prod. @rikvda22
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/maemeamy/?hl=en

Lyrics 
fangs stained red 
drain the blood from your neck 
still alive with regret 
I cant ever stay dead 
room filled with corpses 
everything distorted
cut myself again 
I dont even feel shit 
breathing smoke into my lungs 
kill my feelings till Im numb
fucking love it when they run 
laser sights on my guns 
I keep fucking up everything between us 
try to die yeah just for fun 
pass out in a pool of blood 
tear apart my wrists 
its so fucking painless
cigarettes burn my skin
all my cuts infected 
overdose until Im sick i dont even exist
bullets make his body twitch 
im so full of hatred 
fangs stained red 
drain the blood from your neck 
still alive with regret 
I cant ever stay dead 
room filled with corpses 
everything distorted
cut myself again 
I dont even feel shit 
stay out of the daylight
i live in the night time
i dont even feel alive 
there’s no life inside my eyes 
twilight
hypnotize
no life
inside my eyes

no life inside my eyes prod. rikuda {maemeamy}

produced by https://soundcloud.com/official-sephe
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/bb3ar2/?hl=en

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/06DlIhkvDyoHTE13vfOsFP

self mutilate prod. Sephe {bb3ar2}

cover art by: https://twitter.com/PUNKIEPlE 
prod. @vnmpire x @hellrealm

liar prod. vnmpire x entity

Prod myself & @baddcitizen
cover art by Pau | https://instagram.com/bunni3b3ar

Spotify - https://spotify.link/cb1S68Yo6Db

lyrics♰
can’t live with myself sense of anything is frail
watch the flowers wilt through the inside of the veil 
everybody acting strange I can’t tell who my friends are
all black lace on my legs cover up the scars 
silence all the thoughts when I pierce my skin 
I would do anything not to feel like this 
had to push them away 
I know it’s too late 
give into temptations of erase 
nails down my throat 
throwing up make me beautiful 
lest I die alone 
all the vomit makes me choke 
keep drawing blood until my body drops 
un save-able 
just let me rot 
tried to deny that nothings wrong
when I sit across from you I can barely talk 
split my face with the shotgun blast 
cut it up bleeding out until I finally collapse 
used to know everything about each other 
now we’re just acquainted 
severed ties and self seclusion
dreams of us just false illusions 
can’t take it back 
I’m so prone to relapse 
fall apart like I’m made of glass 
not good enough that’s just the truth
but I’d change myself for you

Veil {bunni3b3ar}

instrumental by me 

trauma to the eyes from the shotgun wound 
it’s so hard to lie when you see right through 
I want your name carved in my wrist 
breaking the skin makes my hand twitch 
you gave me the keys to your heart 
instead I tore it all apart 
you know exactly how to hurt me 
give me all your love violently 
and when you tell me it’s too late 
I know I’m the only one to blame 
I can’t escape my mistakes 
I’m better off in the grave 
I destroy everything within my reach 
blood gushing out my arms cuz I push the blade deep 
why would you want me to stay when I ruin everything? 
cutting my face up I don’t even wanna look the same

selfdestructive(unfinished-07/13/23)

featuring @3dates prod MEEEEEEEE x3

sedate:
slit my face i 
cant take this i 
u know 
how can u be so cruel 
hate u, u always make me rush
u dont like me u never wanted love
tell my why ur so fucking mean
dont know how ima make it out of what is left

marcy:
no one left around me i hate breathing
rope around my neck as i hang from the ceiling 
make myself sick dig my nails in my flesh
never good enough finger tips stained red
blood mixed with bleach as i soak my wounds
cant feel anything split the fucking tissue 
lost count of all the times i tried to die because of you
wish i could just forget your whole fucking existence 
i hate you i hate you hate you i hate you
black out and never wake up
overdose now bloody veins numb 
come to terms realize that im the worst
ashes spread across the dirt
endless cycle 
tears fall as my eyes close

makemyselfsick w/ sedate prod. marcy

prod. me 
cover art by my best friend https://www.instagram.com/arx0nist/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0J56pCBOXrwJDq9tc8jLDK?si=iQjlapvbRAeHw2MxOZ958Q&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7IcpV40KZTqEFeqLjYh3HP

lyrics♰
Broken mirror can't see my reflection
Disappear nothing left so pathetic
Blood loss leaves my clothes stained red
Your love was my delusion
Carve a smile in my face makes me beautiful
Tear me up and stitch me back together like a doll
Rip out my beating heart sink your fangs in
Drain all my blood just to taste it

Ruin everything
Look away I don't know what to say
Cut myself with your blade
Fall in love with your pain
Saline and cyanide
Bloody veins will start to dry
I don't wanna wake up
What a waste of life

Scissors cutting up my skin
Tell me I'm beautiful faceless
I know I won't live to see my friends
Dig my nails in my flesh until I look perfect
Measure out the exact dose so I die strung out choking on my vomit
Lost it
Everything that we had
Just forgotten
Now I can't even face you

As I lay alone
With my chest split wide open
My heart slowly stops to beat
And my body lies here lifeless
Saline and cyanide
Bloody veins will start to dry
I don't wanna wake up
What a waste of life

ruin everything prod. marceline {arx0nist}

prod me x @9surgery (I made mel wit surgery on drums)
mixed by @ccconjure + cover art by @danikiyoko

lyrics♰
push them all away I keep losing friends 
feel my heart break I dont wanna pretend 
that its all fine 
hide my face as the tears fall from my eyes
feel the blood spilling out of my slit throat 
let it all pour out soaked in my clothes
draining my blood until I choke 
write I love you in my death note
push the blade down into my skin
rip the flesh off till im faceless 
you were everything that I wanted 
nothing left and your voice leaves me haunted 
wake up on the floor covered in my vomit 
still alive and im left here feeling undead 
fucked up every chance to keep you here 
now you're gone and ill never get it back
cut it deep i want it to hurt 
i deserve it im really the worst 
bite down and hurt me
you love when i bleed
depraved humanity 
loose grasp on sanity

(dj chem1cal) mxrceline - slitmythroat prod. marcy x surgery

cover art by https://x.com/crimesceneparts?s=21

lyrics♰
Hurt everyone that I love until there's nothing left
Burn my skin when I press down the cigarette
Vivisect me I'm already fucking dead
Hard to care about what happens next
Kiss me smear my lips with blood
Wanna taste you pressed against my tongue
Bruise my skin make me feel worthless
So obsessed, sick, and perverted

Black out, tried to die but I'm still here
Losing you is the only thing that I fear
Push my fingers in the gash
Expose the fucking bone
Write your name in the suicide note
Hands around your neck
Promise me we'll die together
Razor on the vein press down slowly sever
Hide my face and wipe the tears
I just wanna disappear

Paranoid don't know
What you think about me
Everything we had just ceased to be
All that's left are memories
Is it your fault?
Or is there just something so wrong with me
No more pain
Cut the tourniquet and let me bleed

剥奪 depravedgirl prod. marcy x zatru {morphie}

prod. @crucifyapril | cover art by https://www.instagram.com/maemeamy/?hl=en

lyrics♰
barely alive but for you my heart beats
sever the vein let the crimson blood leak
stitch my skin im your autopsy 
tongue against my cuts when i bleed
blade in my flesh just tear me apart
youre my only one you can take my heart
when you hurt me fall in love with your pain
cuts deep enough to bleed scars forming on the vein
blood spilling out of your throat shove my fangs in
peel the flesh back i look prettier faceless
when our lips touch im overwhelmed with lust
suck on your tongue kisses jus arent enough
bite through my skin sucking down all of my blood
hole in my chest all i wanted was your love
cut through the tissue use the serrated blade
die with me two bodies in one grave
blood stained on my lips when i kiss you
leave a gash in my skin when you cut thru
with your empty eyes you draw me in
press your tongue against my skin
puncture thru the flesh 
carve your name so you know ill never forget
cuts on my skin stained red
youre my only one even after my last breath

hurt me prod. crucifyapril {maemeamy}

shoutout internet gf 

instrumental by me with guitar by mutru
art by: https://www.instagram.com/puppi3b3ar?igsh=MWZ2bHgwbWU5c2R5eQ==

lyrics♰
i cant feel my heart beat
let me die slowly
ashes to nothing
soul decomposing 
i know you hate me
or am i just crazy
will you feel anything when i stop breathing?
never, face it im so worthless
drive the blade deep make it hurt i deserve it
tourniquet tied around me make my blood let
throat slit now my white tee soaked and stained red
i cant even feel it
go head cut my body up
razor stained with blood
always feel helpless
youre the one i miss
i never wanted this
nothing left all to blame is my selfishness
wounds never healed from our last kiss
push the blade in my skin till im lifeless
cut into my chest pull apart my ribs
rip out my rotting heart
take all of my worst parts
how could i fuck up everything so badly
replay in my head i cant fall asleep
left me scarred inside that will never heal
take until im strung out i dont wanna feel
my skin meet the blade
slowly carve away
as i lay awake
until the blade is stained
and you wont know my face
all the flesh is flayed
ill decay as the flowers wilt outside my grave

suffer prod. marceline x mutru {puppi3b3ar}

lyrics♰
peel the flesh back maybe then I wont be ugly 
sedate myself before I sleep fade away to nothing 
scratches on my back 
deep enough to last 
my heart is rotted black 
but I know you like that 
split the vein 
blood spilling on my clothes and I let it stain 
I dont even feel anything anyways 
cut open my face 
iv in vein feel it all while im still awake 
picking off the scabs let them bleed i dont wanna heal 
so many cuts in my skin i cant even feel 
i dont wanna fall asleep nightmares when i try
how could you ever love me im rotted inside 
intoxicated from the taste of your lips against mine 
shove the blade in my skin let me bleed out till i die 
just make it hurt 
its what i deserve 
i wanna suffer 
feel it till it’s over
.̸̡̢̣̭̙͔̻̻̝͂̊̍̓́̄̊̑͊̕.̴̳͎̲̟͠.̷̛̂̍
needles in my face stab away shit is painless 
blade against my vein I split it you just graze it 
when you kiss cut your tongue on my fangs 
bleed into my mouth let me swallow your taste

cut my face prod. marceline {dekoichan}

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2q8fbYoCXUAtzgEPWQsCeq?si=c6ee2e31daf94ce4

prod me x @crucifyapril
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/partypunkie/?hl=en 

lyrics♰
cross my heart and stab my chest 
pull it down and spill my guts 
bandages around my skin 
stained red when they soak in blood 
push the razor in my mouth 
carve the perfect smile 
all my innocence lost 
from what you defiled 
fangs in your neck lick the blood off my teeth
take it off the taste of you is all that I need 
always make it worse 
people leave like it’s a curse 
I just wanna hurt 
I’ll rot like flowers in the dirt
no tears left to cry 
inside I’m so empty 
dont say that you love me 
words that lost their meaning 
severed veins I slowly bleed out 
no more pain that I can feel now 
make the blood spill 
stained on my pale skin
bruises on my lips 
such a sadomasochist
laid out with my throat slit 
too much blood I choke it 
bleed out till I’m lifeless 
never felt more worthless 
push them all away till there’s nothing left 
I should’ve died in that hospital bed
alone in the twilight 
you stood by and watched me die 
drain the life out of my eyes 
I’ll decay throughout the night 
burn the fresh cuts with the cigarette
no more feelings left overwhelmed by emptiness 
try to cover all the scars with more makeup 
mix the pills together I don’t wanna wake up

blood spilled from pale skin prod. crucifyapril x marceline {punkie}

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/arx0nist/

lyrics♰
gave you my heart in october 
when you’re gone I can’t last a second sober 
look away my reflection makes me self loathe 
turn the heat up press my arms down against the stove 
innocent love left corrupted 
drag the blade down my skin you know I love it
soft lips soothe the cuts on my skin 
memories never leave of our last kiss
please don’t leave I need you 
lungs punctured can’t breathe through 
the warmth of your touch makes my heart beat slow 
it’s too late at night to look outside your window 
and when I die just know you were my everything 
hearts in my eyes when I’m with you I can barely think 
but I hate myself you know I’m so depraved 
everything between us never mattered anyways
back and forth we always play the same game 
you’re in control you have my heart on a string 
I need you 
Need you 
your walls are up and I can’t break through 
blood spilling out my veins 
the blade is dull after I carve your name
it wont be the same 
isolate by myself push them all away 
treat the wounds left behind when you betrayed

valium prod. marceline {arx0nist}

https://open.spotify.com/track/2qzCEazsthha1fEyFNzdaS?si=1d6a1d88b9a94ed0
❤️‍🩹🖤

cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/vampkitty2001?igsh=cWF3MDF6M3p3Yzlm

†

skin to skin I feel your warmth
drowned in sins my souls malformed 
dig my nails in my skin 
I love when my skin bleeds 
I love it when it’s red and I can feel it dripping 
and I hate my body you can take it from me 
cut it into pieces stitch it up to beauty 
you know I cry for you 
make myself bleed for you 
I’m on my knees for you 
you know I’d die for you 
tie me down
drag the blade down my skin 
tear it out
I wanna fucking feel it 
vivisect 
vivisect my heart 
leave me dead 
bleeding out in your arms
torn apart all for your love 
stab your chest let it drip on my tongue 
tear my body apart leave me dismembered 
smear my face with your blood our hearts are truly tethered 
my lips covered in your blood leave them stained red
so intoxicated from your taste never forget
with your soft hands tear away my skin 
take me inside I just want you to taste it 
we’re entangled oh so closely 
and you know you’re my one and only 
use your nails to cut me open 
leave my body in a bed of roses

mxrceline♰

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