i think its time to reconcile
cus I've been having alot of stuff inside of my mind
now that i am left behind,
there is nothing to be fixed cuz iam fucked

every time. i felt im just a tool
every people that I've met  kept their hands on me
im so sick of all the things
my world is  turning over, now i realized

im just here, to exist
to suffer from these things 

im just here, to fix
someone's life, but not mine

i have become the tool to be used
i dont feel so worthy to flee

who i am to speak all of these
from my mind that has been so weak

i can't find myself again
nowhere to be found deep inside my thoughts

i'll cry, i'll die
i'll cry, i'll die
i'll cry, i'll die
i'll cry, i'll die

i'll cry, i'll die

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long

[Verse 1]
The pain,
It runs deep in me
My heart aches
A million reasons why,
That I can’t 

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

[Verse 2]
Just want too,
See you remain
It feels like I’m going insane

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

So long

abused - st4rm

Here's a single that will be on our album next month.

Chivalry is dead

My Heart Aches
At the thought of her
Memories all just a blur
What's meant for you
Is not meant for me
Please just leave me be

Untitled Demo

[verse1]
counting the lines in my room 
it bores me to death
just give me a rest
inside of my head

[verse2]
I wish you were by my side
its killing me 
and its draining me
again….

[prechorus]
I know that you miss me
but baby, I'm sorry
I love you as always
our time isn’t okay

i buried myself again
under the water
I tried to remember
the key to our problems

[chorus]
I’ll hold your hand, while the storm goes on
I’ll cover you up by my arms

I’ll try my best to be the one who’ll catch 
your tears, when you’re sad

[outro]
I know that you miss me
but baby, I'm sorry
I love you forever
And I will remember

just stay by my arms,
and I'll sing you my song
while you're closing your eyes
ill make sure that you're safe by my arms

safe by my arms

verse1
last night I heard your silence from miles away
because of the noises inside of your head
you’re like a lonely glowing light at the bottom of the ocean
So, I’ll open up my arms for you so you can shed your tears 

verse2:
another day, another night. All you feel is you’re trapped inside
in your house full of despised. Your aching heart is thorned inside.
I wish you were here by my side, and talk about the stars in the sky
In your eyes, I see all the things they do to you 

chorus:
how was your sleep last night? And you said you couldn’t sleep
the roaring of the ocean is loud, but your heart is loud enough
how was your sleep last night? And you said you couldn’t sleep
I’ll always be here for you while the sun rises slowly.

how was your sleep last night? And you said you cried all night
felt bad for myself again, I can’t be there for you
how was your sleep last night? And I’ll wipe your tears away
We’ll walk down the streets, and I’ll love you always

poetry:
Your eyes are the sunset of my dreams
while the roaring ocean screams inside of my ears
every moment that I've kept from my mind with you my dear
I cherished everything like a thousand stars in the sky 

your heart kept ringing from afar from here
I understood every silence you’ve made that you cannot feel 
you are unloved, and mistreated by the people you are with
and the past still lingers underneath your feet

the world is weighted upon you again
every time your mind painfully throws you to what's not to be in this time
you tried to recover, but the shadows kept coming
by whispering you up, then knocking you down

like a flower in the grass of a garden that I've made
you are the only plant that I will water, watch you, and stay
glancing into the shadows and pulling you away
once I saw your smile, it burst my heart into flames

The joy in you was already in the grave
but the memory of it, you kept it in your way
like a television in the path, repeatedly watched because you miss
An act of redamancy will be cast in this line we are in

no lies, no harm have cast underneath my skin
I will take away your sadness, just to see your contentment
I’ll give you the eternal light, that the sky gave me
And break off that frowned mask underneath your pale face

and we'll shape ourselves together, and provide the love that you deserve…

you’re the only soul I found in this messed-up world
you’ll shine brighter than the stars in the starry night
you are already perfect in this imperfect world
you still chase death to greet him, by shaking his hand

Clenching my hands until I get into your mind
to lose you in my life is like a shattered bottle of wine
An explosion in the sky, I’ll watch and die
So, will you forever take my hand

and engrave all of these pasts behind?

how was your sleep last night?

Lingering Wounds

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