how i rly feel (bmud)

@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

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trust ft. mental (meta)

@kggn
@angelicxmei

notes// 
kuru sent this back after 15 mins

kuru - who2b prod mei *exclusive*

@f3arme

i can feel my heart beat close to urs
can u tell me if its real or not
and i promise u theres no one else
ur the only one i got
when its over i still need ur touch
when its colder i still need ur warmth
pull me closer hold me in ur arms
when im with u i cant feel my scars

ur what i wanted
i cannot explain
the things u said
they get in my brain
i sit here waiting
for something to change
i dont know why
i feel like this every day
but im still getting paid
and thats the reason they hate
always riding my wave
they want a piece of the cake
dont wanna work cause ur lame
u want a feature then pay
just stay out of my lane
they always get in my way

closer (feardorian)

so sick of you.. 
(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)

featuring @whereisnomu <3
produced by me
art by https://www.instagram.com/union_farmta <3
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lyrics
act like you're nothing without me
it's too late for sorrys
don't talk when you call me
it seems like you didn't want me
don't be surprised when it all falls down now
don't got no time 
do me wrong? ima call out
i got no time to stall now

i know what you want
it ain't tryna talk
you got me unlocked
out here looking for a problem
tell me why we fought
couldn't fix it up 
girl it's gone
i been waiting out here too long
there's just no way that i can solve em

i'm not something you should look for
got you wasting all your time
you tell me that you hate me
must not know that there's a line
i see the way you moving 
looks like you don't even try
part of you stuck in mind
just don't ask where i reside

i'm not playing right
push me to side now
if i'm not ur type
i'll tell u that it's fine
i just say that outta spite
you just tryna hoe me
don't act like u know me
you want it to all fall down

i know i know 
i shouldn't talk about this right now
but on the low
i know you'll prolly eat my heart out
i'm in the snow
my hands are numb 
and i can't feel
it's pathetic but it's real
don't think i'm ever getting past that

@whereisnomu
t’s been a minute since u talked 2 me at all
i can see right thru your eyes u wanna take me down & fall
cuz i know you got a problem but that’s something you should solve 
so don’t come here with that bullshit til you get that shit on lock
i tried to tell u once
i tried to tell u twice 
and after that your probably dead i’ll leave you right behind
you’ll see me from the the front
i’ll stab you from behind
do me a favor and just get out of my fucking sight

i'm not something you should look for
got you wasting all your time
you tell me that you hate me
must not know that there's a line
i see the way you moving 
looks like you don't even try
part of you stuck in mind
just don't ask where i reside

out now on spotify <3

reside w/ nomu #dynasty

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつも、いつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれて、ありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

prod inci0
feat @tarozan

inci0:
got a toothache i think ill be about a couple days
plant based ive been way too worried bout my weight
im a heavy hitter busy huffing plastics puffing paint
ten toes down i feel concrete on my face
running suicides doors feeling suicidal
i just need a ride im not too sure where im tryna go
pins and needles in my back i need plastic right now
shoes made of leather with a polyester coat

(shoes made of leather with a polyester coat)
(shoes made of leather with a polyester coat)
(shoes made of leather with a polyester coat)
(shoes made of leather with a polyester coat)

tarozan:
俺らはteam yea
Kila and Shine . 
彼女はnice 
けど1人でfine
虫歯だらけ
im like baikinman
i dont got enough
time to make my mind

かわいい顔して
君はshine#
頭の中には
何もない
playin with my ds
all all night
噛みすぎて
歯が痛い
痛い

痛い x100000

inci0:
got a toothache i think ill be about a couple days
plant based ive been way too worried bout my weight
im a heavy hitter busy huffing plastics puffing paint
ten toes down i feel concrete on my face

(甘い愛には 罠があるのよ)
(Wonder girl グッドモーニング)
(今日も声かける)
(笑いかけて 誘い出して)
(キミの心は シュガーレスガール)

toothache w/ tarozan

blxty kairo ♪♫♪ forgot ·˚ ༘ (rexiroh)

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

2024 is turning into the year of self-sabotage...
(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)

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(  •‿• )つ  —̳͟͞͞ 🌷         —̳̳͟͟͞͞͞͞🌷 +
(つ　 <                —̳̳͟͟͞͞͞͞🌷
｜　 _つ      +  —̳̳͟͟͞͞͞͞🌷       —̳͟͞͞🌷˚
`し´
🌷🌸🌷🌷🌷🌸🌷🌷

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

im scared of people
i just don't know what to say now
i hate my face
i hate the mirrors in my room..
my family doesn't think this shit is gonna work now
and at the moment i don't think i'll make it too :/

finally found somebody
im so scared i'll mess it up now
i know it's embarrassing 
i know you know it too
hope you know i care
that's probably why i'm over top now
i'm not tryna lose someone i barely got to know

i love all my fans 
i know my people got my back now
i get so embarrassed 
when you see me out the loop
if i held it in
i know i'd prolly fucking fall out
if i told somebody just know 
that it would be you </3

i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

all plats <3

losing focus... #dynasty

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toothache w/ tarozan

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