i made this song awhile ago, and while im super proud of it there's much i can improve on going forward. i have literally zero friends (some people say that and are telling a lie, but unfortunately im not lying) so i make music to express what i don't get to with others. 

honest to your god, or to the sun, or to whatever idol humans wanna worship, i don't know how i'm not completely insane right now because i've been told isolation and getting treated like shit does that to people. maybe im strong, or maybe im just so batshit delusional that i've completely blocked my understanding of being "sane".

anywho, life crisis's are fun and all but you're here for music so feel free to dance or shit on this song really the possibilities are endless!

ive got so much to say and nobody to talk to

my father always said shit like " do you want me to give you something to cry about?" and then i grew up unable to cry. this song is a message to my self, reminding me tears don't make a person weak; hiding them does. 

strength comes from emotions, like joy, anger, sadness, and love. to deny yourself any of these is to deny yourself the strength to make it to tomorrow, with your self in tact.

anywho bla bla bla more spiritual words bla bla time to dance

its okay to cry

i made this song in like an hour and people liked it enough for me to make it official. its pretty catchy tbh, but all credits to Demi she's a great singer unrecognized. follow her on tik tok @demi.austin or https://www.tiktok.com/@demi.austin?lang=en

I Knew All Along - Demi's Demo

i grew up playing pokemon, because my parents only really showed love through material gifts and stuff. so i sat in front of a screen all day and i'm probably messed up because of that but GOOOOOD memories!

i wrote this because i love every single song i've ever heard in any pokemon game. there's notes of mystery dungeon, and mainline games in here and i tried my best not to steal too much (plz don't be mad nintendo i know palworld's already pissed u off so plz be easy on me)

hope i could strike a nostalgia cord in anyone who listens, but really i don't care because this blasts in my car and that's all that matters to me. 

oh and the art is super lazy but imagine its the grass before a wild pokemon battle yeah?

Adventure!

ive been sitting on this song for awhile now, thought i'd release it and see if anyone else likes it. i may have accidentally compressed it harder than the hydraulic press but that's something i'll work on correcting in the future, as my perfectionism keeps getting in the way of at least releasing music. 

my mother always said, "if you're friends told you to jump off a cliff after them, would you do it?" and as a kid i always said no because she wanted a people pleaser, but really i'd jump off the damn thing just because she told me not to.

sound logic ig

i drew the art myself, more like barfed it out but hey at least im not stealing art or using AI.

Leap Of Faith

i grew up with a family that had to control everything; i want to say its because i'm white but who knows. every day was planned, my activities were 
monitored, but i never really felt loved. its like dressing a doll up, showing it off to friends, and then forgetting about it in the corner of your closet until one day you decide to rip its head off or something. 
idk im not a poet

we can move our bodies, focus our minds, and trust our hearts, but everything else is out of our hands. but maybe, just maybe, i made something that made you move your body :P 

i drew da art in da thumbnail, and honestly for the 39 seconds i put into drawing it its not too bad, huh? (this is where you lie)

feel free to check out all the other musical junk on my channel if you like what you hear. i can't afford to distribute to spotify or apple just yet but if anyone likes it leave a comment and i'll work towards getting them on those platforms!

thanks for listening

The Only Thing You Own Is Your Life

my third release, an older song but i had to finally release it. it's messy, and kinda all over the place but it has a very authentic feel to it and i love it. the clashing sounds and progressive melody really make me happy to listen to, and the partial alliteration in the title was fun to come up with. hope you enjoy it as much as i do! 

art link: https://www.deviantart.com/superphazed/art/--493968880

accidentally astral projecting into addiction

another song i'm releasing before i'm homeless, this one's got a special place in my heart for sure. its fun, groovy, and really just suppose to be an expression of the joy and hope i still feel even as the world seemingly falls apart year after year. sometimes it all feels so unreal being alive, but other times it feels like i'm exactly where i belong. either way, hope you enjoy this one too!

art link: https://www.deviantart.com/kr1ka/art/Lucid-Dreaming-360127303

lucid dreams

this one's a bit loud, but i had to release it alongside the others! i made it awhile back, and loved the piano and drums quite a bit. it's progression into a really loud and solid chorus makes my drives fun, and i often find myself daydreaming to this song so i named it based on that. not to mention the specific synth i used in this song scratches an itch for me, so i hope you enjoy it as well!

art link: https://www.deviantart.com/thebluyu/art/Reverie-831640516

escape into the stars

a drum and bass song i made forever ago that was private for some reason. love this one!

imnotafraidofu

i'm going to be homeless soon, so I figured I'd release a bunch of songs i've been holding onto before i go. this one's a personal favorite of mine, and is heavily inspired by Carpenter Brut. hope you like it!

releasing on youtube soon, might put it onto other streaming services if i can before i leave home but money is super tight so we'll see

art link: https://www.deviantart.com/qauz/art/Dark-Space-286703263

darkside of the moon

this is the last track i'll be making before i have/get to live out of my car. ironically its also probably the last song i'll ever make with my current laptop, as I'm unable to mix or use the audio driver on it with my DAW anymore; crashed right as i finished the initial draft of this song.

regardless, I think this is one of my best songs despite the kicks and mix being a bit rough and literally unfixable right now. melody, progression, and energy wise i absolutely love it and really hope my last song might actually reach some people somewhere. 

even if nobody else listens, i'll be able to living out of my car so thats all that matters! thanks for listening, stranger

~bug

link to the amazing artwork: 
https://www.deviantart.com/not-unicorn/art/Commission-Mantis-Lords-831622850

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