Bro this shit is hella dope wanna make some songs together

guess im trash now ++lei ( johnnyfriend )

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Written By @anxinaut + @402nabe

ATARI

So feed me lies, Feed me Poison 
Biochemicals it makes me hear these distant voices 
Tell me that I’m good enough cause I’ve been feeling worthless
And your perfect and I can’t hide these feelings, Oh no 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect 

Yeah I love the cold 
But the memories are froze in my brain
And I can’t escape what you did to me 
Twishy told me everything would be alright 
So I’m trusting your words tonight 

So feed me lies, Feed me Poison 
Biochemicals they make me hear these distant voices 
Tell me that I’m good enough cause I’ve been feeling worthless
And your perfect woah I can’t hide these feelings 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect

Solar System (2001 x Dead Spyro)

Whisky in a Cup (Kori x Yago)

produced , mixed , recorded, cover art by me :)

scab.

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
these people talking crazy i dont even want to fight
ive been on this road like every single night man im tired
im about to burn my pride and just pass me the lighter

i dont even know if you are a fighter 
can you take a hit like me your a crier
i dont even know if you are a fighter 
can you take a hit like me your a crier

i got no time for like any of you people anymore
dont need the negativity you see i pushed it out that door
i dont even know like what you waiting for
just take the chance cause you only get one life 
only get one life
you only get one life
you only get one life
you only get one life

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - one life (prod. jxsie beats)

Fighting The Urge [+ shrpnss]

Deja Vu [snorkatje]

self-prod

Crush my hands into some particles, 
But I still hold, 
To the pieces of you stopping me, 
From being cold. 
I just wanna know you love me baby, 
I don't control, 
The feelings that I'm feeling lately, 
It's getting old. 
Could you love me like you did, 
In December?
Cold winter winds on our skin, 
We're growing thinner. 
Walking through the snow, 
But our skin tends to simmer. 
Warmth beneath our hearts, 
Gives a feeling I remember. 
You had black and red hair, 
And mine was in my face, 
Now yours is turning brown, 
And I guess I haven't changed. 
I still feel as cold as I did, 
Inside that fucking cave. 
And if I fall behind, 
I hope this winter you escape. 
You created me, 
You saved me like a hero. 
Can't relate me to your passion, 
Baby I'm a fuckin zero. 
I just wanna be the one you call when you're alone. 
I'm sorry baby girl I know I never get the phone.

december

A bright-but-broken track about finally feeling the shift — not some dramatic miracle, just the slow, real kind of healing where you wake up and realize the darkness isn’t sitting on your chest anymore. It’s melodic rap that feels alive, messy, and hopeful in spite of everything. Big emotional hooks, cracked vocals, and that “quiet victory” energy that sneaks up on you. If you’ve ever felt yourself coming back to life without meaning to, this song is exactly that moment.

ATARI

Marco Ivy

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