Lofi, Emo Rap, Alternative Rock, Hip Hop, Hyperpop, Chill, Trap

I woke up hungover at a songwriting camp with the line, "I'm unworthy of love" taunting my mind like an itch I couldn't reach. Took a shower and wrote the hook, "I don't wanna sabotage myself" and then joined forces with Evan Coffman and Jeff Carl to write the rest of the song in the 4 hours we had left at camp. The result is an intimately honest song about my struggle with the voice in my head telling me I'm unworthy and the depression that comes with that cyclical fight. You're enough. Love yourself. Took me awhile to come around to that. Enjoy "Sabotage"

Sabotage

Disappointment (feat. Rxseboy)

Disappointment ft. Rxseboy

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So High (feat. marc indigo)

lyrics:
i wanna be the one you think about
when the sun goes down and the stars come out
i wanna be the one you dream about
when i’m not around

when i hold you by the waistline 
kiss you on the face
i wanna... to the bassline
do you wanna stay with me?
by the way i need more than a taste baby
so drive me crazy please 

i wanna be the one you think about
when the sun goes down and the stars come out
i wanna be the one you dream about
when i’m not around

i wanna live in your head
i wanna live in your body
i wanna go with you 
i wanna stay with you
don’t really feel this often
what did you say?
when you were speaking softly
i wanna go with you 
i wanna stay with you
don’t leave me broken hearted

i wanna be the one you think about
when the sun goes down and the stars come out
i wanna be the one you dream about
when i’m not around

i wanna be the one you think about
when the sun goes down and the stars come out
i wanna be the one you dream about
when i’m not around

the one

paradise

prod me

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

if you forget that you have wings
then hear your heart out when it sings
if you think you have nothing
just know theres love in everything
i hope that you can find your way
i’m also trying every day
i just wanna hear you say
that you’re proud of you one day

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!
get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

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Bite Down!

batter up!

kiss

kiss (bonus)

watch video here: https://youtu.be/4Xggoc7ABmU?si=zqRUMCe5HJztYVn5
stream here: https://drop.cobrand.com/d/Kilu/howdidtheknow
released 25th july

how did they know

suffering

desires

[Intro]
This is take two, ready?
Down down down down down, yeah
Aye what you been up to?
Do you really want to know? 

[Chorus]
I been trippin on my mind 
For so long now
So far gone now
Swimming in the thoughts so I get
High until I fall down
Until I fall down
Down down down

Trippin on my mind 
For so long now
So far gone now
Swimming in the thoughts so I get
High until I fall down
Until I fall down
Down down down

[Verse 1]
I don’t know the truth 
But I be stressing it 
What am I to do 
I’m steady questioning 
Messing with my mood 
Made me a pessimist 
So I’m checking in, tryna learn my lesson and 

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m finding if I’m wasted 
It’s like a lil vacation 
And I don’t get caught up catching onto the implications 
Can’t do all that talking it’s time for the demonstration 
Can’t get too comfortable being patient
Cause this been on my—

[Chorus]
Mind 
For so long now
So far gone now
Swimming in the thoughts so I get
High until I fall down
Until I fall down
Down down down

Trippin on my mind 
For so long now
So far gone now
Swimming in the thoughts so I get
High until I fall down
Until I fall down
Down down down

[Verse 2]
Got these voices in my head 
Tryna guide me astray 
I been close up to the edge 
Intertwined with my fate 
I been laying in my bed 
Too much time in a day
Clock tickin, shots missin 
Still we firing away 

It’s been a long time
cooped up, sittin and living online 
Long time and we been still pretending it’s all fine  
I think we all fried
Something we missing digging in our minds 
Sittin here reflecting on all the minutes that gone by

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m finding if I’m wasted 
It’s like a lil vacation 
And I don’t get caught up catching onto the implications 
Can’t do all that talking it’s time for the demonstration 
Can’t get too comfortable being patient
Cause this been on my—

[Chorus]
Mind 
For so long now
So far gone now
Swimming in the thoughts so I get
High until I fall down
Until I fall down
Down down down

Trippin on my mind 
For so long now
So far gone now
Swimming in the thoughts so I get
High until I fall down
Until I fall down
Down down down

[Outro]
Yeah, that was good

Down Down Down

Transfeminine Queer Anarchist, Introvert, ¿ADHD?, Cat lady 🐱

anime protagonist 

marcindigomgmt@gmail.com

paradise

marc indigo

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