hollywood sunsets 
watch a goddess undress 
i cannot change the world unless
i cleanse the soul they posses 
i dont wanna surrender
i've been on benders, being chased i’m playing Slender 
remembering when i sold my fender

where'd that money go? 
at the bottom of the hole!
where i sold my soul 
i tried to dig for gold 
and ended up with coal 
dug my hole sold my soul
try to hold to mud and mold
you climb much slower than you fall 
imagine life outside these walls

made my damn bed with the bedrock yuh
shadows on me like a fuckin Zed lock on
river fog gank on a Fed bot but
i gotta get the gold, manic can’t  stop 
twist my ankle on the drop  
manics twisted like the Plot  
it’s tears and snot, the blood it clots 
but i’m still climbing to the top

Hollywood Sunset

in high school i played DB
i warmed the bench bi-weekly
4a-days on repeat, i sweat and bled was wheezing 
cause that Florida sun was heating 
running suicides we speedy 
skating home, i'm sweaty steezy
pass my ex bitch she so sleazy 

dressed in all black but do you see me?
step on a crack, my momma's dying she's
never ever coming back, that's what the voices sing
its just the devil on my back, shake him off and spread my wings

i guess another doctor's visit just may do the fucking trick Nick
change bones like clothes I am a misfit, 
i'm sure as shit my shuriken will shred the Leaf 
the Sand the Mist, not sure if you have heard of them
my Shadow clones my only friends
suicidal contemplation! solo conversations! 
living in a nation obsessed with notifications!
social subjugation on my generation, 
sick of seeing patient's poisoned by the places
filled with people! that failed them in the first place!
this hospital's my birthplace! 6.66 is my birth weight
cut my wings on every birthday, i'm a Raven in their birdcage
medicated with the worms' taste! 
spit that shit out like word play!
my saliva drops and causes earthquakes!

raven

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

CALL OF THE VOID; FALL OF THE BOY 
PLAYIN WITH THEM KNIVES LIKE TOYS
RECALL ALL THE JOY, INSTALLED 
WHEN DEPLOYED, MUTANT ANDROID 
TRYNA AVOID: HUMANITY!
LIFE IS JUST INSANITY,
THE MAN IN ME, IS DAMNABLY 
TRYNA HANG, BECOME THE DEVIL'S CANOPY
DEMONS HANDING ME THE ROPE,
SO I CAN LIVE THEIR FANTASY!
SCREAMING AT THESE DEVILS,
CURSE SOME SNAKES WITH MY PROFANITY

CUZ WHEN I SPEAK
YEAH I LEAK, ENERGY 
HEAR A CREAK, WHEN I SLEEP, 
I FEEL FAMILIAR ENTITIES ENTERING
MY SOUL IS NOT MY ENEMIES 
I'VE GOT SOME FRIENDS IN ME
PERSONALITIES, I'M COUNTING UP TO 70

I'M SICK OF CYCLES!
ITS BEEN A WHILE, CRYING SMILES
I'VE BEEN CRAWLING MILES
TO YOU THIS IS A TRIAL, 
SINCE YOUR GOD IS TRULY VILE
SHIT, I FELT THIS AS A CHILD, KID 
DROWN ME IN THE NILE'S DRIFT
I HOPE I'M NOT A NIHILIST:

HEAD IS FILLED WITH VIOLENCE
AND MY SKIN IS FUCKING FINE WITH IT!
RUNNING, RUNNING TIME AGAIN
AND MY DEMONS ARE THE FINALISTS!

MY DAD JUST KEEPS ON DIALING
HE THINKS THAT I AM FRIGHTENING WHEN
I SAY I'M GONNA DIE WITH THEM
THAT I AM WASTED NITROGEN 

HEAR THE DEVILS VIOLIN
THE LETHARGY LEVIATHAN 
DEMON IN A DIOCESE 
WHEN I'M OFF MY VITAMINS 
STARVE MYSELF WITH DIETING
I TORTURE MY PSYCHIATRISTS 
MY MIND IS ALWAYS SPIRALING 
LOCKED INSIDE A LION'S DEN

Call of the Void

I WANNA BE A GREAT, I WANNA STAND ON GIANTS
I'LL MAKE SOME PRETTY PLAYS 
THAT'S THE 2012 GIANTS 
WHAT'S AN UNDEFEATED RECORD 
TO THIS OVERHEATED PRESSURE? 
MY RAVEN'S SAYIN NEVER 
BITCH! THAT'S NOT MY NAME, ITS EDGAR

POE WITH MY POETRY
MY TEARS WILL DROWN MY POEM'S SEEDS
AND GROW INTO A POET'S TREE
IN WHICH HE'LL SWING FROM WOEFULLY! 
I DIED INSIDE SUPPOSEDLY? 
STILL GET THE BAG, THAT'S GROCERY
ITS GROSS TO BE A SOBER FIEND
REPLACE MY PILLS WITH POTIONS PLEASE!

IM AT MY CASKET OPENING 
MY PARENTS CLUTCH THEIR ROSARIES 
CRYING, CUZ THEY HOPED IN ME! 
I BROKE MY PROMISE: ROPE AND TREE
I SCOFFED IT OFF SO JOKINGLY,
BUT REALIZE I WAS HOPELESS, SEE
I RAN FROM GOD, WAS HOPING HE
WOULD DO THE SAME,
 HE NEVER LEAVES!

JUST WAKE ME UP, OCTOBER PLEASE
MY MIND IS SPLIT, WHAT MOSES SEES
WHEN OPENING THE OCEANS, SEAS
AS RED AS MANIC WHEN HE'S OVERHEATING
OVER BEATS, IF MURDER'S WHAT SHE WROTE 
TO ME THEN LOVE IS DEAD, 
A BROKEN PIECE, THE PRESSURE HAS AWOKEN ME

GIANT

i hate these mood swings 
i’m changing colors like a mood ring
paint a picture use me
i like the pain its soothing 
masochistic! thats the way i live it
steal the souls of living men 
that whisper bout me like their women 


fighting demonic energy with my sonnets! 
burning red because it’s August
chase my tail when on narcotics 
there’s a void inside me rotting
they tell me just to drop it 
but i cannot fucking stop it!
i’m too manic can not solve it 
with the pills inside the palms of 
shrinks they fucking stink 
around a doctor i wont blink! 
i don’t eat i over think! 
there’s a demon inside of me! 
if i feed him then i sleep! 
and if i sleep he’s in my dreams 
that’s too much for me cuz i

sWiNgS

THIS SONG WAS PRODUCED BY BRIAN BOYD OF AMONGST THE GIANTS 
(HES THE GOAT.)

WE ARE NOT THE SAME
GET OUT OF MY WAY
ALWAYS RENTING SPACE 
IT'S TIME TO FUCKING PAY UP

PAY UP, PAY UP OR I'LL SHOOT YOU LIKE A LAY UP 
RAISE UP WRISTS, FOR THE RAZORS TO KISS
I WANNA FUCK YOUR DAY UP
YOUR TEETH ARE DOORS TO KICK!
I WANNA FUCK YOUR FACE UP 
I'LL TAKE YOUR TONGUE AND HIT A LICK

THEY SAID "NICK, YOU'RE SICK!" 
YOU NEED TO EAT A STICK
SCHIZOPHRENIC, THE DEVILS FRIENDS WITH
THE MENACE, THE MONSTER
THE CHEMIST, THE MOBSTER
THE DEMON, THE DOCTOR,
THEY ALL LIVE IN THIS AUTHOR

suicidal tendencies ya i got some tendinitis 
training tennis on an island, suicides the sun is shining 
ping to the pong gotta watch the timing, 
singing a song with manic rhyming 
panic prying, tans my hide and
and now i'm hiding 
from men inside mirrors, 
i feel them drawing nearer 
i think they're fucking here, your 
eyes are filled with fearRRRrr
pastors kid turned masochist
i thought that yall were savages?
sadistic singing Sabbath kid
statistics y’all are average

"Tom Cruise use your witchcraft on me to get the fire off me!"

(The Twilight Zone): "The Field Investigators in your sector have classified you as obsolete! Your rights are as follows, Mr. Wordsworth. You are to be liquidated within a period of 48 hours! --- You are obsolete, Mr. Wordsworth! 'A lie! No man is obsolete!' You have no function, Mr. Wordsworth, you're an anachronism, like a ghost from another time! 'I am nothing more than a reminder to you that you cannot destroy truth by burning pages!' YOU'RE A BUG, A CRAWLING INSECT--"

running, running 
gunning, gunning 
up to somethin
i'm becoming 
second coming 
of the evil son and
i don't want it 
cutting cutting 
so disgusting
buggin buggin 
dms flooded 
ladies lusting 


hearing hums, inside my hummer
no one's with me thats a bummer
twiddle thumbs, entire summer
thumbs go numb, i start to stutter
kill red rum, voices mutter
in the mud, not a mudder
pills in gums, blues for supper
cut my self with an upper
he's a villain! tried to kill him 
but it takes the village
scripts be fillin, look at ceiling 
creepy thoughts they cripple: chilling 
my demons dancin children
milly rockin pilly milling 
in your bitches socks, because i'm
curlin toes just like a killing

i need a straitjacket
chromatic automatic, 
ima paint this Jack with jackets
with the color of my casket
my pain's a picture, your's a racket
i been chasin' rabbits
yeah running late's a habit
with anxieties attacking
and my skeletons are dragging
handcuffed to my ankles, 
when i walk the bones get tangled
now they're clacking, hear 'em jangle 
on my throat they're grabbing, dangle 
roof of cabin; strangled
hear them laughing, thankful
cause my dead friends kicked it 
with me as i'm kicking, watched my cable

running, running 
gunning, gunning 
up to somethin
i'm becoming 
second coming 
of the evil son and
i don't want it 
cutting cutting 
drugging drugging
buggin buzzin 
dam flooded with 
disgusting ladies lusting
humans i can never love them


(Twilight Zone: “Ugly, misformed little creature who has no purpose here, NO MEANING! ‘I am a human being!’ DELUSIONS, MR. WORDSWORTH, DELUSIONS THAT YOU INJECT INTO YOUR VEINS WITH PRINTERS INK! The NARCOTICS that you call LITERATURE, POETRY, ESSAYS, all kind all of it an OPIATE. You have nothing but spindly limbs and a dream! AND THE STATE HAS NO USE FOR YOUR KIND!”

disgusting

(i had a fuckin insane panic attack one day and just grabbed my guitar and started strumming random chords with my phone recording, and like..usually I just sing other people's stuff..this time I sincerely started letting these words fall out of my mouth. everytime i try to mimic this moment it never feels like this recording.) 

idk why, it's always gotta go like that...

i'm flying, do you see me?
i'm flying, do you see me?

if i leave, will I fly? will i die???
if i soar, is there more? to this life?

*guitar autism*idk why, it's always gotta go like that...

i'm flying, do you see me?
i'm crying, do you feel me?

if i leave, will I fly? will i die???
if i soar, is there more? to this life?

*guitar autism*

psalm (freestyle)

i been going backwards, smoking fat ass backwoods
talking to a blackbird, Poe! my poems mastered
callin in my Black Bird, killstreak on the hackers 
too good i am a hazard; if u cheat it doesnt matter

run it, run it, run it, run it!
now my demons summoned
put my gun up in your stomach!
keep running, running, running, running!
Baker's Acting like i'm in an oven 
shrinks are pushing buttons!

gucci mane-iac, make a baphomet say burrrr
dialing my demons, they hang me up for later
yall know that im a hater, day or evening, Baker Act 
order 66 darth vader, got my saber got my mask
eradicate the order because yall neglect disorders 
too busy talkin borders to know why 
we're copping quarters because 
dark thoughts drop like mortars
 and my clip is gettin shorter, 
but i got my bros thats Warner 
going dark and checking corners

infinity Ward; yeah its crazy shit forever
this our Call of Duty, playin Search with no suppressor
never let the pressure enter
im a go getter, acting like a footer
but yall know that i'm the Header
all my friends together 
going on adventures 
looking for the treasure 
and im in the fucking Nether
but like a fuckin sweater
they wear me for their pleasure
or like some shitty dressers
they don't dress for shitty weather
weather like December but 
where were you last November??
no you can't remember
i been doing fine and doin better
M-A-N-I-C i think YOU NEED REFRESHERS
DONT FORGET THE WORD 
AND DON'T FORGET A LETTER

i can take a punch your girlfriend 
wants to make her box my lunch 
just a hunch, you a bunch of 
fucking bitches and i’d scrape you off the dishes 
like i’m working brunch at businesses
 that i would never sit in 
now you need to listen
i'll put you in a wrist lock 
kill you upload Tik-Toks 
of how your throat i slit: stop
cutting enough to sit -- watch (: 
you leak slow on the carpet
wanna mutilate your carcass 
like a canine off the harness 
 i'll disarm you, make you arm-less

bckwdz

(I WROTE THIS IN THE FUCKIN PANDEMIC OK)

INFECTED NATION, COPS CANNOT SAVE HIM
COVID CONTEMPLATION, ONLY 19 YEARS OF AGING 
SAME PATIENT, DIFFERENT PAGES 
EXCUSE MY ILL ELATION, BUT 
CATCH MY COUGH AND TAKE IT 
TO THE WARD OR TO YOUR GRAVE, BITCH!

I WISH MY ILLNESS WAS CONTAGIOUS 
I'D INFECT THE NATION ON A DAILY FUCKING BASIS 
FROM THE VILLAGE HIDDEN IN THE RAIN BITCH
TIME TO SHOW YOU MOTHERFUCKERS 
WHAT TRUE PAIN IS 

OBSESSED WITH CLOTHES AND WAGES,
YOUR ROLLIES, I WILL TAKE THEM
WHEN YOUR ARMS, I BREAK THEM!
ROLL ME, BONES ARE ACHING 
FOR SOME CONFRONTATION 
CONFRONT ME, CUZ I'M WAITING 
DO YOURSELF A FAVOR TELL 
YOUR GIRLFRIEND THAT I'M TAKEN

ALL THESE RATS ARE RACING 
TO A DESTINATION THAT INVOLVES INTOXICATION
BUT MANIC'S OFF HIS MEDICATION 
PUT THE PILLS UP IN THE SAFE, SO SAVE IT 
THE PASSWORD, I CHANGED IT,
THE KEY, MY DEMON ATE IT

IM NOT WORTH SAVING! 
IM NOT WORTH FACING!
NONE OF YOU COULD EVER MAKE 
IT IF MY DEMONS WERE DEBATING 
ERASING ALL THE RACISTS
AND REPLACING THEM WITH SADISTS
FUCK THE HUMAN RACE, BITCH! 
I MEAN THAT. V E R B A T I M 

SO MANY GOLIATHS IN MY GENERATION
DEPUTY DAVID, ALWAYS WORKIN ON A LATE SHIFT
HE FEELS SO FUCKING HATED, 
HE'S ALWAYS HESITATING TO UTILIZE HIS TRAINING,
AS HE POINTS HIS GUN HE'S SHAKING, 
THE SMOKE THAT HE IS FACING: 
IT GOTTA BE SOME LACED SHIT! 
HE SEES A SHOT AND TAKES IT:
ILL-BODY HITS THE PAVEMENT
HE LIED ALL IN HIS STATEMENT:
"SUSPECT GRABBED HIS GUN AND AIMED IT"
HE'S A HERO AT THE STATION, 
BUT REMEMBER THERE'S NO CAPES, KIDS!

(BUT REMEMBER THERE'S NO CAPES KIDS!)

YEAH THE JAWS OF JUSTICE JADED
TEETH AIN'T FUCKING STRAIGHTENED
IMA PUT THEM BACK IN PLACE WITH
THE GAVEL THEY HAVE TAINTED
PUT THE PIGS IN BUTCHER BASEMENTS 
HOOK THEM, HANG THEM, 
NAKED FOR THE NATION 
LET THE COLD FROM CASES 
BE WHAT FUCKIN TAKES HIM

WISH MY ILLNESS WAS CONTAGIOUS 
I'D INFECT THE NATION ON A DAILY FUCKING BASIS 
FROM THE VILLAGE HIDDEN IN THE RAIN, BITCH
NOW I SHOWED YOU MOTHERFUCKERS 
WHAT TRUE PAIN IS

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