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1988 is more than an album—it’s a time machine back to the glory days when heavy metal ruled the airwaves, the stage, and our hearts. From 1980 to 1989, a generation of denim-clad dreamers and leather-bound rebels forged anthems that would echo through eternity. This project is a loud, unapologetic celebration of that golden decade—of pounding drums, screaming guitars, and the brotherhood of true metal fans.

Every song on 1988 is a salute to the legends who inspired us, and a rallying cry to all who still carry the torch. Turn it up, feel the power, and remember: metal never dies—it only gets louder.

1988

More Important

you keep me going
my mind in chains
enslaved 
under your spell
addicted to you 
like nicotine 
and i dont wanna come down 
i don’t wanna come down

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

tonight let’s pretend 
we’re innocent
no hourglass
to countdown towards
a cold relapse 
and i don’t wanna withdrawal 
i don’t wanna withdrawal 

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

say goodbye 
to all that we know
i don’t wanna die
but i’d die for you and i 
i’d die for you and i

nicotine

Haunted in My Head

Come burning

[Intro]
Yeah…
You ever stare at the ceiling and feel nothin’?
Another night — same pain, same coffin.
Heart froze solid, mind won’t sleep,
Just me and the dark — it cuts so deep.

[Verse 1]
All those cold lonely nights,
No one sees the silent fights.
Screaming in my mind, but I keep it quiet,
Living in my head like a riot.
Every breath feels like a war,
I don’t know what I’m fighting for.
Every shadow knows my name,
And I’m tired of playing this game.

[Pre-Chorus]
They say “you’ll be fine, it’s just a phase,”
But they never lived inside this maze.
I’m drowning slow, can’t find the light,
Just me, my pain, and another night.

[Chorus]
All those cold lonely nights,
Tearing me apart inside.
I’m chained to my mind’s device,
Where hope and fear collide.
All those cold lonely nights,
I bled, I screamed, I cried.
But I’m still standing through the fight,
Even when my soul has died.

[Verse 2]
Mirror’s cracked — I see my ghost,
A hollow man who’s lost the most.
Numb from love, numb from hate,
Every day just tempts my fate.
I wear this grin like it’s armor strong,
But it’s been fake for way too long.
They think I’m fine — I play the part,
But I’m bleeding out from a broken heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
If you could hear my silent screams,
You’d see the cracks between my dreams.
I’m just trying to survive the pain,
But it’s burning holes inside my brain.

[Chorus]
All those cold lonely nights,
They haunt me like a curse.
Every tear’s a sacrifice,
Every thought just makes it worse.
All those cold lonely nights,
Still fighting to survive.
I’m half-dead, but still I rise —
I won’t let the dark decide.

[Bridge]
These walls are closing in too tight,
My mind’s a cage, no end in sight.
I claw, I scream, I tear, I fight —
But depression don’t play fair at night.
It whispers lies, it digs so deep,
It eats your soul, it steals your sleep.
But I’m still here — still on my feet,
Even bleeding, I won’t concede!

[Final Chorus]
All those cold lonely nights,
Built the fire in my chest.
Yeah, I’ve been broken, lost my light,
But I still beat against the test.
All those cold lonely nights,
Taught me how to stand and breathe.
If death’s been knocking all my life —
Then I’ll make that bastard leave!

[Outro]
All those nights that tried to end me…
Only forged the beast within me.
Cold and lonely, yeah, that’s right —
But I’m still here…
Still fighting through the night.

R

Mari Sha