lyrics because @statesurveillanced complained profusely:

When slips in to your DM's 
and he wants to be more than friends
HE'S DOWN BAD

When he sees your single and he wants to mingle...
HE'S DOWN BAD

DOWN BAD
----
HE'S DOWN BAD
HE'S DOWN BAD
HE'S DOWN BAD
------
When he asks you what you wear when you go to sleep.
(go to sleep)
When he keeps his eyes on you like a creep
(like a creep)
He never stops messaging you online
(online)
WHY DOES HE EVEN WASTE HIS TIME?
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HE'S DOWN BAD
HE'S DOWN BAD
HE'S DOWN BAD
DOWN BAD
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Well, I don't know how to say this, but it looks like he's obsessed with her...
Well, I don't know how to say this, but it looks like he's in a mental stir...
Well, I don't know how to say this, but I hope this is just a phase...
Well, I don't know how to say this, but I know two word phrase...
-----
HE'S DOWN BAD
HE'S DOWN BAD
HE'S DOWN BAD
DOWN BAD
---

Down Bad

black lipstick
nice thick hips
i can never get enough

pretty short skirts
and long-sleeve shirts
they are making me act up
--
i want nothing more than to get my kicks
from a girl in black lipstick
--

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
you're always on my mind

goth girl 
goth girl 
goth girl 
you're ruining my life

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
i think of you all the time

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
you're always on my mind
---
and when i to go to bed
i still have you in my head

and when the day is new
i wish it would started next to you

goth girl, i love you so
i love your looks and i love your flow

i love your style and i love your hair
i'm so jealous of your chair

---
goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
you're always on my mind

goth girl 
goth girl 
goth girl 
you're ruining my life

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
i think of you all the time

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
you're always on my mind
------
goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
you're always on my mind

goth girl 
goth girl 
goth girl 
you're ruining my life

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
i think of you all the time

goth girl
goth girl 
goth girl
you're always on my mind

Goth Girl

Another day, another time to sleep
another time, just maybe
i might just leave my house
i don't want to go out

why leave? I'm so comfy.
i have everything i need.
if i get hungry i can just order a but to eat.

i have nobody
that's fine by me
i chose this life for me
i want to be hikkikomori

i have nobody
that's fine by me
i chose this life for me
i want to be hikkikomori

Unknown

Hikkikomori

----
i know how you don't
want anything to do with me

if that's the way you want it
that's the way it's gonna be
---
and i know i mess up a lot 
but you're a mess as well

the last you told me that i remember
was to go and burn in hell
--
you told me that it's true
told me that i am nothing to you
and you never seemed to care


i must confess
i'm a mess cuz
you were never there
---
remember when we use chat up late at night
now we only get into pointless fights

remember when we used to lay and watch the sky
you're still doing that but with a different guy

remember when you used to say that you loved me
remember when we used to be so crazy?

remember when we danced into the night
you're still doing that  but with a different guy
-----

woah, do you remember?
woah, do you remember?

Do You Remember

I had a bad dream last night
As I was holding forever tight
As I opened my eyes
I woke up to a different surprise

It was my greatest fear
That you would no longer be here
Oh no, where did you go?
It's all my fault, I'm all alone.

Not a day goes by
That you don't cross my mind
I still think of you from time to time
I live with my mistakes,
The choices that I make,
But still wish that I would never wake.

I had a bad dream last night
As I was holding forever tight
As I opened my eyes
I woke up to a different surprise

It was my greatest fear
That you would no longer be here
Oh no, where did you go?
It's all my fault, I'm all alone.

I’m All Alone

I know-
I haven't really been there
I haven't really done that

And you deserve much more

You know-
that i wish that i was dead
cuz haven't really said
what i'm sorry for
----------------------------
I know you think i'm crazy
off my meds and now i'm lazy
I just need you for to realize
what i see inside your eyes

I know you think i'm crazy
off my meds and now i'm lazy
I just need you for to realize
what i see inside your eyes
----------------------------

I see you and I
we're both getting by

I see you and I
we're both getting by
----------------------------

I know I said I would change
I promise that at least I'll try

The last thing I ever wanted
was to ever see you cry

I still miss you, everyday
I wish that you were here with me
even flawed, I'm stil your lover and wil forever always be
----------------------------

I see you and I
we're both getting by

I see you and I
we're both getting by

Getting By

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

updated the artwork made by @zorzalillo (yes i found you)
---------------------------------
Cautivo, no puedo salir,
Mi mente me atrapa, no sé qué sentir.
Cautivo, no hay solución,
Soy prisionero de mi corazón.
----------------------------------
El ruido en mi cabeza no para de sonar,
No puedo escapar, necesito a gritar
Cada día es lo mismo, porque todo es igual,
Estoy atrapado para siempre, soy mi propio mal.
---------------------------------
Despierto y no puedo pensar,
La mente me ahoga, no puedo escapar.
Todo está oscuro, no sé qué hacer,
Soy prisionero de lo que quiero creer.
-----------------------------------
Cautivo, no puedo salir,
Mi mente me atrapa, no sé qué sentir.
Cautivo, no hay solución,
Soy prisionero de mi corazón.
--
Cautivo, no puedo salir,
Mi mente me atrapa, no sé qué sentir.
Cautivo, no hay solución,
Soy prisionero de mi corazón.
----------------------------------

In english: (rough translation)

Captive, I can't get out,
My mind traps me, I don't know what to feel.
Captive, there is no solution,
I'm a prisoner of my heart.
----------------------------------
The noise in my head doesn't stop ringing,
I can't escape, I need to scream
Every day is the same, because everything is the same,
I'm trapped forever, I am my own evil.
---------------------------------
I wake up and I can't think,
My mind is drowning me, I can't escape.
Everything is dark, I don't know what to do,
I'm a prisoner of what I want to believe.
-----------------------------------
Captive, I can't get out,
My mind traps me, I don't know what to feel.
Captive, there is no solution,
I'm a prisoner of my heart.
--
Captive, I can't get out,
My mind traps me, I don't know what to feel.
Captive, there is no solution,
I'm a prisoner of my heart.
----------------------------------

Cautivo

Thought this riff was cool and i'm not if i should extend it to a full song so i'm posting it here

It’s So Over

Taking my sweet time sweet to write you.
I took my sweet time to find you.

No new messages or texts from you. 
What the hell am I supposed to do?

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there. 
And you're not real.

You're not there. 
And you're not real.

When you're not there.
And you're not real.

When you're not there.
And you're not real.

When you're not there.
And you're not real.

You’re Not Real

Had this song stuck in my head for days so I made a cover.

Dammit (Blink-182 Cover)

Decided to cover this masterpiece by the one and only Preripped (and even then it might be a cover but i can't find the original to save my life)
i figured out it's B, D#, G#, E at 145 BPM for those curious.

lyrics: 
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home-
---
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home
--
Living rent free inside your head	
Living rent free in my parents basement
--
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating (Preripped Cover)

Woke up at noon, eyes glued to the screen
Another day wasted on dopamine
And I don't want to ask you out online
And I don't want to waste my time

but you 
you know
that I would be
your valentine
if you let me

Even though I hate this day
I have this one thing, one thing I gotta say

would you be my 
my valentine
i wish 
you would 
if that is fine

would you be my 
my valentine
i wish 
you would 
you would be mine

Valentine

How'd my time come so fast?
brain-dead but living in the past
How'd my life my pass me by?
you're here just to watch me cry
just to watch me cry
just to watch me cry
just to watch me cry


How'd I lose someone like you?
psychotic, don't know what to do
How I wish that I would die
you're here just to watch me cry
just to watch me cry
just to watch me cry
just to watch me cry

Watch Me Cry

note: @state-surve told me my music was "not edgy enough" so I made this as a response

Spending all day in my room 
with the slop that I consume

All shit I see online
Always eating at my mind

Each day harder than the last
would you notice if I passed?

String you along for the ride
I'm committing double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

New days bring
New pains 

And I wish
That I could change

Even though I want to 
I'm forever stuck on you

I'm too far gone to help
what the fuck is mental health 

Since you left all i do is whine
Now I'm planning our double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

Double Suicide

She Hates Me (The Durrs Cover)

Please Be Patient I Have Autism (NEET Cover)

Schizophrenic And Depressed

Woke up dead, but I gotta keep grinding
Feed me my pills, keep my brain rewiring
Passed out from last night's bender
Another day, another drug, I'm just a number
And I'm never thinking, thinking out loud
I've never been dumber than I am now
I can't get anywhere in my own life
I can't ever do any thing right

i'm so tired of getting no where
i'm so tired, life is unfair
i'm so tired of getting no where
Ending my life cuz I don't care

I’m So Tired Of Getting Nowhere

Bass performed by @state-surve

Wake up, blackout, what’s the difference?
Spent all night in my personal prison.
Stare at my phone for hours a day.
Too broke to leave, too numb to stay.

No calls, no plans, no motivation.
Rotting in my room, what a nice vacation.
Cigarette burns on my blanket again.
Another excuse, another dead end.

Maybe I should clean my room,
Maybe I should talk to you,
Maybe I should leave my bed,
But I’d rather be shot dead.

Cause' I'm rotting away.
All of my days
Time I'll never get back
Slippin' way' from my hands
Cause' I'm rotting away
All of my days
Wasting my time all day
Wasting my life away

Rotting Away

Mixtape (Preripped Cover)

She Blocked Me And Moved On Already

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

I will find you
One way or another
I will get you
And some day we'll be lovers

I have stalked you
Yeah I stalk you online
Wishing that that you were mine
I do it all the time

And you don't seem to understand
But I just wanna be your man
I'm so crazy
Crazy for you, baby
Wish you didn't hate me
Why can't you see that we were meant to be

I just want you to unblock me
That is all I ask of you
I am asking if you love me
Cuz you should know I still love you

I know you got a restraining order
with a picture of my face
Just don't be too surprised
When I show up at your place

And you don't seem to understand
But I just wanna be your man
I'm so crazy
Crazy for you, baby
Wish you didn't hate me
Why can't you see that we were meant to be

We Were Meant To Be

Artwork by @hatefulexistence

I'm pretty sure that you hated me
Ever since we met in the beginning 

I was nothing to you now or then
But you said that we could still be friends

We could still be friends...

I was praying for you every night
Hoping that for once I could do something right

But ever since you went away
I get so mad when I see your face

When I see your face...

And every time that you go outside
you never think of me, you're glad I died

I bet you're laughing to yourself right now
laughing as I burn in hell anyhow

Anyhow...

I hope the blood washes out of your clothes
I hope you think about what you chose

I was nothing to you and you made that clear
If you're reading this, I'm no longer here

No longer here...

No longer here...


No Longer Here

You call me numb, I call it safe
I built these walls, they’re now my grave
I tried to change, but what’s the point?
I ghost before I disappoint

I dodge your eyes, I dodge the truth
You wanted sweet, I gave you proof
That I'm too dumb to understand
I can never be your man

Loving is for losers
And I'm winning
Loving is for losers
I'm never sinning
Loving is for losers
And I'm winning
I swear I am not just coping

- bass perfomed by @user-1642493  (K1LLSWITCH)

Loving Is For Losers

I believe I told you before
How I am such a bore
I never have any fun
So please stop thinking I'm the one

To save you from yourself
you say "please save me from this hell"
You tell me that you wanted me
Yet you wanted me to be someone else

You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me

But I just think you're lonely 
You say you love me only
You'll never really get it
You'll never really notice

You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me  
You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me  


★ guitar co-performed by @user-1642493 (aka K1LLSWITCH)

You Never Even Liked Me

Don't tell me lies
Just tell me why
You hate me so

Don't lead me on
It's bad enough
I wanna know

What do you think of me
when am not not around?
Now all my hopes and dreams
Are scattered on the ground

I realize
That you have lied
To keep me down 

It's so insane
That in your brain
I'm just a clown

Without you babe
I make mistakes 
And I will drown 
I've been so good to you
But you never come around

★ lyrics co-written by @miguel-morales-634781591 (aka PILK)

McNutting Myself

lyrics:

everyday seems harder
than the last

good times make me reminiscent
 the past

even when you're holding me
i still feel slightly empty

I'm not depressed but i'm not doing fine
every second passes and i'm wasting time

why am i here doing this?
if nothing matters why does hurt like shit.

another day
another dollar
another random person to bother
another day spent alone
i guess I'm better on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
cuz I'm better off alone


i just so feel damn dead inside
hope is dead but also so is pride

i can't even go to sleep
without feeling like a dirty creep

one of half of me says "i wanna die"
the other half just says "i wanna cry"

even through pain and pride 
i still can't consider suicide

another day
another dollar
another random person to bother
another day spent alone
i guess i'm better on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
cuz I'm better off alone

Better Off Alone

another day gone by
another day where I
want to die
my brain is fried 
from wasting all my time


and i just wanna know how to make some friends
i wish the pain would simply end
but what i feel 
i can't comprehend

i want to beleive 
someone's is looking out for me
so help me please, i beg you please
i'm on my knees

i want to beleive 
someone's is looking out for me
so help me please, i beg you please
i'm on my knees.

so help me please
help me please
help me see
i'm on my knees

so help me please
help me please
help me see
i'm on my knees

i want to beleive
look out for me

now i can live
live so happily 
knowing that you 
are looking out for me

Look Out For Me

@the-sunwhores number one glazer

do whatever you want with my music, you have permission

Working with artists I've literally never met before.

Schizophrenic believer

WE'VE NEVER BEEN THIS BACK

Mango Red

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