Celebrating the end of my teenage years with one final sendoff. Recreating the sound I used to have with my old covers to conclude my "era" of SoundCloud covers. I've spent all of 2024 writing new music that I've been insanely proud of. From the bottom of my heart I'm thankful that you all have stuck by my side for the last few years.

TEEN IDLE

WHERE AM I?

WHERE AM I? (Instrumental)

Happy holidays~

Instrumental credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hOhS_1Vdf4

bored

can't help falling in love

the boring song

this song is a very personal one to me, it is my favorite ari song of all time. it is a song that describes me more than ever, and keeps my head up. also this is my first song i created using audacity rather than garageband on my phone lol. i hope u all enjoyed

instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVISsT3itr0

needy

zero

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Dirty floors
Dirty mind
Locked all the doors
Digging holes
I can’t escape
Breathe your words
My life you vape
Gotta love running a maze I can’t escape

[Pre-Chorus]
Running in circles
My brain loses itself in the end
Defeat me and I can’t mend
Fuck me over ‘till I choke
Defeat me and I can’t mend
Fuck me over ‘till I choke

[Chorus]
Why am I stuck in the mud?
Why am I so run-down?
You all love to tear me down
She’s gone
You know it
You love a show
You can’t get enough of
You love a show
You can’t get enough of

[Post-Chorus]
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers

[Verse 2]
I broke down again
Just for you to bring me back
“What does it matter to you?”
She cries herself to sleep
In hopes she dies
Dirty her body
Weak and shame
Ruin her happiness once again

[Pre-Chorus]
Gotta love people who body snatch
Throw popcorn at her 
She loves it
You drink a fountain of her tears
Like alcohol
Fuck me over till I choke
You drink a fountain of her tears
Like alcohol
Fuck me over till I choke

[Chorus]
Why am I stuck in the mud?
Why am I so run-down?
You all love to tear me down
She’s gone
You know it
You love a show
You can’t get enough of
You love a show
You can’t get enough of

[Bridge]
Watch as a dead woman walks into a building
With her head laying low
Her wrists like old trees
Bring her back life it’s fu-un
All she is is living numb
Living numb
Living numb
Living numb

[Outro]
Why am I stuck in the mud?
Why am I so run-down?
You all love to tear me down
She’s gone
You know it

Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers
Necromancers

Written by: Mara Dysprosium
Produced by: PINKHEROIN ( https://soundcloud.com/user-429116231 )

NECROMANCER

NECROMANCER (feat. PinkHeroin)

THAT GOTH GIRL FROM CYBERSPACE
MULTIMEDIA ARTIST

Mara Dysprosium

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