tears fall from my face
i just wanna get high, i wanna go to outerspace

Face Down

(prod. oversight)

LYRICS: 
Flashes in my head,
im losing my mind,
wanna make it out but no matter how i try
digging my own grave and im only digging deeper
anxiety telling me that im soon to meet the reaper
and im fucked up, im just waiting for the come down
i cant stand this shit, feels like death is gonna come around
ive felt so alone, but i also hate them large crowds
walking paradox, i don't even know myself now

ask myself some years ago if i'd be here id say i dont know
Ive been getting money now these bitches wanna take my photo
i make all this music, way i cook it, do it with my eyes closed
i be going crazy on these beats, i feel like im a psycho

I cant ever trust somebody, cuz theyre always tryna fucking bring me down
I wont go any further in the water, you brought me out to watch me drown

Lights out i think its time to go to sleep,
if you sleepin on melancholy you know that shit is weak
and i love doing this music hmu if u want feats
idc about the hate like martin luther this my dream
if i smoke too much then i might just pass out
try to rob my bros then we might just crash out
my broadie hit them bins yeah hes a fucking cash cow
but it dont mean a thing, thats why i cry when i sing

Flashes

(prod. by @misthou)

LYRICS:

malice:
Ive so been high just driving through the city
Fuck my ex bitch, i dont care if she dont miss me
money in my pocket, nothing lower than them 50s
i wont be making it into heaven nevermind my good deeds
i said im feeling myself yeah im feeling too clean
we the typa niggas that will make history
we work with the forces that are unseen 
ive been thru some shit that you would think is make believe
its gonna get cold when we pull up on scene 
we shining like ice, and its glistening
did you peep game, no you aint listening
im sorry im not tryna hear none of your bitching

hauntahh:
hauntahhboy they aint no me when i was alone
back then they aint know me but now my neck is froze
so many stacks of cash, and a phone full of hoes
but i only like one girl so its fuck all of them hoes
coming back up onto the beat yeah you thought that i was done
guns, drugs and money man i really make this shit look fun
all my homies carry weapons pussy boy you better run
cuz you know we got guns
big gats, 4ks and you know we rolling big blunts
so dont come for us
melancholy boys we gon fuck you up
serial killer shit we gon cut you up

prep talk (ft hauntahhh)

(prod. shvde)

LYRICS:
Bitch im passed out
sippin on this drank put me to sleep
i fucking lashed out, told that nigga get away from me
up in the traphouse, thats where me and all the homies be
i do not have doubt, i know all my homies getting cheese
up in this fast life, this is a fast fight, i finna take flight
no light, i sit in darkness no need for my sight
black knight i feel like batman the way i dont cry
all these times that ive been trying ive never stopped to ask myself why

and i was fucked off them benzos, i couldnt meet my ends
many days went by that i wont have any rememberance
i blame myself, and i know that ill be punished for my sins
nevermind my talk, put on that mask and lets play pretend
i will say again, im a ghost up in my city thats how it go
i would rather be lowkey than get caught up with the foes
niggas tryna get over cuz they be thinking that they cold
i swear to god if you be bored why dont you go fold some clothes
she getting wet like she dasani
she said she gets wet around me
she cant help i got her rowdy 
i just think she wants my routing 
i aint fallin, i aint worried
why you rushing whats the hurry
i got blunts waiting home for me 
im done rapping end of story

im not worried

(prod. by @sippinmist)

LYRICS:
You cant say ill never be the one to hold the crown
ima king, ima keep on making music till i drown,
off this ice around my neck
cuz im spitting straight heat
it melting everything
nothing compares to my gang

when its done and over
you wont be the same
its about time you feel my pain
im going crazy off this drink
and you can tell im not okay
i say, tell me how about we have malice in may

its really only you who you are really letting down
the only one who becomes foul
when your tongue drags on the ground
and the true you stumbles out
keep my name up out yo mouth
because everything you say in secret eventually comes out
I dont know who I need apart from me,
i know im gone,
i know youre free
i know i fucked you mentally
give me a chance to say sorry

You cant say ill never be the one to hold the crown
ima king, ima keep on making music till i drown,
off this ice around my neck
cuz im spitting straight heat
it melting everything
nothing compares to my gang

when its done and over
you wont be the same
its about time you feel my pain
im going crazy off this drink
and you can tell im not okay
i say, tell me how about we have malice in may

malice in may x 4

(prod. teenwitch)

LYRICS:
watch me decay, im fading away
out of my mind but maybe im sane
High all the time its bad for my brain
I think its this town, thats causing me pain
i dont know what is wrong me, thats just how i feel
crushing me under the weight of its rusted heel
people here theyre all fake yeah theyre not even real
thats all because were in the town of silent hill

So cold
do you want be my friend (be my friend)
i got lost so i feel alone again
tell me how does it feel when i hold you
do you want to run away because i hate this town
and if i stay any longer i might burn this place down

i dont want to fault you x 3 
no no
cuz in this town we all fall short
and nothing can make up for it
so its just us,
or me and you
and nothings gonna be different
and that is true
so get the juice
and drink
and watch the sky fall down
cuz everythings ending now
its silent hill

(Bonus Track) a moment of relief in the town of silent hill

In My Bag Me P. Li

𝕬𝖘 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖛𝖊, 𝕾𝖔 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖜

YCN // NLA // melancholy corp // vampsouljah // vampboyswag

COLLECTIVE DISCORD: https://discord.gg/y5KxEtg2Km 

(I DO NOT PRODUCE ANY OF THE BEATS I USE, CREDITS FOR THE BEATS GO TO THE PRODUCER)

im not worried

malicemisfit

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