SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1W7IRrKuxEMhAcQniY6yuq
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KefEPiwDbWk

lyrics:
when you go through our memories
are you proud with what you did to me
was there even more to see
feeling lost without what i need
life is really drowning me
killing me
are you good with what you did to me

trusted you when you told me you will stay
now you're gone and i am stuck inside this place
how could you leave and just forget me
you are stuck in my head but you threw me away
i hope that you bleed
are you proud with what you did to me

when you go through our memories
are you proud with what you did to me
was there even more to see
feeling lost without what i need

STUCK!

lyrics:

(always there for you
but you stabbed me in the back
crying at home
while you fucking with your friend
what is up with you
i don't fucking understand
i already know that you will repent)


kill myself by midnight
i'm no pussy
licking that hoes tits
they're all on me
bitch i go first
then you follow me
got two bullets ready for our brains

always there for you
but you stabbed me in the back
crying at home
while you fucking with your friend
what is up with you
i don't fucking understand
i already know that you will repent

what the fuck did you do to me
you little whore
two fucking bullets for us
blood on the floor
happy with you
but you bitch wanted more

i was not enough.
is it really fair how you've been treating me?

two bullets (prod. ermashov)

lyrics:
wake up to all my blood pouring down my wrist
since you fucking left
i've been fucking hating it to live
still can't get over you leaving me on my own
i dont wanna die on my own
i dont wanna lie i need you

go and fuck that little bitch but he won't be as good as me
it will fucking break apart
i can guarantee
helped you with your shitty times
while you pushed me into mine
yeah
pushed me into mine
you act like you're the victim
it's funny
'cause i know that everything is your fault
our time was way too short

wake up to all my blood pouring down my wrist
since you fucking left i've been fucking hating it to live
still can't get over you leaving me on my own
i dont wanna die on my own
i dont wanna lie i need you

you left me and made everything worse
pushed more trauma into me
it still fucking hurts

self harm (prod. ingram11)

lyrics:
yeah
calling my name like you know me
you say you better, then show me
yeah
fade away
from your face
i decide my fate
if i want to go
that's okay
i'm not fazed

take the blade into my bed
carve your name into my thigh
i don't feel like i'm alive
'cause you make me want to die
craving what should be mine
living a fucking lie
i want to die

yeah
calling my name like you know me
you say you better, then show me
yeah
fade away
from your face
i decide my fate
if i want to go
that's okay
i'm not fazed

all of my feelings just gone cause you left me
i was the best you will get
all of my feelings just flew out my head
take the knife into my hand
put an end to myself
nothing's the same

feel fucking guilty with what you just did to me bitch
you are not trustworthy you are just full of shit
but you blew it away
take the pills off my shelf
swallow them down til my body is only a shell
living is hell

yeah
calling my name like you know me
you say you better, then show me
yeah
fade away
from your face
i decide my fate
if i want to go
that's okay
i'm not fazed

fade away (prod. paradosso)

lyrics:
feeling like i used to
what was i supposed to do (do, yeah)
tried everything that i could
but it wasn't enough
once again someone left and broke my fucking trust

see you in my dreams
every time i sleep
it's like you wait
please come back
i be running back and it's alright
go and love me again promise i'll feel alright

(alright, alright)
(alright, alright)

what about the monthly letters
did what you said even really matter
what about the talks we had about fucking winter

where the fuck you now
how could you say these words out loud
then you ran away and got another rebound

i miss the way we looked at each other
if i look at how i feel i dont think i'll recover
it's not fair
pls come back
came into my life outta nowhere now you gone
you are everything that i really fucking want
it's not fair
pls come back

2801 (prod. 9anyal x yago)

lyrics:

(10 uhr frühs)
(mach die bottle direkt auf)
(yeah)
(10 uhr frühs)

10 uhr frühs
ich mach die bottle direkt auf
trink den nächsten schluck
bis ich all den pain wegsauf'
ich hör' dir nicht zu
mir egal was du sagst
wenn es sein muss
dann trink ich jeden tag
du hast das aus mir gemacht
trink mich direkt in den tod
es ist deine schuld
glaube nicht, dass es noch besser wird
trink noch ein glas
meine sicht verwirrt

(trink mich in den tod)
(yeah)
(10 uhr)
(in den tod)

du bist jede nacht in meinem traum
ich wach auf und auf einmal bist du gone
alles ist vorbei
du warst niemals mein
feelings off und blicke in das glas hinein

(es ist nicht fair, was du machst)
(glaube nicht an dich oder das, was du sagst)
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

alles was wir hatten wurd' gelöscht
du sagtest du wärst wack, jetz weiß ich du hattest recht
du saßt da und wärmst dich an dem feuer, was erlischt
du hast nur geschaut bis alles zwischen uns zerbricht
du bist schuld an mei'm zerfall
"trust no one" nach dem vorfall
10 uhr frühs, bitch, und ich bin schon wieder drunk
noch ein schluck mehr und ich hätt mich im spiegel nicht mehr erkannt

(10 uhr frühs)
(mach die bottle direkt auf)

10 uhr frühs (prod. deymx)

i miss us
take this as my last words or something
this is unfinished and obviously unmixed and on one part recorded shitty and way too distorted, idc tho

lyrics:
that's what i get for giving a fuck, yeah
be fucking happy and then just fall, yeah
that's what i get for giving a fuck
i will trust no one, yeah
i will trust no hoe
everything i gave was for fucking nothing
give me that ak and i will start blasting
everyday i'm fucking hurting
i'm so fucking hurting
please just tell me i'll be dead and won't wake up to live another day
you messed with the wrong one
wake up and go on a killing spree
i don't understand why you're scared of me
if i pull up to your house you better ready to get on your knees

now you care, but it's way too late
fuck the words you say, put the blade onto my veins
it is way too late
it is way too late
don't you act like you care
don't you say my fucking name
now you act like you care, but you do not
should have known it when y'all left me on my fucking own
you left me
it's your fucking fault


 [PROD. WHITECXFFIN]

YOU WERE EVERYTHING

PROD. DIKLORDEFENIL

lyrics:
i feel empty without you
i still act like you are there
why do i suffer on my own
why is no one here

i talk to myself at night
cry out both my fucking eyes
act like everything is fine
i'm so tired of these lies
i won't be alright
please just let me die
no one cares how much i scream
no one is listening

BPD BREAKDOWN

IG: https://instagram.com/fckmyegoh/
PROD: safetyneedle
MIX: luvluxia

lyrics:

/sped up intro/

(lie to me again and tell me that you fucking love me
eat that pussy out faggot it was fucking yummy
put that glock into your mouth and shoot your worthless little face bitch
every word coming out your mouth makes me fucking sick
dont think i wont find you cuz i swear that i will
back to back hoe
go to your place and break your fucking backbone)


lie to me again and tell me that you fucking love me
eat that pussy out faggot it was fucking yummy
put that glock into your mouth and shoot your worthless little face bitch
every word coming out your mouth makes me fucking sick
dont think i wont find you cuz i swear that i will

back to back hoe
go to your place and break your fucking backbone
why the fuck are you digging around in my past
i only care about the blade in my hands
failing my plans
blood in my bed
voice in my head

kill my fucking friends
faggot
i dont fucking care about them
this the fucking end
faggot
it's my fucking head talking
i hate everyone

HATE EVERYONE!

IG: instagram.com/fckmyegoh
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4dqqzz0QVXqKvqZvP3Wa92?si=BDEAHh1gQPmzyN1q9f8ewg&utm_source=copy-link
MIX: @lovemekillme
PROD: 1ohmygon x prodbycian

Lyrics:
I don't want to be alone, I just want to die
I don't want to go now, please stay by my side
I don't want to be alone, I just want to die
Point out all the things that you don't fucking like
Hurt me once again, I don't even want to fight
I want you to know, that I really fucking try

Try to be better
Everything I try
Doesn't even matter
E-E-E- Everything you say
Doesn't even add up
Sad that I'm alive
Nothing is forever, yeah

Can't even think, I got nothing in my head
It's okay to say, that I'm better off dead
Where are all my friends, I've been waiting for my end
I think that I'm better off dead

Slowly getting used to it
I want you to please come back
I feel the pain in my chest
Every time I just get hurt

I don't want to be alone, I just want to die
I don't want to go now, please stay by my side
I don't want to be alone, I just want to die
Point out all the things that you don't fucking like
Hurt me once again, I don't even want to fight
I want you to know, that I really fucking try

Try to be better
Everything I try
Doesn't even matter
E-E-E- Everything you say-

(I don't want to be alone, I just want to die
Point out all the things that you don't fucking like
I don't want to be alone, I just want to die
I don't want to go now, please stay by my side)

i am horrible

BDAY DROP!!!
IG: https://instagram.com/fckmyegoh
MIX: @lovemekillme
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/1xiGtXuPfoPuwLXJF9hhBv?si=RC2p29LiSRqFt2n4rm79XQ&utm_source=copy-link


LYRICS:
(Every day the fucking same
I can't handle all this pain
Every day so fucking hard, I can't carry on)

(You left me in pain)
(You)

Every day the fucking same
I can't handle all this pain
Every day so fucking hard, I can't carry on
Don't you say my FUCKING NAME
You hurt me so hard, I will never be the same
You left me in pain

(You left me in pain, I don't know what to do)
(You left me in pain)

Nothing feels good anymore
Take all the fucking pills, my lifeless body drops onto the floor, yeah

EVERY DAY THE FUCKING SAME
I CAN'T HANDLE ALL THIS PAIN
EVERY DAY SO FUCKING HARD, I CAN'T CARRY ON
Don't you say my FUCKING NAME
YOU HURT ME SO HARD, I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
YOU LEFT ME IN PAIN

i lose everything i love

lyrics:

please don't let me die-
please don't let me die-

please don't take your fucking life with my hands-
knife in my hand-
life with my hands-
there's a fucking knife in my hand
knife in my hand-
life with my hands-
put a fucking knife in my hand
why you wanna die by hands
die- 
die-
by my hands
there's a knife in my hand
knife-
knife in my hand

dead upon the ground
eaten by worms
is your corpse
you look so beautiful
miss your laughs, 'cuz everything went still

you went out with a bang
went out with a bang
went out with a bang
bang-
bang-
with a fucking-
bang-
bang-
bang-
with a fucking bang you went out
and then you hit the ground

diebymyhands!!! >w<

lyrics:

please don't hurt me once aga-a-a-a-in
please don't hurt me once again
i don't want to die (die, die, die)
please just spare me

make me dance around my grave, 
i will trust you
i will trust you (i-i-i-)
make me grab your waist,
make me touch you
make me touch you
make me love you
when we dance around my grave,
i will love you
when we lay inside my grave,
make me touch you

you used the chance
then you stabbed my chest
once again

please don't hurt me once again
not again
i don't wanna die
please just spare me,
i thought you were on my side
please don't let me die,
not again
is the pain for every time i've sinned?
is this the end?

make me bleed out in my grave,
i just loved you
i just loved you
make me bleed out in my grave,
i just loved you

grave-</3

mix: https://soundcloud.com/lovemekillme

lyrics:
ja, uh
alle kleinen traitor turnen ihr back on me
keiner von denen weiß, dass ich alles seh
gebe keinen fuck, nenn mich absofort god
ja, ich bin fuckin‘ on top
keiner kann mich ficken, ja, wann lernt ihr‘s
ihr seid alles schlechte bitches und ihr seid am betteln um ein fuckin’ feature
kein feature für dich - du bist wack
uh, uh, deine mom sitzt auf meinem back
bitch, du bist wie ballast, unnötiges gepäck
slit ruhig deine wrist, ja, ja dann bist du weg
keiner will dich, jeder braucht mich
fuck, du bist so traurig

(brauche keinen featuregast, denn ich rock es allein)
(ja, du bist du traurig)

brauche keinen featuregast, denn ich rock es allein
unterschied von mir zu dir ist: du willst es nicht sein
funny ist - erst mit meinem feature kriegst du einen like
wie siehst du‘s nicht, mein part, ja, der carried deinen scheiß,
sorry, aber deine freunde hören deine tracks nicht
denn die haben lieber direkt meine in der playlist
ich bin dein god
rotz in 3 minuten einen song hin, direkt besser als was du machst
frag ruhig nach’m feature, wo ich eh nich fuckin zusag‘
ja, ich bin dein god
oh mein gott
digga, wer bist du
ich bin god

dein god [+ayodesire]

mix by luvluxia
lyrics:

i hope that u know that i‘m over u
u didn‘t just go, but u broke me 2
now i‘m happy, but also way 2 anxious
i can see that i got way 2 selfless
ion wanna be like that, but you left some scars
not just on my soul, but also on my arm
i feel kinda good, wonder how you are
i don‘t miss you, isn‘t it bizarre?


there was a time where i hoped you‘d die
but now i just want to erase the time
smoked a lotta cigs to cope with the pain
i‘m so glad, that i can feel good again
i still hate you, hope you understand
but i get that nothing we did went as planned
i forgive you, but mostly just myself
but maybe we will see us in hell

but // closure (p. evelost + diumi + dramaturg)

lyrics:

whole fuckin world hates me
fuck them all
y they can‘t see
that i jus want more
keep 2 bleed
passed out on the fuckin floor
spirit goes free
like u watch sum gore
kill my mood
n break my bones
ion feel good when i’m on my own
the fuck should i do
imma overdose
2 many pills
got a bleedin nose
ion really care if i die young
you want fuckin beef come n get sum
noscope to your throat
check my skill yuh
i‘m a killer
when i shoot
you gon dance like it‘s thriller
life is hell
so gimme more
slit my wrist
when i feel bored
make it go quick
like oh my god
whole fuckin world hates me
fuck them all
y they can‘t see
that i jus want more
keep 2 bleed
passed out on the fuckin floor
spirit goes free
like u watch sum gore
ion wanna go
but i have 2
2 many hoes
stab a knife in my back tho
ik i‘m poor but one day imma make a check yo
soon you‘ll love me more when you see the stash on my bank account
whole fuckin world hates me
fuck them all
y they can‘t they see
that i jus want more
whole fuckin world hates me
fuck them all
keep 2 bleed
passed out on the fuckin floor

egoh

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