📀 a time capsule of how I felt

lyrics:

you were
the first and the last love I ever had
when I see you with her 
it makes me feel so sad

I drink until I can’t see
your expression when you look at her
you make my fucking guts bleed with envy
I heave em out in wretching turns

why do I still feel this way?
I’d stopped thinking about you everyday
what changed

you were
the first and the last love I ever had
when I see you with her 
it makes me feel so sad
though I’ve moved on to different tears and touches, whispers of what love is
the sick fucking fact of the matter remains
you were my everything

stop try, don’t cry
it’s been two dozen months and I don’t deserve to care
you’re a new guy
but when I fall asleep I see what might’ve been

it’s not you, is it even you?
I’m too alone to tell
but I still feel flickers of what I felt
what changed

you were
the first and the last love I ever had
when I see you with her 
it makes me feel so sad
though I’ve moved on to different tears and touches, whispers of what love is
the sick fucking fact of the matter remains
you were my everything

u were

This is not a true upload of my content I’m just linking it for a class project xoxo

Manuela