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Lyrics:

I wanna kill what this place is, I'm feeling complacent
Walking with strangers that have familiar faces
Wasted ten years on a rock that's so vacant
Placed in a box, I'm feeling lost and I'm breaking
I want to pray down on my knees, 
But it's hard to listen when you hear the sound of disease
demons following me, bottling anger inside
Breaking in pride, I realized that faith is a lie
Wasting my time, picking up the pieces of glass
To put the picture back together til I bleed from my hands
Deep in a land, of horror, and tortorous lies and slander
With morbid thoughts, torching my brain as you die with laugher
I want to scream, but what's the point if no one hears me?
I've walked through the valley of death until I'm weary
But I can't die, and I've tried with a razor blade
Vertically down my wrist, I really want to fade away
But you make me stay, just to run away in the darkness
You brought my heart back, now you're trying to make me heartless
This once pure body of love turned to a carcass
Your pictures on my walls, I want to burn my apartment
I lost everything, numb as a void
You swallowed all my suffering and stomached my joy
Helen of troy, beautiful but destined to die
Your wrapped my body in my mind and you left me inside
Slice and the scars sting
and it's funny you were the puppeteer to my very brittle heart strings
I want to cry, but I'm scared of the acid
I took all your letters and I tared them to fragments
Embarrassed I had this, love that didn't matter
I walked in the line of your hate, my legs shattered
I honestly think I'll never see my next chapter
When you hear this, you're listening to a dead rapper
I put my life on the paper's line
but I think it's time that I fade away and let my fate resign
There's nothing real when it's all fake
There's never happiness, when you're as sad as this and you have lost weight
From not eating 'cause paranoia effects you
And even if you wanted to eat, it wouldn't let you
They say to write it out, they say the therapy helps you
They say it's a choice, they say it but they've never gone through
the peril and stress, anger that tares through my chest
all the gashes on my wrist just to bury the stress
All the wasted years, all the dead dreams and memories
How following you, I'm gonna make a better me?
Please, don't cry when I'm gone
'Cause it's something that all of you have wanted all along
It's a suicide note, and I'm tired of living, bye
Tired of giving my entirety to a lie
Why am I gonna die when I'm trying to stay alive?
'Cause the life that was so designed for my living just wasn't mine
Tired of throwing darts, tired of rolling dice
Tired of fucking living on top of a globe of ice
Tired of broken lives, tired of frozen tears
Tired of swollen fears, voices in open ears
Tired of no one here to hold me when I'm so scared
from the demons that fucking haunt me and get inside my nightmares
I want to cry and it's not fair
That I Scream on this mic 'cause your face isn't right there
Nothing matters anymore, and I when the song's done
you can guess the outcome.

Suicide Letter

When I'm Gone (Sik Kid Cover)

Hi-Rez - Sick N Tired

Shoutout to Rob Shaker for the Scratches/Mixing/Mastering!!

enjoy!

Illdok- RUN AWAY

Illdok- LOVIN YOU IS WRONG

Filthy Fil - Who Do You Love REMIX (Vocals Mixed And Mastered By SLoth)

Kerser - Get Used To Me

Ollie / Unsteady

PLIRE PANDA REMIX

LOST - Plire one (free download)

A track from Matt Dubois featuring SwizZz

Matt Dubois - Monsters (Featuring SwizZz)

Long Live Nut EP

Heartless (ft. Rick Ross & Bigga Rankin) [prod. by Will-A-Fool]

Hope you guys enjoy my rap remix of "Lost Boy" by Ruth B.

Be sure to check out the video here: https://youtu.be/CUA_pqd2D5g

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Lost Boy - Ruth B. (Ayydos Rap Remix)

IM ONLY HUMAN FT BASIC

TKO - Self Made

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Winter's Over (Prod. Frenzy Frenchy)

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Wish U Well (Ft. Alexi Blue) (Prod. Freek Van Workum)

lyrics

[Verse 1:]

Lately I’ve been drowning in my own thoughts…
Lately I’ve been feeling down, so lost…
Lately I’ve been trying to find happiness with somebody that treat me like I’m dirt, like I have no cost…
Like I ain’t worth nothing, Like I ain’t someone special…
I’ve been battling my demons, brawling with my devils…
A part of me just wants to fall and love and go and settle…
The other part of me wants to take this to whole new levels…
Im trying to inspire the kids, and help my family out…
I’m trying to be somebody that they give a damn about…
Im trying to be a better person but I’m sad and down…
I’m drinking liquor till I’m stumbling and blacking out…
Love is pain, such a shame, sorry to my ex girl…
Hopefully I get my shit together for my next girl…
Shorty on my line, I don’t want you for the sex girl…
I need someone to bring some life into my dead world…

[Hook:]

Don’t know who to trust, aye, don’t know why I’m losing you…
Got no one to love, aye, been dying for something new…
Hard to breathe, hard to breathe baby…
My past is just haunting me, its haunting me lately…x2

[Verse 2:]

Why the fuck you only call me when you drinking…
Aye, why the fuck we only hanging on the weekends…
Aye, why the fuck you getting mad say that I’m creeping…
When you out here wilding out like nick cannon, i can’t believe it…
Yeah I think I have a tendency to push good people out my life…
And let the ones thats bad for me stay in it, yeah that shit’s not right…
Thats just something I gotta work on man Im a work in progress…
Another thing I’m done with flexing Ima keep it honest…
Im through with getting on the record talking all that shit…
Exaggerating quite a bit, im the farthest thing from rich…
And when i’m in the club I’m not the person trying to steal your bitch…
I’m the person trying to numb the pain that this business gives…
Yeah, I’m just a man, I am far from perfect…
Im trying to give my mom the world cause she so deserves it…
Im out here trying to teach the kids that they all have a purpose…
It’s always deeper underneath the surface…

hard to breathe [prod. syndrome]

Brand new music! For years I was working jobs, creating music when I could, while my current life was just a dream. Now that music is my life, I wanted to capture that beauty in a song. I’ve looked up to Mod Sun for years, not only for his music but also his outlook and uplifting attitude toward life. Getting him on this song made too much sense so I hope you all enjoy this as much as we all enjoyed creating it! Much love, the new album is just around the corner!  Play this loud! Let the world know that you’ve arrived and it’s a beautiful day! 

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/beautiful-feat-mod-sun-single/1435706281

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3NEYyt40o4lEcpFCUsLZPj?si=yYFaVsftRrG_hOXdHJINjg

Produced by Drumma Battalion, Mixed by Cryo Music

• Abstract - 
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Buy on iTunes

Abstract - Beautiful (feat. MOD SUN) Prod. by Drumma Battalion

Thank you for all your ongoing support this year :)
Bring on 2019
Enjoy xx

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Marc Moon