hmmm 8

PLANTED (p. jaylen.)

@rxseboy - can you wait for me? (prod. heydium)

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ lyrics:
https://www.instagram.com/brqeden

she tellin me she dont want me to be all by myself
i was kinda worried for a bit about my health
everybody talkin bout an 'old me' 
aint no fuckin new me
only just a real me

live a life like mine
only feel alive in the nightlight white lies
how they fill my mind on the blindside
 cant find reason for a light side 
tryna kill my time
guess ill write more rhymes
feelin sublime off this chronic its my lifeline
pull it over me
never let me see
i dont wanna hear anymore of the stories

she tellin me she that she dont want me to be all alone
im tryna tell myself that she wont leave me for the wolves
you never 
bled for me
now im covered 
look at these

just tell me u love me (x4)
omg

she tellin me she dont want me to be all by myself
i was kinda worried for a bit about myself 
everybody talkin bout an old me
aint no fuckin new me 
only just a real me

only just a real me 
only just a real me 

everybody talkin bout an old me
aint no fuckin new me 
only just a real me

real me [ʎpoqou]

intro game too strong for yall smh
one of my fav songs i've made in awhile, hope yall enjoy it as much as i do <3 
prod. tag but yungster yools herself ofc 
melody from white album
---
[verse 1]
the tightness on my chest 
makes it hard for me breath
cuz you're the air thatd fill my lungs 
and all the things that i would need 
and i've grown to just accept that
it should be easier for me
locked up my heart 
and ur the one that wields the key but

[chorus]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but as long as you're still smiling
i won't care the reason why
but the coldness fills the air
with thoughts of you and i 

[verse 2]
i try to find a way
to escape what im feeling
but i stay in bed 
and just stare at the ceiling 
cuz if i fall asleep
you'll visit me in my dreams
inside a house that i can never leave
so i'll try to find a way 
to escape 
this sense of hopelessness i feel
this sense of loneliness 
is why i wish i couldn't feel

[chorus]

with thoughts of you and i (x4)

[chorus]

[chorus 2]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
and the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but promise me you'll smile
cuz you look cuter when you do
although the coldness fills the air
i'll still think of you

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stream on spotify!

with thoughts of you and i

finally finished up this extremely stressful semester, and figured I would release this. shoutout to @iamsidxkick for the beat, this man is a fucking god. 

I'm planning to start putting my music on Spotify/iTunes/Youtube, and I'm gonna have an EP out sometime soon, keep your eyes open.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9GaMIgoqy4

would you? (prod. sidxkick)

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

--------------------
I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

KISAMA

Produced by Fabian Secon

Artwork: @ AaronCAustin

What Do I Live For

much love to @marten4str, show him some love <3

the sunlight is shining
through my windows
and i watched as the night 
fade away into day

i'm still wide awake
think i'm just about to break
i'm stuck within a dream
that i never could escape

and every night is the same 
feel like i'm going insane
and every thing that i do 
is all just in vain

like does this even matter?
should i still climb this ladder?
do i really wanna be here now?
i guess i'll get it figured out somehow, but

i'm so indifferent to everything now
i wish i knew what was wrong with me
i'm so indifferent to everything now
i wish i knew what was wrong with me 

the sunlight is shining
through my windows
and i watched as the night 
fade away into day

i'm still wide awake
think i'm just about to break
i'm stuck within a dream
that i never could escape

and every night is the same 
feel like i'm going insane
and every thing that i do 
is all just in vain

like does this even matter?
should i still climb this ladder?
do i really wanna be here now? 
i guess i'll get it figured out somehow, yeah

indifferent

spotify, apple, etc.

indifferent [prod. martensite]

oasis w/ eli noir

i know this one is a bit different but i had a blast making it

Golf (prod. Ocean)

i'll say goodnight

"you were so broken, i was so lost in myself"

LYRICS

VERSE
i was so high
and you brought me down
(you brought me so down)
you wanna try
i’ll see you around

VERSE 2
i was so scared that you would
take a couple pills
try to float away
party in the hills
'quila for the pain
find another man
that’s how we began
why wouldn’t you do it all again

CHORUS
you were so broken
i was so lost in myself
but i never want to leave when you’re in doubt

you were so broken
i was so lost in myself
but i never want to leave when you’re in doubt

RAP
i been tryna fix us
you been caught in mix ups
that receipt it aint mine
you forget what you buy
lingerie aint on my mind
put your baggage on me
i can carry your grime
fuck the shit that you see
if you saw what i see
pussy stains on my jeans
sure as hell came from you
sure as hell aint from me
i been feeling soley
maybe if you hold me
i can show you what’s real
i can show you what’s me

BRIDGE
i just wanna try
but she dont wanna stay
baby let me try
i know that

CHORUS
you were so broken
i was so lost in myself
but i never want to leave when you’re in doubt

you were so broken
i was so lost in myself
but i never want to leave when you’re in doubt

OUTRO (Foreign Forest)
you broke my heart
i just wanna restart
but baby there you go again
i’m hurting and i can’t pretend
i just want to heal
but i can’t tell what’s real
i could really use a friend
baby let’s start from there again

spotify

yøu were sø brøken (ft. Foreign Forest)

alone

NVR/MND x Resident X OC - she spoke the language of the angels

PEEP THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE <3 shot + edited by ya boy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zEI6UDD_BI

this song means the world for me i hope u guys enjoy
NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤

maybe i should stop fuckin up for once
but i’m sure i’ll find a way around it somehow
maybe i should learn to just shut up
i always seem to say the wrongest words somehow 

cuz honestly i’m getting sick of myself
and my head makes life a living hell
my visions getting blurry
i’m losing sight of all my worries

i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but
i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but

maybe i should stop fuckin up for once
cuz i’m sure it’ll start catching up to me somehow
maybe i should start growin up for once
cuz time is burning like a cigarette
i don’t wanna bear any more regrets
than i do
and now i’m thinkin bout the past
ive made it so far but idk if this’ll last
i’ll bite the bullet please don’t hold your breath

cuz i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but
i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but

MUSIC VIDEO

lost

anime protagonist 

marcindigomgmt@gmail.com

i'll say goodnight

marc indigo

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