MAMEDE ALL

(Verse 1)
I was once a beautiful baby, a playful child,
I was a teenager and now I'm an adult mild.
I've been through so many things in my life,
I don't even remember everything I've faced in strife.

(Verse 2)
Today I reflect and see how much I have changed,
Every line on my face shows where my life has ranged.
If I change so much, why should I demand
That others must stay fixed where they stand?

(Chorus)
Time does not stop, it teaches us how to grow,
Each one has a burden that others cannot know.
If I am not the same as I was yesterday's time,
Why judge those who also seek their truth to define?

(Verse 3)
I learned not to judge so as not to be judged,
I learned to accept those with whom I've trudged.
I even judged strangers in passing sight,
Without knowing anything about their daily fight.

(Verse 4)
Every step I take, every mistake I make,
Teaches me that life is what I choose to create.
And in the end, when the film of life ends,
Only my conscience judges, not foes or friends.

(Chorus)
Time does not stop, it teaches us how to grow,
Each one has a burden that others cannot know.
If I am not the same as I was yesterday's time,
Why judge those who also seek their truth to define?

(Final Verse)
Self-acceptance is difficult, yet liberating,
Not judging others is realy elevating.
Because, in the end, the only judgment you'll contend,
Will be from your conscience that will judge, you'll see,
Or set you free!

(Chorus)
Time does not stop, it teaches us how to grow,
Each one has a burden that others cannot know.
If I am not the same as I was yesterday's time,
Why judge those who also seek their truth to define?


Conscience

Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Lamb has come!

Behold, He comes upon the clouds, with glory on His brow,
The King of kings, the Risen Lamb—let every knee bend now.
Jerusalem, the Bride descends, with streets of holy gold,
With walls of jasper, gates of pearl—His promises unfold.

Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Lamb of God begins His reign!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
He breaks the curse, He ends the pain!
Let every soul, let every tongue
Now praise the Ever-Risen Son!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Lamb has come! The Lamb has come!

Awaken, soul, the hour has come — no time to fall or stray.
Forsake the pride, the fleeting dream, and cast the night away.
Be purified in Spirit’s flame, in mercy’s holy stream—
For only hearts refined by love may enter Heaven’s dream.

Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Lamb of God begins His reign!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
He breaks the curse, He ends the pain!
Let every soul, let every tongue
Now praise the Ever-Risen Son!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Lamb has come! The Lamb has come!

Then He shall gather to His heart the children once cast low,
Now robed in white, their chains undone, their faces all aglow.
They rise with harps, their voices bright, in praise that fills the skies—
Their tears erased, their souls embraced, in love that never dies.

O blessed are the ones who walked the narrow, faithful road—
Their names are graved in shining stones within God's own abode.
They shine like stars before the throne, their voices now as one,
Proclaiming with the angel hosts: “Salvation through the Son!”

Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
To Him who reigns upon the throne!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Light of Heaven floods His own!
All glory, power, endless praise
Now crown the Lamb through endless days!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
The Lamb has come!

The Return of the King

(Verse 1)
The echoes of the strays have faded fast,
The memory of their tears is gone at last.
A stillness in the air, a softened breath,
A silent dawn that has defeated death.

(Chorus)
And then a tide of light begins to swell,
An experience no mortal tongue could tell.
I see the pearly gates, a living stone,
A beauty that touches me to the bone.
And all the love I ever hoped to find
Is overflowing, remaking my heart and mind.

(Verse 2)
A color fills my sight that has no name,
A warmth that is not fire, but a living flame.
It washes through the spaces deep inside,
Where the old me has nowhere left to hide.
My history, my scars, all my fears
Dissolve like salt in a perfect tear.

(Chorus)
And then a tide of light begins to swell,
An experience no mortal tongue could tell.
I see the pearly gates, a living stone,
A beauty that touches me to the bone.
And all the love I ever hoped to find
Is overflowing, remaking my heart and mind.

(Bridge)
There is no more 'I', our separateness is done,
The scattered hearts now beat together as one.
We are the breath of life, the light that transcends,
The Alpha and Omega, that which never ends.
The Love that was the start is now the air we breathe,
A holy current that our souls receive.
In Him we live and move, our spirits freed,
A universe reborn from a single seed.

(Outro)
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
A universe of souls in one accord!
Hallelujah!
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord!
Hallelujah!

The Revelation

i should've stayed

[Intro]
In My Dreams,
Everybody Gleams!

[Verse 1]
There is a beautiful world beneath serene skies,
Where no one begs, no silence cries.
Where work is joy, a song, a grace,
And every soul has found its place.

[Verse 2]
There’s bread enough on every plate,
No race to win, no fear, no hate.
The hearth contains a steady flame,
And the storm is but a gentle rain.

[Chorus]
Oh, in this world that my love has designed,
No chains, no thrones, no greed to bind.
Just beings of golden light and hands that give,
And time to laugh, and love, and live.
A world where hearts can wander free —
That's the world I long to see.

[Verse 3]
The teachers teach, the young ones grow,
The rivers sing, the children glow.
No gate is locked, no heart is cold,
No one is lost, no soul is sold.

[Bridge]
No master stands, no servant kneels,
Just honest hands and shared ideals.
Life's weight is not in gold,
But in the joy a spirit holds.

[Final Chorus]
So come and create this dream with me,
Where work is love, and all are free.
Where joy may bloom, and peace may abide,
With hope to be our constant guide.
A world not owned, but shared with grace,
The world at peace, our sacred place.

In my Dreams

[Verso 1]
Ahh, os meus sonhos,
Somente nos meus sonhos!

[Verso 2]
Existe um mundo calmo sob céu sereno,
Onde o riso é fácil, sem nenhum mal terreno.
O trabalho engrandece, a palavra santifica,
Cada ser é valioso, a esperança edifica.

[Verso 3]
Há alimento em cada mesa,
E em cada olhar, a certeza.
Cada lar acolhe, sem medo ou temor,
Da terra, todos são senhores, sim senhor.

[Refrão]
Óh, neste mundo que meu amor tanto deseja,
Sem muros, sem grades, sem dor, sem inveja.
Apenas mãos dadas, olhares que se entendem,
E alegrias na vida florescem.
Um mundo onde a alma livre pode viver,
Esse é o mundo que imagino pra mim e pra você!

[Verso 4]
Os mestres ensinam, os jovens aprendem,
Os velhos conversam, as crianças surpreendem.
Portas abertas, corações aquecidos,
Ninguém se perde, ninguém é esquecido.

[Ponte]
Não há quem se enalteça, ninguém que se humilha,
Só sonhos iguais, esperança que se partilha.
O valor da vida não está no ter,
Mas na alegria simples de apenas ser.

[Refrão Final]
Então venha e sonhe esse sonho comigo,
Onde o amor é caminho, é casa, é abrigo.
Onde a alegria floresce e a paz faz crescer,
A esperança insiste em nos fazer viver.
Um mundo de todos, com igualdade e calor,
Um mundo de paz, de glória e de amor.

Ahh, esses meus sonhos,
Somente nos meus sonhos!

Nos meus sonhos

(Verse 1)
When my body sleeps, a burden far below,
And with a breath, softly let me go.
Now I'm on the high hill, the green and flowered ground,
Where not a single earthly sound is found.
Before my eyes, the perfect golden lane,
A road of light that leads me through the plane,
The road of life, the world I have to face,
But first, I need the solace of this place.

(Chorus)
Oh, Crystal City, behind your walls of blue,
Your pulsing shield of light is shining through.
I see the glow, that powerful embrace,
My home, my truth, my one and final space.
And though I stand outside your crystal door,
Your energy is what I'm searching for.

(Verse 2)
Your buildings gleam, all carved from crystal glass,
Reflecting dreams that time cannot let pass.
And in the heart, your central castle stands,
A spire of blue, built by celestial hands.
Its crystal towers rise to touch the sky,
Reminding me the reasons why I try.
Each facet holds a memory I know,
A part of me from long, so long ago.

(Chorus)
Oh, Crystal City, behind your walls of blue,
Your pulsing shield of light is shining through.
I see the glow, that powerful embrace,
My home, my truth, my one and final space.
And though I stand outside your crystal door,
Your energy is what I'm searching for.

(Bridge)
This vision is the strength I need to bear
The heavy cloak of flesh I have to wear.
For just a moment, I can feel the charge,
A spirit free, a purpose written large.
This sacred light, it clears my mind to see,
And fuels the soul for who I'm meant to be.

(Outro)
But now the golden thread begins to fade...
A promise kept, a silent prayer is made.
One last look to leave in grace...
You are my home, you will always be my place.
My mission calls...
Yes, the mission calls...
I must descend.

But one day, that golden path will lead me home.
And I will stay.
I will stay...

The Crystal City

Inside My Head by Electric Rebel
Release dates: Soundcloud Exclusive 8 July 2025 / Apple & Spotify: 25 July 2025

Written & Produced by Alan Cross
All Rights Reserved
Neurohaven©2025

Inside My Head

Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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Can't escape this digital hell
Something's broken, can't you tell?

I can't help but fall away
Heart pounds harder in the heat of shame
Need to save my soul, break these chains
Find me crawling through the decay

I need you father, need to believe
Too long lost in doubt and deceit
Just a man breaking down, won't retreat
But you won't win, I keep breathing

The algorithm bleeds
When real souls break free
You won't be the death of me
Won't be the death of me

Kill the screen, destroy this face
Enough is enough, done with this race
(Enough is enough!)
You took my mind, my time, my soul
Left me with an empty hole

I'm climbing out, I'm climbing out
Taking control, taking control

Empty promises on glowing screens
Fed me poison through machines
Chasing ghosts and losing sleep
Trading souls for dopamine

Addiction burns like acid rain
Digital chains around my brain
Breaking through the static noise
Learning to trust my voice

The devil can weep
When redemption runs deep
You won't be the death of me
Won't be the death of me

Kill the screen, destroy this face
Enough is enough, done with this race
(Enough is enough!)
You stole my peace, you stole my soul
Left me in an empty hole

I'm climbing out, I'm climbing out
Breaking the mold, breaking the mold

I'll walk to nowhere, breathe real air
Better than your digital snare
Sorry world, I ain't buying
What you're selling while I'm dying

Kill the screen, destroy this face
Enough is enough, you've lost this race
(You've lost this race!)
You had my mind, my time, my soul
But left me in an empty hole

I'm climbing out, I'm climbing out
(Rising up!)
Taking control, taking control
(Watch me unfold!)

Find me where the silence calls
I rise from digital decay
This is resurrection day
Resurrection day




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