emo rap song. Lyrics below

[hook]
I spend my days tryna find myself
But i'm walking in circles, stuck inside this hell
No direction where to go, better find some help
Not a person in sight, and im by myself
You use to fuck w/ me and now im on the shelf
I see you over there, and so im tryna yell
Always hoping to get back what I had felt
You said it wouldnt work and now im by myself

[verse]
I want you to know that I’m a lost and i'm cold
Tossed in the snow, but I need to be bold
The monsters eyes glow, and the demons gotta hold
Of my heart and my soul, and this is getting old

I tell that im yours, and you say that your mine
But everytime I look for you, im scared of what i find
I should stop while i'm ahead cause i think that ive lost my mind
And I think that I’ll be dead when you finally have the time

Is it such a crime that I love you, am I blind?
I put you on a pedestal, i think that you’re divine
I should move on but when I try you’re always back up on my mind
Wondering why you discard me, cause im a find

I should've stayed away but I was unaware
That I would be in pain, but do you even care
Everything to gain but nothing but despair
Thought that you would stay, but nothings ever fair
 
[hook]
I spend my days tryna find myself
But i'm walking in circles, stuck inside this hell
No direction where to go, better find some help
Not a person in sight, and im by myself
You use to fuck w/ me and now im on the shelf
I see you over there, and so im tryna yell
Always hoping to get back what I had felt
You said it wouldnt work and now im by myself

[verse]
I’m by myself
I’m by myself!
I don’t wanna alone, I’m crying help

Im longing for what we used to be
This back and forth is confusing is me

‘Cause when you text me I get a false sense of hope
You pull me back in like you’ve always had the rope
And it never gets us anywhere, so all I do is mope
And every fucking time I’ve gotta re-learn how to cope

[hook]
I spend my days tryna find myself
But i'm walking in circles, stuck inside this hell
No direction where to go, better find some help
Not a person in sight, and im by myself
You use to fuck w/ me and now im on the shelf
I see you over there, and so im tryna yell
Always hoping to get back what I had felt
You said it wouldnt work and now im by myself

[verse]
I never sleep, find me wide awake at 3
I’m always in my head - its anxiety
Depressive thoughts cause I like variety
I always feel the pain up inside of me

I fucking hate that I feel like this
Wish that I was holding you cause id give you a kiss
Tell you its okay - a never ending bliss
I want you and I need you - and thats my only wish

And of course for me thats too good to be true
It will never be, just me and you
And I can see, that you’re in pain too
So woe is me, dont know what to do

by myself (emo rap / trap)

There are a couple areas I plan on touching up but here is the rough demo of "Hot Girls".

Lyrics:
(Hook)
Hot girls 
They don't like guys like me
Hot girls
They not tryna vibe with me
I'll take a plain girl
She be ride or die with me
An insane girl
She gon' put a knife in me
Hot girls
Wish they had a guy like me
Hot girls
They always be tryin' me
I got no patience
When these bitches lie to me
Make me angry
They don't like that side of me
Hot girls

(Verse)
I'm the type of dude she can talk to
When her dude's 
being rude, 
I'ma come through
I'ma ask her to show me all her tattoos
Then we'll start locking lips in the bathroom

I like a girl with some hips and an ass too
The type of girl to show her tits in a snap ooh
And you know that she always got an attitude
When you pull your pants down she'll just laugh at you

Hot girls
Is she gon' let me fuck?
Hot girls
Yeah, she gon' give it up
Hot girls
I'm nervous and I can't get it up
Hot girls
But when I do, she gon' know what's up

(Hook)
Hot girls 
They don't like guys like me
Hot girls
They not tryna vibe with me
I'll take a plain girl
She be ride or die with me
An insane girl
She gon' put a knife in me

Hot girls
Wish they had a guy like me
Hot girls
They always be tryin' me
I got no patience
When these bitches lie to me
Make me angry
They don't like that side of me
Hot girls'

(verse)
I need a six, got no chance with a ten
Those kind of chicks only want me as a friend
They like the prick fuckboy type of men
So I'm a dick but it's only for pretend 
(only for pretend)

But it kinda got me in
Conversation, I'm goin' for the win
Classic scene, hair blowin' in the wind
As she's blowin' me again and again and again

I'ma put it in like a pin, like a pin
All night we will sin, we will sin
Till the light in the morning creeps in
Jk I won't stop even then

(hook v2)
Hot giiiirrrllls
Hot giiiirrrllls
Hot giiiirrrllls
Hot giiiirrrllls

(verse)
Girl, I'ma show you what's up
I'ma make you erupt
Till you say holy fuck
Ride until you get bucked

Pussy gettin' muckducked
Doin' what I instruct
Now I wanna get sucked
And you better keep em cupped

Shawty wanna be struck
Then I said wait what

Then she said do it pussy. You're a bitch, you're a punk
And she pointed to her face and called herself a slut
Might catch a case, but now I'll walk with a strut

(hook v3)
Hot giiiirrrllls
They be on some fucked up shit
Hot giiiirrrllls
Can't ever get enough of it
Hot giiiirrrllls
They be into crazy shit
Hot giiiirrrllls
S&M, whips, ropes, razerblades and shit

Hot girls.... x4

Hot Girls (rough version)

Act III - Spotify Version

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i hope someday good things come (demo)

A song about staying in a toxic relationship. 
Produced, mixed, and written by Manic Matt

i dont even know you anymore [spotify version]

Honestly just messing around with mixing. Screams sound horrible. Thanks for stopping.

But The Nuns Are Watching (cover)

Sexual Man Chocolate (cover)

A one night stand anthem.

Hook
I only want you for one night
I just want you for one night 
I'll say goodbye come sunlight
No strings attached, just for fun, right?
Music on to set the mood right
Your silhouette in the moonlight
I never seen nobody move like
How you move, I'm
Intoxicated. Will you stay with me tonight?

Verse
I admit it, I'm a fuckboy
I'm here to play games and leave that pussy destroyed
And I don't plan to call or text you, I'll just avoid
Girl, watch me play with your emotions like a fun toy
I know you looking at my story on IG
But I already put our story behind me
Deleted our entire tinder conversation
So you should stop pursuing any chance of a relation

Hook
I only want you for one night
I just want you for one night 
I'll say goodbye come sunlight
No strings attached, just for fun, right?
Music on to set the mood right
Your silhouette in the moonlight
I never seen nobody move like
How you move, I'm
Intoxicated. Will you stay with me tonight?

Verse
I'ma go for the "O"
I'll get low
You'll explode
Get this load
Hit the road
Disappear like a ghost
I don't know what you hoped
To have happen, but it wont
Go further, here's a toast
I'm saving you from the trouble
And the heartbreak
'Cause I'm a puzzle
That no one's solved yet
So I won't call you
Or hit you up
I won't fall for you
And it's because

Hook
I only want you for one night
I just want you for one night 
I'll say goodbye come sunlight
No strings attached, just for fun, right?
Music on to set the mood right
Your silhouette in the moonlight
I never seen nobody move like
How you move, I'm
Intoxicated. Will you stay with me tonight?

manic matt

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