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MV / https://youtu.be/-cL52_HeuKs
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan AI https://twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N 
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out 
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated 
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N
Repeat again

DIM-WITTED POLKA / Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

I'M GONNA WIN is from my new album, NOT A TRAMPOLINE, available now.

To PURCHASE THE ALBUM, head HERE: bit.ly/1fW7DQw

www.robcantor.com

I'm Gonna Win

music / kian
vocals / Hanakuma Chifuyu , Yuma

[lyrics]
You and I are not so different

Thanking god that I've come this far
Smiling in the dark
Who am I to beg them for more?
Leave me at the door and
Split my mind and my heart apart
End my story arc
Left me rotten right to the core
Bleeding on the floor
I promise that I try
I'm trying to avoid the warning signs
Terrified of the thought of ruining
Another person's life
Selfish thoughts were only meant to hinder mine

I was doomed right from the start
Everyone has gone too far
Broken houses, rotting walls are
Tempting me to free it all
Honestly I'm at a loss
Memories gone inside the fog
Watching others makes me sick but
You and I are not so different

I won't pretend I cannot love again
It's all I've been
I've yet to win
You can't really blame me
When I just want to feel again
My only dopamine release depends on something that isn't there
And nobody cares
Left alone inside the fog again
This isn't fair
Are you there to watch as I tear?
Unlimited proximity is granted to the one that
Left me here
I'm nowhere near the way to go back home

Once again I'm on my own
Much too early, fully grown
Ripping out my deadened hair
Retaliate, I wouldn't dare 

I was doomed right from the start
Everyone has gone too far
Broken houses, rotting walls are
Tempting me to free it all
Honestly I'm at a loss
Memories gone inside the fog
Watching others makes me sick but
You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

MERCURY POISONING

$WAGMONEY - VS. OURPLE GUY V3

Friday Night Funkin' - Singstar Challenge OST

Virgin Rage

Check out Black Dresses on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/m4q1n

SEXY VAMPIRE (Cover)

NIGHTZ

NIGHTZ (feat. Lumi Athena)

another one not going to youtube, i made this for my hypothetical ch3 twist main boss, The Rook! shes a motherly megalomaniac with a nasty ego.

orig song- RIP
ust- mothman

[DELTARUNE:CIPHERUNE] Above and Beyond - RIProducer【Number Bronze】UTAUloid

A short, early album Devi made back in 2009 :-)

You're Pretty and Everyone Likes You

Everyone I Know Has Magic Powers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H7cxG9Gad0

New world order - Severed Steel OST

yt: tba

vocals: Gekiyaku and Kazehiki
Music, art, ect: plssendbones

lyrics (other stuff tba): https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1sinZe2-30rTXErLjWI3XOipm6E1l7rH2

ANGEL EATER

music / kian
vocal / Hanakuma Chifuyu
MV / https://youtu.be/HLBh7MgX-EQ
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1zUhIUoMku95FNjgfPXo4Dmbsf1Q9Xkbu?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Threw away another letter written in your blood
I can't say that I'm not flattered
Though it's tiresome
You're watching me tonight
I can feel your stare
But something else is there
A monstrous glare

Save me, stalker creep, from what's on the street
Come rescue me from what's underneath
My bed at night when I try to sleep
Pick up the phone for me, babe, and
Save me, stalker creep, it's still chasing me
It's in the closet, it's in my dreams
It's taken over the basement stairs
Come save me now
I can't go nowhere

I can't help it if my heartrate quickens at the sight
Of your large, hunched over figure in the hallway light
So if you really care
You'll come help me from the monsters hiding there
Now don't be scared

Save me, stalker creep, from what's on the street
Come rescue me from what's underneath
My bed at night when I try to sleep
Pick up the phone for me, babe, and
Save me, stalker creep, it's still chasing me
It's in the closet, it's in my dreams
It's taken over the basement stairs
Come save me now
I can't go nowhere

Come and meet me in the back
Bloody leather gloves are holding both my hands
God, I could just eat you up
Finally, we share a kiss in the moonlight

Save me, stalker creep, from what's in the street
Don't tell me a thing
Hide under the bed until all the flashing lights go away
Save me, stalker creep, from what's in my dreams
Hold me in my sleep
Be there when I have to face all my fears on this Hallow's Eve
Save me, stalker creep, from what's underneath
Clawing at my feet
Burrowed deep inside of my brain, but you make it go away
Tell me, stalker creep, is this what love is supposed to be?
I could just dig into your chest and pull out your beating heart
When you're here with me

SAVE ME, STALKER CREEP [2025 Mix]

music / Ho-ong-i
lyrics / Lizz Robinett
remix / kian
illust / my favorite sibling (idiot)
MV / https://youtu.be/idFDrx82Dc0
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1bZPa5Um0YBxBiuLd6hZzK2fL6mpGA0IH?usp=drive_link

HIDE AND SEEK / REMIX

please don't leave me


✦ CREDITS
— song, video: divineruins ( you are here )
— tuning: rueckus — @rueckus
— vocals: shiine ama madder (椎音あま 茜) — akimaro (あきまろ)

✦ RESOURCES
— lyrics, project file, inst, etc:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/10hL1beI2L9pRS6kCuvdGXbDnp0ZjgGOK?usp=sharing
— youtube upload:
https://youtu.be/B73skAi_wIA
— annotated lyrics:
https://genius.com/divineruins-bpd-but-please-dont-lyrics

【Shiine Ama】 B.P.D. (But Please, Don't) 【UTAU Original】

lyrics:
{ — and Mr. Agafonov have a strange dynamic to speak for:
As text on a page, she lived defined by examples and metaphors.
Questionable writing choices annotated between better days,
then retracted in white-out. Palm and pencil slurring pages in grey,
closing each chapter sour and sore.
She didn’t understand why this author would write such a story. }

In a fiction made up long ago by Mr. Agafonov, we see someone who looks a lot like me!
There’s a pair of pretty egos, and twice as many unresolved scenarios peculiar as can be.

In a fiction made up long ago by Mr. Agafonov – I seem to be the only one who’s here –
I’m a nobody both young and old, my bedroom’s full of cotton balls, some days I can’t remember how to speak.

Fortunate for me, he always oversees! 
Making me seem happy when nobody else believes.
Acting somewhere from within, rotting out my brain and leaving bruises on my skin –

AH!!!

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN,
You take over me???
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN –
“You belong to me.”

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN,
You take over me?!?!
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN –
A calamity!!!

🎶🎶

In a fiction made up long ago by Mr. Agafonov, we see someone who looks a lot like me.
My abrasions leaking printer ink and filling up the kitchen sink,
I’ve lost my own ability to think.

Well, the man behind the fiction had a terrible conviction when he saw himself reflecting in my eyes:
He’s a memory of long ago, preserved emotions left aglow, an echo who’s been hiding in disguise.

Fortunate for me, he doesn’t get upset /s
Making sure I know he’s there whenever I forget /srs
Locked up somewhere in the rot, there to let me know that we deserve the story we got:

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN
“You’re not listening.”
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN
“Just obey me.”

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN
“You’re not listening!!!”
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN
A calamity.

I don’t remember what I did…
I don’t remember what was done to me.
I don’t remember why I’m scared???
I don’t remember who was there to see.

We don’t remember what we did.
We don’t remember what was done to us.
We don’t remember who we are.
…I might remember who you are to me, though…

{ Who she thought was the author,
turned out to be just another victim in this fucked up story. }

In a fiction written long ago, I held your hand, then let it go.
The knight in shining armor plunged his sword into his maiden’s lungs.
So, was it out of mercy? 
Or maybe dual suicide?
A pair of pretty egos just met each other eye-to-eye…?

“Now, promise me your stiff remains will hold in place, and I’ll restrain your fingers – dyed and oxidized – by blame collected over time. 
See? Everything is our fault! 
My duty’s to apologize! 
The punishment for our deeds is judged upon what I decide!”

…So he told me.

{ — and Mr. Agafonov have a strange dynamic;
one which suggests 
they interpreted antagonists from each others' texts.
From where they live, you can't see the book's binding:
Anthropodermic bibliopegy.
A permanent reminding
there will never be a logical reason to explain the true author's writing.

The end/beginning. }

kizuna Akari & Gakupo / TRUST FALL! [original GHOST song]

wohg

lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1NDPetfgCiV37GM-r_g3mZyu6kT-5E-LWSlx882IpdCk/edit?usp=sharing
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQF6wxAhiW0


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