Vanilla Rose

empty (demo)

-2024-
"DEAD INSIDE"

Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

If I pass away, fuck it just put my cash in my casket
Or wipe your tears with my bills
Cause after life there's no sadness
I understand that its selfish but I can't find a way past it
Cause if deaths the only option
That's the wish I need granted
Then flip the table and ask yourself if the way I'm feeling is valid

Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot
Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost
Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots
I just wanna feel alive

Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

I get no respect
Even though I'm close to death
Life feels like its suffocating
Taught myself to hold my breath, maybe I should hold it less
You don't know what lonely is until you see how lonely gets
You don't what lost feels like till you lose yourself to stress
Maybe I'm a fucking mess and I should just agree to that
Once trapped inside your mind and want your freedom back
Already took a hundred shots, maybe I should take some more
Life feels like its pissing on me, I guess when it rains it pours

Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot
Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost

Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

empty (demo)

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