fentanyl blues prod. jaies

its been years since i put something up on this page. 
who was once damaged became the one damaging 
whats the point of living life if im killing souls? 
i have lost everything i believed to be , for what?.. 
Appreciate & give nothing less than what someone else is giving you, it might be all they have left.. 
accountability is the start of a new chapter, everything before this chapter is meaningless, it shaped me to become the monster i always was.. 
i need to shout my fucking please 

-southappbaby

you hate me (because of me)

To the one girl out there that i have hella heart eyes for

Her Prod. BreezyBeats

I Just Dropped My Loud Prod. VeixxBeats

Prod. DatBoiDJ
These are situations I have delt with in the last 3 years, I plan leaving all this in the past and moving my music forward. I am human and I have feelings. The way I express my feelings is through music. Whatever is going on in my life, I make it into a song. This is Young&Reckless. Enjoy.

-MannyPnz

I Hate You

Prod. RelevantBeats
These are situations I have delt with in the last 3 years, I plan leaving all this in the past and moving my music forward. I am human and I have feelings. The way I express my feelings is through music. Whatever is going on in my life, I make it into a song. This is Young&Reckless. Enjoy.

-MannyPnz

Save Me

Produced by Jaies          love
Produced by Jaies           is
Produced by Jaies            dead

(Lyrics)
You are something words cant describe
You make me feel good Inside
On the phone up at midnight
Tell me what you feel inside
 
You tell me Im amazing
I say the same bout you
Ill give you all I got
and say "I love you"
Everything you offer
Is everything I need
Baby you perfect
Dont let nobody tell you different
And when you have a bad day
Ill let you know that you trippin
Baby you blessed, dont let nobody tell you different
Everything you say
Its nothing but the truth
I hope one day you'll love me
and say "its just the truth"
 

I hope you learn a lot cause now you seventeen
I know it dont mean much but Im here to yell and scream
Happy birthday love! Like its your birthday, love!
Its march right! Nah baby its your birthday month!
Let me show you love and affection
Fall for me in a midst of a second
Deep in the love just like it was destined
Fall for your eyes, just like it was mentioned
When we first met
It felt like destiny
Me by your side
I hope that its ment to be
When I am in pain
you are my remedy
I swear yes I guarantee
Ill love you so endlessly
Ill give you my heart
Please do not lose it..
Hold me tight, just like it was ment to be....

Seventeen (Produced by Jaies)

Thinking Im alive but I realize Im dying
You dont see the pain in the tears that Im crying
Giving all I got, dont you see that im trying
Got broken wings but you see me still flying
Im stressin' and stressin' tryna to heal all the pain
Taking all these drugs but I still feel the same
Tryna forget you but I still feel the same
Im tryna forget but you drive me insane

I opened up my mind and you pushed me away
I tell you "I love you" and you say okay..
I gave you my heart and you put it away
Now im crying and crying bout you everyday
I smile even though, my heart is breaking
I smile through the pain, dont be mistaken
I suffer and suffer but I be praying for a better day.. Oh god a better day..
Its hard to live with yourself when your dying inside
Wake up or die, let God decide
When I called God, The devil replied
He told me he loved me but I knew his lies...

I suffer and suffer, Im killing my angels 
Im breaking your heart while breaking these tables 
I drink till I drop, No saving my angels, Replace em with demons 
I hate that you're leaving, A smiles what im feigning 
Just tell me the meaning, Im crying then sleeping 
Im sitting at church just hearing them preaching
Im leaning to find out the reason on why Gods watching me bleed..

I tell you " I love you " You tell me you love me
The meaning is funny, You calling me honey
but you acting so funny? Quit playing my feelings
I feel like a dummy
I hate you so fuck me, and all my feelings mean nothing 
So i am not keeping these letter, so lovey, you calling me hubby
Just find me so bloody from drinking my henny, you made me so empty
useless like a penny.
You tell me you care, you tell me you're there
You tell me youll love me when im in despair
But where are you now!? where did you go?!
Im writing this song like "WHERE DID YOU GO!?"
Where did you go?! You packed up your shit and left me alone!
I hate you so much, Just pick up the phone!
Or just listen to me , dont say that im wrong
Dont say that im lying while writing this song
You made me so heartless, I guess that im strong
My heart is so jammed, from all of your actions
from all of your words.
Making this music for you is a curse...

-MannyPnz

Emotionless (Produced By Jaies)

prod AIRAVATA

lyrics
i dont wanna say ive given up but ive just seen
everybody make me promises and make me promises
and promises and never really fufill like
i was always looking for a care taker
looking for someone that would protect me
take initiative for me
and just be the greatest person they could for me
and that may be selfish.. i dont know 

little by little try fixing my heart 4x
little by little im gone 4x
 
shawty know she always welcomed back
running from love like a running back
baby come home "Im coming back"
all in my dreams , you made a crack
into my heart i cannot relax
burning your letters while smoking blacks
dont trust no hoe cause love is a trap 2x

i still miss you 2x
 
aye, why am i alive
why do i walk, hoping ill die
hoping ill fall and hoping I cry
hoping youll catch me when everything dies
cause you are my light, and i cant deny it
i cant defy it, but here is my heart
im hoping youll buy it
and please do not lie it
please be so gentle my heart cant supply it
i know my worth... and it is not much
why do I miss, when you were my crush
life was so great
and why do I hate it when i cannot face it
that you walked away
away from my heart
fuck it im back at the start
you broke my heart, im guessing youre smart
when people ask, I tell em im scarred
look at my heart, it is in shards
 
little by little try fixing my heart 4x
little by little im gone 4x
 

shawty know she always welcomed back
running from love like a running back
baby come home "im coming back"
all in my dreams , you made a crack
into my heart i cannot relax
burning your letters while smoking blacks
dont trust no hoe cause love is a trap 2x

i still miss you 2x 

so this for my future self
wherever he might be right now
if he found his soul
then im happy for him
but if he didnt
heres the reason why
heres the reason why that shit...
that shit dont mean nothing to me no more

- mannypnz

i killed my old self but the new one isnt much better

(Prod. Xtravulous)
(Prod. Xtravulous)
(Prod. Xtravulous)

yeah im really gonna fucking die
you dont really care how I feel inside
 
when i come around, you never call my phone
and when i come around you never say hello
broken down and from a broken home
my escape was you and me all alone
but now youre gone and im saying “fuck love”
you hurt me bad so thats enough
ask me what im doin, nothin much
smoking blunts bitch , im so tough
 
you posted up like, whats the move?
you said youd change like "ill improve"
but you different and you changed
and you said im going insane
but im waiting to explain
all my feelings but they lame
and my prayers to efrain
that he'lll love and go refrain
from the hate that might remain
from the marriage he disclaimed
and that broke the perfect home
now shes from a broken home
and her heart is made of stone
but her mind is made of glass
im so sorry we aint last
im so sorry we aint make it
but im so glad you didnt fake it
and i just couldnt fucking take it
when you claimed feelings lingered
huh... man i shouldve figuired
 
ft billie eilish
 
ive been hurt time and time so its hard for me to trust
and its hard for me to trust when my heart is filled with lust
and you left me in the dust, thinking why im not enough
and you act so fucking tough, saying "man my life is rough"
and you judge me cause i puff, but you drinking till you numb
when you numb you act so dumb, saying that youre fucking done
but you got you looking dumb, all my posts say im numb
cant you fucking get it man... when i say fucking im done..

you dont love me anymore

(Prod. Xtravulous)
(Prod. Xtravulous)
(Prod. Xtravulous)
(mixed by @jaies)

lyrics
dear stargirl,

forever in my mind, only you
the pieces in my mind, go away with you
forever in my mind, only you
the pieces in my mind, run away with you
forever in my mind...
 
man i fucking hate it when youre in my fucking temple
got me crying bout, when life was so simple
got me so shook when you, said you were single
understood your pain when you were in the middle
pretty sure i dreamed, about you, when i was little
let someone, fuck with you and, bitch ill pull a pistol
the pieces in my heart spell out a fucking riddle
the pandas in my bio, cant you see the fucking signal
 
and youre forever on my mind , i can never let you go
i be seeing you online but you never say hello
i be thinking i might die when youre close to letting go
When im close to letting go, i just gotta let you know
that youre forever on my mind.. huh ...
 
you told me you loved me and never looked back
look at us now, who's in the back
im sorry im sorry, my music is wack
lesley come home, just give me a chance
give me a minute to smoke and relax 2x
 
mind, only you
the pieces in my mind, go away with you
forever in my mind, only you
the pieces in my mind, run away with you
forever in my mind...

i know you see my name, whenever you online
saying "Ima change" but you say that all the time
but you never really change
all you do is fucking hurt!
and i know you feel the guilt when you see how bad im hurt
but i will never fucking hate you, cause im the one who fucking made you
when people ask i say this to persuade you
no one can compare, to your perfect self
i still fucking love you, and it hurts my health
so im leaving you this message, in hopes that youll write back
in hopes that youll come back and take the knife out my back
take away the drugs and keep me on track
and i hope you feel the pain that i leave on this track

sincerly,
your starboy

i cant get you off my mind

Mixed by @Jaiess
MISS YOU VRO RIP JUICEWRLD
If you flexin' on my name get a lesson (x2)
Bring the party this way
Chop a chop a brick, I been trappin' like a sensei
We can do it
 
You will never catch me flexin'
Demo checkin'
With my weapon
Step in my direction
You'll get wrecked in
Fuck her for a couple seconds
Then I pass
Run up got my Smith & Wesson
You won't last
And I'm flexin'
 
If you flexin' on my name get a lesson
said she love me till' she found out im finnesin'
Well im sorry baby
I'm goin' money crazy
So this money comin' first you come in second
Never second, always first like impressions
That's impressive
I'ma fuck that bitch for pleasure
That's forever
Diamonds froze change the weather
For the better
I'm Mayweather with the fists
Winner with the wrists
Fourth quarter shawty
I'ma ball like a bitch
Molly in the mix
You can bring the party this way
Chop a chop a brick, I been trappin' like a sensei
We can do it that way
We can do it this way
We gon' do it my way
We won't do it his way
Baby I will check him
I will demo wreck him
Never catch me flexin'
But I bet I flex
And you'll never catch me flexin'
 
With my weapon
Step in my direction
You'll get wrecked in
Fuck her for a couple seconds
Run up got my Smith & Wesson
 
You will never catch me flexin'
Demo checkin'
With my weapon
Step in my direction
You'll get wrecked in
Fuck her for a couple seconds
Then I pass
Run up got my Smith & Wesson
You won't last
And I'm flexin'
 
flexin' all my hunnid bills
on my story takin' pills
manny whatchu doing cant you see that, you do have skill
fuck all my haters man, they dont really got a plan
but you aiming high like a blunt that im smoking, man
took a trip to paris, met up with keithpvris
roll a fatty take a pic and we not caring
shorty hit my line, i press decline, her name was karen
boy why you starin' , no im not flexin' demo checkin'
got my weapon, get the fuck out my direction
im a legend, hug her for a couple seconds
then i pass
Run up got my Smith & Wesson
You won't last
And I'm flexin'
 
You will never catch me flexin'
Demo checkin'
With my weapon
Step in my direction
You'll get wrecked in
Fuck her for a couple seconds
Then I pass
Run up got my Smith & Wesson
You won't last
And I'm flexin'

Juice Wrld x SouthAppBaby - Demo Wreckin! (RIP JUICE)

Prod. by VossMusic
Prod. by VossMusic
Prod. by VossMusic

lyrics

perfect, girl youre perfect
worthless, girl im worthless
worth it, girl im worth it
worthless, girl im worthless

verse (00:36-
baby just give me a chance to talk
know you've been stressing bout all of my thoughts
but let me tell you, how ive been feeling
the pain and the pressure make me a new being
responsible for all my actions
negative energy all in my captions 
hate to admit it but it happens
chemicals help with new habits
if love is a drug, why do we chase it?
why do we fiend but claim that we hate it
im sorry i hurt you but let me explain
being alone just makes me insane
being alone, why is it like this?
why do i cry, just give me a light kiss
forget our past cause baby you worth it
you comfort my heart on the day that im hurting 

perfect, girl youre perfect
worthless, girl im worthless
worth it, girl im worth it
worthless, girl im worthless

i wanna be the one to show you love
i wanna be the one to fall in love
gimme your heart i promise you 
falling in love with a goddess who 
dont give a fuck who's shes talking to 
sad and depressed but she jumped out the blue
she my rider till death and she loving me too 
and i cannot explain all my feelings to you 

perfect, girl youre perfect
worthless, girl im worthless
worth it, girl im worth it
worthless, girl im worthless

shorty said, she dont want me to smoke
but when i get high i be crackin my jokes
and i know that you em 
baby why you cap
roll up a blunt and come sit on my lap 
lets talk about life, your struggles and such
take all yo time cus you dont gotta rush
and sometimes i feel, i be caring too much
but then i feel fine when i feel on your touch

Worthless

Dear, Stargirl

Dear, Stargirl (An Introduction)

Enana

i miss you, but i know you left for a reason

Roses (Interlude)

Myself (feat. @d134u)

Prod. Yusei
Prod. Yusei
Prod. Yusei

my hearts been really heavy lately, this may not be a hit song or a banger but, for me its my emotions. more music coming soon. i love you all
- m.j

burnt bridges feat. Karlos & Ryroc

prod. masked man
prod. masked man
prod. masked man

heres my proper goodbye,
yes this may be a "love" song but that doesnt mean these emotions stay relevant. life goes on. 

you called me cute now i dont know how to act
and i get butterflies whenever you start texting me back
and im a little attached, its the way that i am
its the way your eyes light up when i sit back and you laugh
lets sit back and relax, maybe talk for a bit
maybe talk about your ex and how that he was a bitch
i will listen to your vents and never argue with you
i was looking for some pretzels then i ran into you
thank you for my birthday gift, i think im falling for you
sorry for them fucking words, its what my mind like to do
overthink my situation that building with you
even though my hearts still broken im still falling for you...
 
you know i got my demons
and you help me fight them
every day i start to think and then i sit and write them
and i sit and think , am i enough?
or am i a guy who just thinks that hes tough?
*break* are you ready for love?
are you ready for someone who needs all that love?
and we dont gotta rush, yes you my crush
fuck all the drugs cus i only need us
and i only need us
and i only need us
 
you called me cute now i dont know how to act
and i get butterflies whenever you start texting me back
and im a little attached, its the way that i am
its the way your eyes light up when i sit back and you laugh
lets sit back and relax, maybe talk for a bit
maybe talk about your ex and how that he was a bitch
i will listen to your vents and never argue with you
i was looking for some pretzels then i ran into you

Falling 4 U

Prod. by Monty Datta
Prod. by Monty Datta
Prod. by Monty Datta
mixed by @jaies !!! 


lyricsgirl howd i love you i cant love myself
each day i wake up wishing im someone else

why the fuck i always end up in the same position
never happy never said i need a new prescription
how the fuck you find a purpose or a whole new mission
how the fuck you wanna kill me when its death im wishing
put a barrel to my head, i will not hold it back
pull the trigger, how you figure? got no strings attached
boom boom let the demons out
boom boom let the demons out
let the demons out
---------
God knows im sinner but im blessed
tryna keep my faith strong but im stressed
im a mess, im a failure to my family -
and i gotta keep it real with myself..
you touched a couple racks, now you broke
what you doing to yourself?!
------
you came a long way, but you came the wrong way
now you crying all day, bout some bitch you never fucked
you praying for a girl or somebody just to love
you need somebody there just to hold you when you're stuck
lifes going good, then you hit another bump
you lose all of your friends then you spark another blunt
-------
and im sorry that im blunt, i dont wanna speak my mind
i dont wanna open up for a love thats fucking blind
and its all in my head, fuck it im dead
high off my mind then im better off dead
guess its the drugs that fuck up in my head
and its all in my head, fuck it im dead
high off my mind then im better off dead
guess its the drugs that fuck up in my head
and i keep on repeating the scene in my head
 
 
girl howd i love you i cant love myself
each day i wake up wishing im someone else
-mannypnz

i cant love myself

PROD. Beats By Con
PROD. Beats By Con
PROD. Beats By Con
mixed by @jaies
you dont miss me anymore baby i can tell
i was just another kid looking for some help
i remember all the shit that we talked about
how your family wasnt shit and left you in doubt
but you wil never find somebody who loved you like me
i can promise you this song is filled with honesty
how you leave me when i offered you the world
when i called my lil girl, life was perfect, you my pearl no..
lord please save this girl for me
i believe you was made for me..
because of you, i had faith in myself
i had faith that one day we would live by ourselves...
now you're gone, with somebody else
i was easy to replace with somebody else
now you're gone, no longer in my reach
it feels like yesterday, we were playing on the beach
 
now that you're gone, who i do i call
who do i call when my feelings are gone
all of my feelings are left in this song
i sit and i wonder how you did me wrong
how do i sit and accept that?
depression, i seem to forget that
it haunts me, and still till this day i feel that same ole way
but i choose to respect that
look, you were like my whole life
dependent, i know but just listen and give me a minute-
im sorry, i feel like im hitting my limits and i dont know how to get out of it
i feel like the devils been plottin it
my homies just sittin' and watching it
diggin my grave cus i gotta get outta it
gun to my temple for fuckers who doubted it
why did you leave me with nothing?
missing your hugs and your loving
feel like my heart is erupting..
and now that youre with him, i feel like just dissing his name
oh we not the same? im sorry im going insane
know that you hate me but i gotta say
all of my feelings, im feeling betrayed
loving and fucking you was a mistake
inside your arms...was my escape
know you've moved on... our story erased
im crying because i feel like a disgrace
and you left me with no hesitation
pull up some random bullshit explination
how do you love him that shit is frustrating..

- mannypnz

u dont love me anymore :(

(Prod. Riddiman) 
(Prod. Riddiman) 
(Prod. Riddiman)
MIXED BY JAIES

why am i holding a gun?

(Prod. Riddiman) (Prod. Riddiman) (Prod. Riddiman) 

i just need an answer 

-mannypnz

Answer (Feat. Lucas Perfetti)

prod. BMTJ
prod. BMTJ
prod. BMTJ
mixed/mastered by jaies

fuck you
-mannypnz

home of ecstasy

my name is manny
roses and a crown
thats a lie i tell myself

will you remember me the same way youre in my head
so scared
one day 
one day you will remember me 

-mannypnz

ig @mannypnz

remember me (feat. jaies)

prod. Lee
prod. Lee
prod. Lee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=925ZMpr4erw&feature=youtu.be

i finally found myself guys.. <3 all thanks to you guys. This song is super special to me. i dug myself out of the toxic hole i was in, and im still alive to tell the tale. heres to another great year where i win and prosper.

-mannypnz

Myself 2 (feat. Lucas Perfetti)(VIDEO IN DESC)

prod. khail
prod. khail
prod. khail
mixed by jaies
this ones for you homie, miss you dearly </3

-mannypnz

falling again

u dont want me (feat. nearlyaudible)

612, city full of scammers and some bummy ass jerks

my block

no justice, no peace
cant you see we had enough?

a message to the man in office

pretty lady (feat. jaies) OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

butterflies you give me everytime i look at chu 💜

-mannypnz

pop love 💜

i just want to change me
𝕿𝖔 𝕸𝖞𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖄𝖔𝖚
-southappbaby

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