New pair of jeans
Light up machines
All of my earthly possessions
Brand new dress
But you wore it best
Maybe I have the wrong questions
Behind a screen
Work in my own scene
I've forgot all my expressions
Somewhere in between
Awake and routine
I make all of my confessions

I am a ghost in the walls
Trapped without feeling
Times I can feel so small
My form so unappealing
Watch out for me
I'm not what you can see
I'm the feeling that keeps you
In a constant unease

Watch out for me
I'm not what you can see
I'm the feeling that keeps you
In a constant unease
Watch out for me
I'm not what you can see
I'm the feeling that keeps you
In a constant unease

Reach out if you need someone there with you
Time out; if you dream it might come true
Find out, it's not a feeling out of the blue

I am a ghost in the walls
Trapped without feeling
Times I can feel so small
My form so unappealing
Watch out for me
I'm not what you can see
I'm the feeling that keeps you
In a constant unease
I am a crew from the past
Keeping track of old
Belongings and artifacts
Should I keep or toss it?
Watch out for me
I'm only what you see
I'm the monster that haunts you
Fills you full of disease

jean

I hope you dream of better days
Softly, you'll float into a haze

Falling asleep in a small little town
Does she even snore when there's no one around?
This feeling I keep when I'm on the way down
Cause waking's a bore when new dreams are inbound

There, the princess sleeping
Under the crescent moon
If ocean began weeping
She'd know to wake up soon

I've been dreaming for a chance to wake up
There's light out my house but it's just not enough
Sailing around trying to weather the storm
I'll only rest now in an alternate form
I'll find new love and new friends
Break out of this shell
To this sleep, there's no end
Saving my face from making a smile
Cause it hasn't felt right for quite a while

Falling asleep in a small little town
Does she even snore when there's no one around?
This feeling I keep when I'm on the way down
Cause waking's a bore when new dreams are inbound
Lights from the bay swirl around and surround
Subtle noise in the breeze; such a beautiful sound
The tears on her cheek collect up and compound
If I stay any more I know I'd surely drown

mimis

I can open my eyes
And see the world stand still
Digital disguise from my windowsill

And at my fingertips, all the stars
Floating space debris, now we're on Mars
I'll take my leave and not look back
We're quite naive in the pitch black

Infinite planets, infinite stars
Whether or not we know where we are
I cannot see straight, stuck at the helm
Eyes on the princess as we leave this realm

starman

Narration by Stanza Lune
Additional Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/catdotflp

All that space
All those stars
Feel as the gravity pulls you home
Would you let it take you?
(This is Control...
Velocity now 21,096 feet per second
Distance from Earth: 6,649 nautical miles)
Would you hold on tight
Or let go of all that you were
For all that you could be?

And you'll soon realize
This is the best and worst years of your life
Time, turning clockwise
Where did all the years go?
And I remember when you used to hold me
It never felt if anything was real
It's hard to tell the moments when I'm dreaming
If I cannot see or touch or feel
Dream in real-time
See myself with my eyes closed

(Dream in real time
And you'll soon realize
Time turning clockwise
Dream in real-time
And you'll soon realize
Time turning clockwise
Dream in real-time
And you'll soon realize)

It's bad outside of my room
Blind but still all I see is you
Fuzzy moments in time that I try to hold tight
But no matter what I do, nothing's ever quite right
Friends in my life, all fall out of touch
All I ask is one more, is that really too much?

(Dream in real-time)
And I'll learn to love once more
(And you'll soon realize
Time turning clockwise)
Not the same I was before
(Dream in real-time)
And I'll learn to love once more
(Time turning clockwise)
Not the same I was before
(And you'll soon realize)
And I'll learn to love once more
(Dream in real-time)
Not the same I was before
(Time turning clockwise)
(Dream in real-time
And you'll soon realize)

phosphene

I'm stuck in the freezer of my own mind
Oh nevermind how I got here
I'm such a people-pleaser
I wish it was a little easier
But you're floating in space
But still can't find the place
In your heart to follow through
But I guess I'm not one to judge
I'm sitting here in cryogenic sludge

I could leave whenever I want to
But what would be the fun in that?
These wires are my habitat
I'm living life in a new format

And I wish that it was real
All the things that I feel

If you made me a copy
Transform into the girl I dream
I think it'd be so clear to see
That life out isn't so extreme
My world, bitter and damaged
Ravaged by catastrophe
I'm growing tired, but I think that I'll manage
I think it's time I found some agency

I could leave whenever I want to
But what would be the fun in that?
These wires are my habitat
I'm living life in a new format
I could try but why would I want to?
When I could just close my eyes
Watch life as a passerby
Feels better than living a lie
I could leave whenever I want to
And I could just close my eyes
These wires were my habita--
It feels better than living a lie

habitat

Featured Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/gardial

Reach out soon
Hope to hear from you
Life support low
I'm craving something new
From my room, I see the world collapsing
With the light, I see the moon is waxing
Time on my own can be oh-so-taxing
I hope I will wake soon
I hope I will wake soon
I hope I will wake soon

From my room, I see the world collapsing
With the light, I see the moon is waxing
Time on my own can be oh-so-taxing
I hope I will wake soon

(I hope I will wake soon)

Is that me staring back when I look in the mirror?
Some days I can't tell
I can't see where I'm at, life constant with fear
I'm in my own hell
And I know life will go on without me
I'm crying for help in my pod, can't you see?
I'm drowning in tears, frozen apathy
Please set me free
I hope I will wake soon

From my room, I see the world collapsing
With the light, I see the moon is waxing
Time on my own can be oh-so-taxing
I hope I will wake soon
Sun shines into my face and I want to
(I hope I will wake soon)
Harness its warm embrace, yeah I flow through
I'm evaporating from this world
I'm on my way home
I hope I will wake soon

collapse (ft. Gardial)

(And all this space comes into view
And all this love falls into you
And all this space comes into view
And all this love falls into you)

I wish I could live inside a VR dream
Ice-cold snow filling up in my bloodstream
Fly you by; I know it's all a little extreme
Switch it up, anything to build your esteem

Okay, I know a lot of people but they don't know me
And yeah I shut down my world all for privacy
And I don't go outside; I got anxiety
Will she make it out alive?
Guess we'll wait and see
From my window view, not much variety
And when I step out my room the world is binary
Oversleep and overclock is my priority
Maybe that's why my brain, body, rivalry

Change my avatar, dye my hair
There's ones and zeroes in the air
Dress you up, fits I can't afford
All because I got bored
What's your username?
We can chill
I know we have no time to kill
But it's our world, through and through
All these pixels: red, green, and blue
And all this space comes into view
(All this space comes--)
And all this love falls into you
(All this love falls--)
And all this space comes into view
(All this space comes--)
And all this love falls into you

I wish I could live inside a VR dream
Ice-cold snow filling up in my bloodstream
Fly you by; I know it's all a little extreme
Switch it up, anything to build your esteem
I wish I could live inside a VR-- a VR dream
Ice-cold snow filling up in my bloodstream
Fly you by; I know it's all a little extreme (Little extreme)
Switch it up, anything to build your esteem

virtual

Narration by Stanza Lune


All that space
All those stars
Feel as the gravity pulls you home
Would you let it take you?

(Astronauts report it feels good
T-minus 25 seconds
20 seconds and counting
T-minus 15 seconds, guidance is internal
12, 11, 10, 9
Ignition sequence start
6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0
All engines-- Liftoff, we have liftoff!)

connect

Do you feel alone?
Are you wondering where you stay?
Are things alright at home?
Are you feeling quite okay?

Take off in a digital rocketship
A sky full of stars to skinnydip
I hope you'll excuse my penmanship
When you receive ISS mail

Do you feel the cold? (Brrr)
I don't think it's just me (Huh?)
Should we do what we're told? (Nope!)
Let's agree to disagree

Take off in a digital rocketship
A sky full of stars to skinnydip
I hope you'll excuse my penmanship
When you receive ISS mail
Our world in a tiny microchip
The future is at my fingertip
I hope for a sturdy weather strip
When I receive surface-air mail

(1, 2, 3, 4)
There's a transmission from the surface
Reaching out after years of silence
Transmission: "All is well"
"It's okay, take me home"

(We have main engine start in 4, 3, 2, 1, 0
Liftoff, we have done it!)

Take off in a digital rocketship
A sky full of stars to skinnydip
I hope you'll excuse my penmanship
When you receive ISS mail
Our world in a tiny microchip
The future is at my fingertip
I hope for a sturdy weather strip
When I receive surface-air mail

penpal

Free fall from my window sill
Tiny little spider
Do you cry with your eight eyes
Or do you need a reminder?
When you crawl throughout the vents
And scale some little trinkets
Do you try to catch her eye
Or do you pay no mind, her?

Quiet life on the coast
Surrounded by all the feelings I miss the most
Filled with worry and I feel oh so morose
Webs around me keep me warm in comatose
My best friend with eight legs
I hope you never leave
You know your home is here with me
Tucked in my clutter and debris

Shopping trip and groceries
Produce spilling over
Do you try with your eight eyes
To grab a bite to eat?
It's getting late in the room
The lights are fading down
Do you sigh, is it alright
Or are you incomplete?

(The lights are fading down
D-d-down--
Do you sigh, is it alright
Or are you incomplete?)

Break up out of my head
And pick up on a new thread
Find out what's up ahead
And feel love glowing again
Break up out of my head
(I find you watching, floating)
And pick up on a new thread
(Spun in patterns, decoding)
Find out what's up ahead
(Tucked in shadows, imposing)
And feel love glowing again
Quiet life on the coast
(I find you watching, floating)
And pick up on a new thread
(Spun in patterns, decoding)
Feel oh so morose
(Tucked in shadows, imposing)
And I feel love glowing again

Quiet life on the coast
Surrounded by all the feelings I miss the most
Filled with worry and I feel oh so morose
Webs around me keep me warm in comatose
My best friend with eight legs
I hope you never leave
You know your home is here with me
Tucked in my clutter and debris
My best friend with eight legs
I hope you never leave
You know your home is here with me
Tucked in my clutter and debris

Remix by bronwyn
https://linktr.ee/bronwynisntreal

penpal (bronwyn Remix)

All proceeds go towards https://www.immdef.org/

Includes the entirety of The Princess & The Starman, 3 Bonus Tracks, as well as 4 Remix Tracks

Remixes by Gunther Blompson, CAT.FLP, flower.puppy, and bronwyn. Many thanks to those involved.

Feature Vocals on Track 5 by Gardial

Additional Vocals on Track 10 by cat.flp

Background Vocals (Narration) on Track 1 and 10 by Stanza Lune

Art by dwotadog https://dwotadog.carrd.co/

nausea [demo]

epilogue

signal [cd version]

Remix by Gunther Blompson
https://linktr.ee/guntherblompson

jean (Gunther Blompson Remix)

Remix by CAT.FLP
https://catflp.carrd.co/

habitat (CAT.FLP Remix)

Remix by flower.puppy
https://www.flowerpuppy.online/

virtual (flower.puppy Remix)

produced, recorded, & mixed by mamfy
mastered by gardial

recorded in mamfy's bedroom between july and december '25

add’l vocals on "thread" by https://soundcloud.com/aloeveriamusic
vocals + blips and bloops on "dec" by https://soundcloud.com/catstem

album cover by Alejandra Valencia

Lyrics:

I'll take the bus home in cold November
Oh how it fades, too, I can't remember
Did I take my pill yet? It doesn't matter
Timing's too soon; not much for chatter
Clerk at the station, I give exact change
(How long's he been here?)
"Be with you shortly."
Tears on the road back home
You don't remember the notes I've left you
In late December

(You are always home)

I feel your presence, although you're not there
I see your body blown in the cold air
Are you a person or an idea?
I think I don't know, it's like you're sealed shut
Sometimes I picture us in a photo
You look so happy, I feel the FOMO
And when you're crying, I'm feeling jealous
I want your sadness, it seems so different
You dyed your hair red
I think it suits you, I'm back to brunette
Your lips on my lips
They get so numb and I get so quiet
Watching the snowfall, I'll have to layer
Your hat with pompoms, do you still wear it?
Your silhouette burns into my phone screen
Can't seem to fix it, I get too busy

I miss you dearly
My shirt at your place, how long it'd sit there?
Deep in your closet
Day after day, now, that's me you hear on
Quiet mornings within the static
Up, in your attic, among belongings
I still reside here; it's sentimental
Love I still have, for moments long gone
I'd hope you hold on a little longer

produced, recorded, & mixed by mamfy
mastered by gardial

recorded in mamfy's bedroom between july and december '25

add’l vocals on "thread" by https://soundcloud.com/aloeveriamusic
vocals + blips and bloops on "dec" by https://soundcloud.com/catstem

album cover by Alejandra Valencia

Lyrics:

I am connected by a string on your finger
If I pull too much, would the thread come loose?
When you are dreaming, I can hear what you're thinking
Should I lay here, softly? Is there just no use?

When you are looking outside of your window
(When I am looking outside of my window)
What is it you hope to see?
(It’s you that I hope to see)
If I am not something, that lives here forever
(If you are not something, that lives here forever)
Is that something you'd just let be?
(You’re someone that I would grieve)

It’s you that I hope to--

thread

produced, recorded, & mixed by mamfy
mastered by gardial

recorded in mamfy's bedroom between july and december '25

add’l vocals on "thread" by https://soundcloud.com/aloeveriamusic
vocals + blips and bloops on "dec" by https://soundcloud.com/catstem

album cover by Alejandra Valencia 

Lyrics:

In tiny gaps upon my shelf
Dust begins to sit
In discs and drives within my room
But I still can't find it
With all the time I have on here
I still fear the most
I cannot have everything
Downloaded on my host

(Grieve me when I'm gone
Revive me when I'm dead
Grieve me when I'm gone
Revive me when I'm dead)

If I must ask of you one thing
Please be kind to me
Sitting in a bin or box
All mixed within debris
You may not know, and I may not show
But I once was full of love
Rooms of charms and souvenirs
That they could not give up

Even when you're gone
I still feel you here
Even when you're gone
I still feel you here

mamfy

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