"Cold fingers trace down my spine
Like all the needles I've used to poison my mind
My hairs stand up in a panicking dread
Every night I lie restlessly drenched in my regret
Screaming for someone to pull me out of my misery
Or chain me down and lock me in the pillory
I wonder where I can be 5 years from now
If I keep this shit up I might never find out
It's just I'm worried that I'll never be the same
Or if I go away will they remember my name
I'm self inflicted and bearing disease
I'm so pathetic that I'm down on my knees
I swallowed my dignity in my final plea
It's mad that you still haven't given up on me
I'm paralyzed and stopped in time
My body aches all around
In these moments of mundanity there is a love to be found
It carried me under and over the pain
It's the only thing left keeping me sane
The day shall come when all that's said is done
And the night turns to day with the new rising of the sun
Where actions surpass the weight of words
Distinction amongst lines
None will be blurred
As we turn the page to a new frontier
And view the world a bit more clear
Embrace every end and beginning
I just hope all can be forgiving"

The Pillory (Demo)

"Sometimes I still get lost in the thought of you
I can't help but feel such ways
It's burning me up just to get it out 
try and find something else we can talk about
But who am I kidding everyone else knows
Never fooled anyone from the start
Unless of course that includes myself 
Then I'm the biggest fucking fool that you ever saw 

Now and then I still have dreams about us
Even when I haven't thought about it at all
Still haunting every move I make 
Your glaring eyes that burn so bright 
Flash through my mind
Still I repine 
This was the last thing I'd ever think for us But ain't it just exactly how things tend to go More often than not 
It's so unfair 
From here to there and any and every where" 

Dependence (pre-pro)

Same old song just another way 
Another day but it's all the same 
All the same 
Oh once again
And I thought it'd change but it still remains 
A shame 
Just trying to figure out who's to blame 
Who's to blame? 
I think I know what is 

Must admit I was never ok
(Must admit I was never ok)
Now there's not much else that I could say 
(Now there's not much else that I could say)
I wish I knew or someone showed me a better way
But I probably wouldn't listen anyway 
Anyway 

I'm sick of thinking what it is or what it could have been 
And I'm sick of dreaming of a life I'm not living 
Or seeing her face in the back of my mind 
I decide 
That I've wasted all this god damn precious time
Just trying to find who I'll never be 

I'm searching for something that can't be found
Maybe I'll step in for another round 
Take another hit to knock me out 
Deep in the ground 
It goes round and round
And round and round and round and round


Spellbound (Demo)

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