Dance Til I Die

in your bed,
you tell me things,
you hold me tight,
you kiss my rings.

but you don't tell me
you want me back.
you push me away.
it's killin me,
killin me.

in your bed,
you got something that i want:
it's your arms.
but in your bed
you tell me that you're not there.
it's not fair.

i'm holding on to something that i
i can't see:
you don't want me.

you tell me that
you're here to stay.
but i can't remember
the last time you went away.

in your bed, you tell me the things you want:
it's my arms.
but in your bed,
you tell me that it's okay,
but it's mot right.

cuz in your bed you got something that i want:
it's your arms.
but in your bed,
you tell me that you're not there...
it's not fair.

why
must you do the things you do
the way you move.
why
must you lead me on?
it's killin me
killin me.

in your bed you got something that i want:
it's your arms.
but in your bed,
you tell me that you're not there.
it's not fair.

Wandering You

should've left me in my filth

I wish I knew you when you were young

just a demo. prob gonna delete this. prob gonna re-record it.

lyrics
born into a lie
a family had you tied
left when I was ten 
I thought you had it all
watched the buildings fall
it was so sad
I wished you'd crashed 
I was thankful you were alive
but im not so sure this time

I didn't cry that fall
a birds nest
a grave I saw
fell into the yard
stared into their eyes
I didn't see the life
quickly I felt ashamed
I knew the time I had
it wouldn't last
I was thankful I was alive
but im not so sure this time

to think you had it all demo

lyrics r a bit cheesy but here’s a song i recorded Iat 4 am

I’m so tired I can barely sleep
Wake me up from this endless dream
At least for now I’m not alone
All my friends r on my phone 

Seagulls chasing biting at our feet
We’re both so cold we’re both so free

But I need a way to hold on
Id give every part of me to be what u need and feel like one of ur old songs

I will not bleed
I will not bleed 4 u
I know you hate me 
but I love you too

I'm So Tired acoustic demo (reworked version on spotify)

An Abundance of Strawberries

25 Days (May 15)

American Pleasure Club - this is heaven & id die for it

the loner(s) to kitchen
self-help-beat-no-1
(summer 2016)

released
November 27 2018

to think you had it all demo

mallbangs