Lyrics:

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far
More than a thousand words I said
and none of them made sense
Now it'll never be the same
Unlovable but...
Take words out my mouth
Give me poison, take me out
You know I'm still watching you but from afar
You know how it goes
While i'm on my own
My mind wanders to the worst place there is
I held onto hope
Promises unfold
And no matter what i do
I always run back to you
Sick and tired of you figuring me out

I'm sick and tired of you figuring me out (x4)

I broke your glass
This time I knew
You wanted something else
Forget the past
You fucked up too
And i won't tell a soul

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all!
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far

for the rest of your life

figure me out

i wanna fucking kill my wife!!!
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STABBING MY WIFE TO DEATH

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Can’t say I didn’t try, I gave my all for you
My feelings felt like a crime, don’t play so innocent
Do they know all the times, the times I thought were the truth
Im always blinded with lies and backed with limerence

But it all makes sense now
The clarity has saved me while I still figure me out
Pressure keeps building up, it’s so degrading
Why do I still hold on you’re not worth saving

Can’t say I didn’t try I gave my all for you
My feelings felt like a crime, don’t play so innocent
Do they know all the times, the times I thought were the truth
I’m always blinded with lies and backed with limer-

Just stop
For a minute now
Let’s get lost
Oh I’m a sinner now
Can we talk
And can you tell me how
We ever got this way, 

you say I’m Ignorant, and claim
That I’m negligent
Well okay
That’s fine with me if you really wanna play this game

Do you remember the time u got a gift for me
Unexpectedly
Can’t recall, can’t you see
You would always tell me ab the little things
But you never heard me when I tried to speak

And you know I can’t look back
Many issues yeah there’s no reason to backtrack
Getting so sidetracked 
Always got amenities 
Stung just like a thumbtack
Left me with suicidal tendencies 

Can’t say I didn’t try I gave my all for you
My feelings felt like a crime, don’t play so innocent
Do they know all the times, the times I thought were the truth
I’m always blinded with lies and backed with limerence (x2)

Live life with no regrets it’s one big lesson
No reason to hurt others with your aggression 
Come to terms with the past now why u stressin
2 many things to let out that I’m repressing
Less anxiety now that’s a relief
I remember when you took my heart like a thief
Eyes cold u were shallow like a reef
I’m pushing past gotta deal with all my grief

gave my all

AGGRESS1ON

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SUICIDE NOTE (prod. LUCAS LUCK)

produced, written, and performed by me

I see you walking around, you're not safe
I feel your heartbeat pulsing
I'm watching even when you're half awake
Watching when you're asleep

Don't be cold, I'll do something to you
Breaking mold, watch you rebirth into new
My love could possibly kill you
My cold boy, always and forever

You're cold and I'm warm and
You're warm and I'm cold and
Your life is spent
Without consent
Flowers bloom, your hearts wilted
I feel loved, why are you aching?
I feel loved, why are you dying?

Where the fuck are you?
You didn't tell me
You're out till noon
Get back here soon
Get back here soon
You're cold, I feel it
Please don't steal it
My love and praise
I won't resist to steal from you
It's your fault cause you already knew
That I'd die if you resist me
(That I'd die if you resist me)

It feels so cold inside
Longing for your arms
Locked inside, a circus cage
Torn apart, mockery (x2)

Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?
Please answer, I am waiting
You're cold and I'm warm and
You're warm and I'm cold and
You're cold and I'm warm and
I'm cold, I'm cold, I'm cold
You're past my own limits
You're past and I won't allow it
You're cold and I'm warm and
You're warm and I'm cold and
You're cold and I'm warm and
You're cold and you're cold and
(You're cold and you're cold)

My Cold Boy

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