anything i like at all. makes me happy. no sad

BETTER THAN YOU

THINKING DIFFRENT

DC The Don - Last Time

LIVE LIFE (Prod. LouieOTK x MixedbyRac x Cior)

@pupsies ^_^

baby called me late at night
asked u where the fuck u been
told me 'i was w/ that girl'
it was 10 past 10

so u playin with my heart
and u actin like im dumb 
but if i put ur hand inside the sink
and then turned that shit on

if i ripped apart a pencil sharpn'r
cut u with the blades
if i tore ur heart apart
made ur blood into a maze

if i told that u i loved u
but i didnt anymore
would u walk out the door?
baby, tell me r u sure?
the way that

youre talking

got spiders crawling up my back

theyre giving me a heart attack

youre giving me a heart attack

said 'dont worry about her'
told me i was fucking crazy
oh its not a big deal,
do u wanna die? maybe. 

if u didnt then youd watch
the way that you are talking
talking too much
love, this shit aint no damn walk-in


@deardiaryy <3

(chorus)
yeah i might die tonight
yeah i saw you last night
baby im so scareddd
I don't fw that
I might have a heart attack
I want your skull on my wall
Paint my blood on your wall

(bridge)
I'm so scared
y-y-you don't care
I just want you back,
do you want me back?

(verse) 
Yeah you're so pretty
Yeah can you fuckn kill me?
It's a gore sce-e-e-ene
I got Abercrombie
oh Virgin Mary can you fucking end me?
My eyes are heavy, im in envy...
(transition)
(repitition section)
i'm so scared, you don't care
Yeah i want your skull on my wall
paint my blood on your wall
i'm so sca-a-a-ared
i'm so scareddd...

SPIDERS w/ deardiaryy ☆ prod. deardiaryy

i produced this lmk if u like the beat or na

i really dont know what to do
i thought our love was something true
but now ur gone and we are through
baby dont leave i still need you

i wanna cut myself again
baby u know i dont have friends
u are my one and only love
and u will always be enough

baby
im going crazy
pop a molly
my mind gets hazy

maybe
we could make this work
put your hand in mine
say that we'll be fine

they say alls fair in love and war
you broke my heart u left it torn
now ive got no clue what to do
on teh dance floor with someone new

but they could never be like you
im feeling sick wannat hrow uo
think that ill throw up all my guts
why wasnt i ever enough

in love and war ☆ dont listen to this its ass

i guess that it's just my own small problem
making everything about me when i know its
not
so i need to stop
but it hurts sm
why cant u be there when im hurting need ur touch
cus i need youuu
and i need tooo
know you love me
when im feeling
blueeeee
baby what do i 
dooooo
oohh

so i internalize
every moment we're not talking
its like suicide
blind myself then try to walk and
you make me wanna die
but i know its my fault
don't know really know how i get so frusturated at all
why cant u be there when im hurting need ur touch
cus i need youuu
and i need tooo
know you love me
when im feeling
blueeeee
baby what do i 
dooooo

internalized (t57thetank)

i told you i got a problem
i dont think you really know
it's not like you could really sovle em
like finding blood in the snow

you dont seem to understand me
i know that im talkign crazy
i know that its illogical and not really methodical but i cant get the thoughts out of my head

you talking to another girl
cus im all by myself and i
dont even think that i could pretend
im jealous but i love you so 
and nobody will ever know theyll never understand!

i told you i got a problem
i dont think you really know
its not like you could really solve em
like finding blood in the snow

would u wash all of my cuts dry
would you stand here and hold my hand
would u wash all of my cuts dry
even if you dont understand

i told you i got a problem
i dont think you really know
its not like you could really solve em
like finding blood in the snow

would u wash all of my cuts dry
would you stand here and hold my hand
would u wash all of my cuts dry
even if you dont understand

the flowers that bloom under the night sky
they remind me of living life
the way that you would really want to
but all the leaves and flowers die

i wanna be somethng more than
this unknown girl off of the stage
i wanna understand the winter
and feel the warmth of your gaze

you dont seem to understand me
i know that im talkign crazy
i know that im forgettable and my words arent remarkable but i dont know how i can make you see

do you really think you wanna see 
this really stupid side of me the
anger and the frusturation
and all the needy thigns that dont make sense

i need you by my side
or else i would rather die
I THNK ILL KILL MYSELF
cmon i need your help!

i told you i got a problem
i dont think you really know
its not like you could really solve em
like finding blood in the snow

would u wash all of my cuts dry
would you stand here and hold my hand
would u wash all of my cuts dry
even if you dont understand

i told you i got a problem
i dont think you really know
its not like you could really solve em
like finding blood in the snow

would u wash all of my cuts dry
would you stand here and hold my hand
would u wash all of my cuts dry
even if you dont understand

blood in the snow (prod. chibi)

Heráldica

tu droga

all that ive tried to do is learn how to love you.

into pieces - jayne (cover)

henny (nyli noveks) *2023*

Suzy Sheer - Uncrushworthy

Suzy Sheer - Euphoriphilia

@ilypicasso on all platforms ^_* if you like this song tap in

Sommers BLVD

Sry for not posting btw
I hate this lowkey im just trying to test my screams

Why do u guys likw this song its not even that good

I hate this fucking song stop listening to jt

I HEART FEMCELS

** ON SPOTIFY NOW !!! ** https://open.spotify.com/track/2YRYYEbrmkEOCcVS3uGjhY?si=0l3b3ZryT0-T4Vgjn6j0Pg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4z6QXSiQVMWaTJAlHc4dwD

Ft. @pupsies
Beat by doe-deer

Lyrics ::

Cynnrr :

 I know u wont go anywhere 
But goddamn im so fucking scared
These nightmares making me believe
That one day u would fucking leave
The stomach pain wont go away
It hurts so bad im wondering
If u really still love me the same
Cuz if u dont thats not okay

Id slit my wrists & fucking die
Cuz it'd hurt if u fucking lied
Its not that hard to say whats true
Yk im waiting for the truth
Self sabatoge , manipulate
My own self is what i hate
Ive been wanting u for days
Cuz i dont really feel okay
Baby ur my everything
I really hope you understand
Im not better off alone so please pick up ur phone


Pupsies :

ohhh i know u never gave a fuck
i know u never gave a fuck

all i wanted was your love and ur attention 
but i guess thats what i get, guess i learned my fucking lesson
im delusional they say and i cause all of our issues 
cmon baby i just miss u
cmon baby i just miss u
could you hold me so that i dont have to throw up all my guts, cus when youre away i get so sick i dont kno who to trust. so you watch me cut my wrists and bleed, do this for you, do that for me, cus youre the only one i know wholl wake me from this scary dream

do u still luv me ? (PROD. Doe-Deer)

tus ojos olvidaron llorar

chemtrail prod. violet & meta

leather prod. candle

https://soundcloud.com/ghostmountainn
Made this specifically for the set i did on Halloween this yr... figured i should get it out there

anything i like at all. makes me happy. no sad

Key