The footsteps over madison
The names im left to guess inside the woods like we’re there yet I know now
Ghosts in the cottage that cling to your body
When everythings changing and im busy watching

The footsteps in the Midwest 
I heard he overdosed over killed himself but they don’t know yet
Its so strange 
Im just waiting to wake up
In the back of the old bus
And I hate it so much
But I miss it so much

Don’t sleep im waiting
Don’t keep it here
It’s all been changing 
Its all so real

Amazing what your thoughts say
I smoke so much inside my room til I cant feel my hands shake
Im too soft
I know that we said that
But im in the same place
So we could forget that

Memories of the last time that you went home cause you cant stay
Im just fucked up and its bad luck that you picked up in the first place
Shapes im contorting, a voice in the basement
It says im important but I couldn’t take it

Put it in a place where it stays I don’t want to feel the kick back
And why you gotta hit so hard if youre never gonna hit back
With dinny in the stu all day and he gonna make the shit slap
Putting words to the verse and murder it, a minute before we did that

Sit back, roll a couple and we hit that
Late night, playtime, hit a triple when we play nice
My reflection in a black mirror
Hard to get there when im not here
Tied together but I don’t care
Kinda special yeah this shit rare

November

they should NOT have given me fl studio
prod. @cherryrizla & @jolst
art, mix, master by ya boy
new music biweekly again lets get it
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
focus
my conscience
is losing
its’ progress
toxic
to talk
when its often
an option

all on me
u can fall on me
if i fall behind
would they all just leave
i can hold ur hand
we can both succeed
i can play that game
we can go unseen

baby all on me
u can fall on me
where im at right now
isnt so daunting
i dont want your hand
but its what i need
if we lose it all
u are all i need

taking time for the fast life
imagine my past life
i needed this growth
in a million ways
under scope of a past light
i knew what u asked, right?
i followed it up & you stayed

if we talk about what’s got you upside down
i think we’ll work it out, is that a lot to count on?
down and out, i know u can’t right now
i’ll always come around, i want to be someone to count on
and i know what ur saying
i want u to prosper
i wanna look after you
one & another
a hug from my mother
a talk with your father
i’ll never forget it
the time by the water

all on me
u can fall on me
if i fall behind
would they all just leave
i can hold ur hand
we can both succeed
i can play that game
we can go unseen

baby all on me
u can fall on me
where im at right now
isnt so daunting
i dont want your hand
but its what i need
if we lose it all
u are all i need

all on me
u can fall on me
if i fall behind
would they all just leave
i can hold ur hand
we can both succeed
i can play that game
we can go unseen

unseen

unseen [cherryrizla x jolst]

stream everywhere!

with the boys <3 (soundcloud.com/cupids-funeral)

Greenwood:
i could see the body from the water
never read the signs as well as most
i can see the problems that we foster
never take the chances that you don't
maybe it just feels like i've been altered 
deconstructed long before you know 
all of this means nothing like you taught her
try to turn these strangers into homes

this close last year
so much so dear
i went back home
there's nothing here
one word breaks through
two lives in bloom
lost mine in june
white skin turns blue

tell me when you realised 
tell me when you realised

AutumnIsEnding:
The uncertainty is unbearable 
I can’t sleep can’t eat it’s so terrible 
You call me the worst and tell me I’m nothing 
It’s okay I’ll use the hurt for the cutting 
I’ll keep on running back you’re the owner I’m your dog 
So I’ll let you do what you want 
They say it’s not over til it’s done 
So I’ll die fighting for you love 

We look happy in all the picture ever took 
Long sleeves hide the knife seams I made just the other month 
But it’s not like it doesn’t hurt me when you ask for a little blood 
And I’m just numb to you I’m worthless 
And that’s just us behind the curtains

Greenwood:
could we pretend you haven't seen me cause i was getting help
and i got out from all that i'm swimming in
and i could start to love you unobstructed by everything
i've been in a dark place, think it's my fault
and it's all grey, and i can't stop
and you loved me til it's all gone
and i hold that like it's someone
and the winters just been so long
and i spent it with the wrong one
learn to let go when i hold on
cause she looks like you, yeah she looks like you, doesn't say much
tell me when you realised 
tell me when you realised

Sleeptowns (w/ AutumnIsEnding)

part of the problem

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

9TAILS - deadinside

system failure… (+deathinmay & rubbish)

lyrics:

got a lot to do 
you'd never walk inside my shoes ay
crying bloody tears
im like its just another tuesday
thousand on a cellphone i been trapping using paysafe

why you trynna talk i know im way above your pay grade
100 mph you know we speeding on the freeway
i been on my own so long but i swear that it's okay

got a lot to do 
you'd never walk inside my shoes ay
crying bloody tears
im like its just another tuesday
thousand on a cellphone i been trapping using paysafe

slide on the verse
like I’m saying my graces
she don’t like the verbage
tell her keep playing

maybe
we could both use saving
ripped in crib
taking old medication
baby
what’s the point in staying
missing a tint
cause the skies gone gray

i’ve seen this all before it
always comes beforehand
u just don’t absorb it
i’m ready to forfeit (forfeit)

got a lot to do 
you'd never walk inside my shoes ay
crying bloody tears
im like its just another tuesday
thousand on a cellphone i been trapping using paysafe

system failure… (+deathinmay & rubbish)

march22nd

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