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It's a spiritual, bass-and-drum-driven journey into the aftermath of childhood trauma. Using the powerful metaphor of a frantic black horse—representing both the ingrained flight response and the yearning for autonomy—the song traces the struggle of an adult self trying to calm the internal storms of the past. It's a sonic exploration of moving from fear to integration, from being chased by panic to learning to ride your own strength. This piece is for anyone who has ever felt a ghost running in their veins, and is learning to whisper, "We are safe now."

Lyrics

The hooves... I can hear them in my dreams. 
A rhythm from a forgotten year.

The dirt is flying where the wild things run
A silhouette against the rising sun
It's pounding in my chest, a borrowed fear
A program written in a yester-year
I feel the tremor in the ground below
A panic seed that you forced me to sow
(And it grows) Oh, it grows

Black horse, black horse, running through the night
Carrying the shadows, fleeing from the light
I just wanna pull your reins and (stop) your desperate flight
Or leap upon your back and vanish from this life
My shadow steed, my phantom, my disease

(Stop running, stop running...) 
I'm trying to catch you, please.

Autonomy has four legs and a wild heart. 
But so does the terror. 
They're the same animal.

The child's room is silent, worlds away
But the hoofbeats find me in the light of day
A sudden noise, a slamming door (a trigger)
And I'm begging for the ground to hold me tighter
Do you run to be free, or because you're scared of me?
This fractured dance of what I am and what I used to be

Black horse, black horse, running through the night
Carrying the shadows, fleeing from the light
I just wanna pull your reins and (stop) your desperate flight
Or leap upon your back and vanish from this life
My shadow steed, my phantom, my disease

(Stop running, stop running...) 
I'm trying to catch you, please.

(Whoa, easy now) Let me touch your sweat-dark side
We don't have to run to feel alive
Let me (calm) the fire in your eyes
We have nothing left here to outrun
The battle's over... but we still... we still run...
(Breathe... just breathe...)

Maybe tomorrow... I won't chase you.
Maybe tomorrow... you'll walk beside me.
(Hush now... hush...)


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Joy Unspeakable (Atellagali Remix)

What If We Were Real (Neva Remix)

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Back To You (Neon Feather Remix)

Good Morning (Capital Kings Remix)

Something Different (Deluxe Version)

If You Only Knew

“Though our sins are like scarlet, we shall be as white as snow!" (Isaiah 1:18) What a season; what a reason to celebrate ... for to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. (Isaiah 9:6) There are so many things that make this season my favorite of all. The lights, the snow, the children, the smiles, the God of miracles lifted high, sounds of choirs, angels on display and the Spirit of our Messiah showing off through our love, joy, peace and generosity towards one another! Oh, the wonder of it all! 

From my family to yours, I pray that out of His glorious riches, he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, and that Yeshua the Messiah will make his home in your hearts as you trust in Him. May your roots grow down into God's love and keep you strong and may you have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep His love is. May you experience His love, though it is too great to understand fully. Then, you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God. Now, all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Glory to Him in the church and in Yeshua the Messiah through all generations forever and ever! Amen.

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New Album Toby Mac. Toby i hope you hear this version !!!

Lose My Self Thekno&Makossa (Kalu Mix) Toby Mac

Life is never easy. And that painful truth hit home for Mandisa with blunt force during the last three years. While fans and industry professionals wondered where the Grammy winning singer had disappeared to, Mandisa silently withdrew from the spotlight and was even hiding from family and friends.  She had watched a dear friend lose her battle with breast cancer, leaving behind a husband and two young sons.  Suddenly, the world didn’t seem to make sense anymore.  Reeling from the pain, she isolated herself from everyone, gained back the weight she had fought so hard to lose, and sank into a deep depression.

 “To be honest, that’s not how I thought things were going to happen,” she says of her friend Kisha’s passing. “I just shut down, isolated, and started turning to my old friend food for comfort.  My loved ones were reaching out and I would ignore their phone calls and text messages. It got to the point where I had friends who, out of love and concern, came to my house banging on the door and I just put in some ear plugs and pretended I wasn't there. I was angry at the world.”

 Yet inside Mandisa was still the same woman who had encouraged a multitude of people from all walks of life with the triumphant hit anthem “Overcomer.”  “I still don’t have all the answers, but I’m in a better place now,” says Mandisa, who is working on her sixth album, due in May 2017.

These days she has more to say than ever.  One of the turning points in her battle with depression came when a circle of friends sought her out at a movie theater. When Mandisa walked out of the theater, she was surprised to see her car papered with stick-it notes from friends proclaiming their love and concern for her. This shocking sight was followed by her awareness that these friends had been sitting in the parking lot waiting for her for over three hours. The resulting "intervention" convinced her to go to counseling to deal with her grief, and helped bring Mandisa back from the darkness that had enveloped her since Kisha’s death.

Mandisa is back with a renewed passion for her music and a willingness to be totally transparent and vulnerable about her journey.  She’s reconnecting with people, losing the weight she regained during her depression, and writing and recording such potent songs as “Prove Me Wrong” where she lays bare her soul and voices her questions, “I’m Still Here (The Best is Yet to Come),” a comeback song that proclaims that she's still here and not giving up and “Unfinished,” saying…

“Not scared to say it; I used to be the one; Preaching it to you; That you could overcome; I still believe it; But it ain’t easy; Cause that world I painted; Where things just all work out; It started changing; And I started having doubts; And it got me so down”

“My hope is that people will be on this journey with me,” she says. “When I began, I was in a really dark place, but where I am today is so much better and so much lighter!”

What If We Were Real (Neva Remix)

Mandisa

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