May 21 Freak Radio playlist

VIDEO ON MY YOUTUBE : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezDv-3FEDUQ This song is super personal. it's about the struggles I have had with my body image. I have struggled with this for 7 years and to this day still do but am far better with it. This song is about the anger, the despair, the shattered soul you see in the mirror when you don't love yourself. I hope you enjoy this song, I'm f*cking proud of it.

NAKED

I dabble with the gross and obscene
I'm hidden and I'm rarely seen for what I am
I wrote a story so unclean
There was nothing I really mean
Oh no I'm self-destruct

CHORUS
Cuz I'm a dickhead
Well that's what she said
She said or maybe thought?
Like my rapport
I'm not always that self-aware
Cuz I'm a dickhead
Well that's what she said
She said or maybe thought?
Its made me fraught
There's something there!
Well I need fresh air!

I'm barely conscious and don't detect
When my brain is clearly disconnected (duh duh duh)
I take my troubles and deflect
I could not bare what I could wreck
On no I'm self-destruct

CHORUS

I’m a Dickhead

I've been scarcely giving eye contact
They didn't say much at all
I'm somewhat surprised the green is packed
The snob in me is appalled 

So blow the pipes the cob-webs left
Reminders we don't move
The sound waves leave my mind bereft
Its more a drone than groove

CHORUS
There's a tear formed in my eye
Memories returning
Just ignore the passer-by

I'm waving with a mild success
A sign language I learnt
The bridge is just a charcoaled mess
You can't burn what has been burnt

CHORUS

Passer-by

How to lose any little credibility I had in one go 😂😂 

When my son was little I used to make up silly songs and we would both walk around singing them. This insanely catchy number obviously has an accompanying dance 😂😂 Walk Da Dog.  Giving Baby Shark a run for its money :D

Walk Da Dog

Guess we both are prisoner
Both searching for release
I pull faces from my cell
You could laugh at least

I know we've laughed so many times
Together and apart
I've held up an olive branch
You've fired back a dart

I don't know who feels more alone
I've felt this way before
My head has prison bars so strong
My house is made of straw

The gates close - you froze
I just want to be in your life
We're close, who knows
Is there space for me in your life?

You call out for help from me
In your own small way
By a magnet I draw near
And my hearts betrayed

If they chained us hand in hand
Would you truly scream?
Underneath this hardened skin
Is a scared weakling

Closed gate is my fate
I just want to be in your life
So apt, we are both trapped
Please make room for me in your life

We Both are Prisoners

All's not well, my mind's like a prison cell
The last laugh, troubled by endless graft

CHORUS
The more I scream, the more I'm stung
I'm at wits end
But I can't run
I can't run

If I'd just sleep maybe I'd not be beat
I hate the fuss, I hate the appeal of us

CHORUS

Wits End

Nadu

Christian Moll - Synth / Bass / Drums https://soundcloud.com/christianmoll
Brian Butts - Guitar

Cosmopticon

Christian Moll | Brian Butts - Voltaic Horizons

Greetings, traveler! 
And thank You..

YouTube link: https://youtu.be/-0qC7CHkgx4

The Dark Inside

Stephanie Barbutova:  Vocals
Ben Juul:  Percussions, Mix & Master
Dirk Taubenheim:  Guitars, Bass, Vocals

This is a song from our forthcoming album "Forever". Thanks for the attention.

Recorded at Gatsby's Garage, mixed and mastered at Tone Hill Studios. Original version by Chris de Burgh.

Forever

Where Peaceful Waters Flow  ft. Stephanie Barbutova

The incomparable Janine Levinson flying just above the evening mist...@janinelevinson Doo-wop vocals with more chrome than an Airstream
The remarkable Rick Medlock always right there in the current... @rick-4-1 Drums and Rhythmic Orchestration
The renowned Jamie Rhind on those buoyant keys... @jamie-rhind Organ, Piano
Me on the Other Stuff, head just above water... @phil-mcwalter Vocals, Guitars, Hammond B3, Production, etc


A Pretty Waterfall

You walked into the room that night
Like a storm above our heads
And it felt like a hard rain 
Felt like a bridge was going to fall 
But you weren't an ocean, holding me up 
You weren’t a river, come to carry me home 
You were a waterfall cutting through stone 
A pretty waterfall, cutting through stone

You sat down on a stool at the bar 
And it had to be next to mine
You asked if I’d ever 
You asked if I’d ever been here before 
But you weren’t temptation, bending my will
And you weren’t the devil, come for my soul
It takes many years and it cuts to the bone
But you were a waterfall, cutting through stone

We walked out of the bar that night
Through the wood towards the river
And the air smelled sort of heavy
And we started running, it felt like a flood
But you weren’t there to baptise me, in those deep dark eyes
You weren’t there to wash away, my sins and my lies
Dived into the roaring water down to the sand
Then we swam into the waterfall, holding hands

© Phil McWalter - April 2021
Image: diamondpaintingdistributor.com

A Pretty Waterfall

Spotify

My musical associations to the theme "competition"

Mission Competition

Here's a FRESH SNACK, he, he, he!
Just to 'shake' things up a bit!
One LOVE BYTE--without venom--&  friendly 'fang's' to YOU ALL for being so FUN! 
Love you Guys & Gals>>
Happy May to you, & enjoy the play!
=^_^=

The Hiss Is Off & Fang U4 Munch

Sneaky Snake

I wrote this to get over some stuff I'm dealing with and I am learning that I make myself more worried than anyone else does. So join me and say I am not afraid of whatever is getting you down.

I'm not afraid of the big bad wolf 
I'm not afraid of the big bad wolf
I'm not afraid of the big bad wolf 
Who's comin' to get me 
No you can't get me

What big eyes you have
What big teeth you have
You can huff 
You can puff
You can even blow
I'm not afraid 
If the big bad wolf 


I'm Not Afraid Of The BIG BAD Wolf

From Disco To Disco - 2021 Alexia Summer Dance

From Disco To Disco - Whirlpool Productions (Alexia Remix)

Vocals, Lyrics, Darbuka, Brushes, Bassbeat, Recording & Mixing by Neli CoKo.  This song was composed to be part of that playlist: https://soundcloud.com/silent-zen/sets/climate-change
no loops, unmastered

Bremen, Germany, November2016, All Rights Reserved

earthpicture by http://earthobservatory.nasa.gov/IOTD/view.php?id=79803

Neli CoKo - Forgiveness

From the vault! This song sounds a bit better after some tweaking by Barry Snaith!

In A Dream IT! Re - DE Mastered (Snaithalicious Re-mix)

There's always love 
If you want it
Dreaming dreams
Without the nightmares
Falling out of other worlds

A million ghosts
A million ghosts
Telling me to go home
A million ghosts
A million ghosts
Telling me they need to go home
A million ghosts
A million ghosts
Telling me 'cos they know

There's always hope
If you need it
Breath is believing
There's always love
Don't you see it
Dancing inbetween the worlds

A million ghosts
A million ghosts
Telling me to go home
A million ghosts
A million ghosts
Telling me they wanna go home
A million ghosts
A miilion ghosts
Telling me 'cos they know
'Cos they know

A Million Ghosts | RosesAreBlue

Collab with my two talented friends Jade, and Encore, who did the vocals and production.  The artwork is by my artist pal (@c)Maya Spielman.  This is a demo song for demo of lyrics and topline purposes only; as such - any unlawful download or redistribution of this recording will be prosecuted.

PaperDoll (Indie)  Lalyr,  Encore, Jade

All songs written and recorded by Phantom Handshakes
Mastered by Carl Saff
'I Worried' lyrics taken from the poem by Mary Oliver

For The Hills

Prolific musician, author, photographer and oddity.  With influences ranging from the lofi pop of Guided by Voices, the gothic melodrama of Nick Cave, the glam of Bowie and the nakedness of Iggy Pop - this is Marc Freak.  Former frontman of Freak Circus and Dead Joe.  An experiment in DIY and lofi.  The odd bum note here, the even odder bum note there.  But with art do we care?