Freestyle 2 - Recorded with the free Tune Me App for Android.

Me N Travis Foolin at Salon Paris

The Best Most Important Lesson I've ever learned was tought by myself. People that "give" lessons arent really teaching anything. Because you can only teach 2+2 if YOU know it equals 4. And you don't KNOW it equals 4 if someone gives you the answer and the lesson. They show you the lesson and tell you to figure it out and make suggestions. You can be hard headed like myself and cheat, or do it fast. But you don't "learn-how-to" do anything until you chop it up yourself and put it together. The more mistakes you make the faster and easier it becomes. 2+2=4. I used to sit around beating myself up for not doing what I was told and being normal. I'm 21 now with a giant world being bounced on my face every minute of the day. But My soul cant be broken its impossible. Physically impossible. I'm not young and i'm not old. I'm what IAM. Go ahead and "think" I'm just a kid. I'll use that to my advantage and if i'm wrong I'll still be right. This is me today. 2+2 is my lesson. You can only answer it. Simply it's the biggest most important lesson you will learn in life. I'm glad for today. I don't regret dropping out of school at all. Algebra i failed miserably every year. I don't know shit about algebra and I don't care to. Maybe if I was a rocket scientist livin' a lavage life thinkin' I know everything when you don't. I still don't know "everything" it's impossible. I don't care to know everything either. I don't live a rich life. I have two kids depending on me. And they will learn my love will not be through bentleys and nice things. That won't protect my daughter if she's being held down and raped will it? Only she can help herself, she has to fight. I love with all I have and hope that never happens cuz her life will be changed and ill be in jail for life if they catch me. But she'll only have herself. Fight or flight. I taught myself how to fight. But I don't go looking for a fight. I'm better than that. I'm too pretty to be behind bars. I don't let people know how "smart" I am. If I am. But I will succeed in this "game" called life. I can hate it or I can learn to love it. I get it how I live. I'm no criminal...I'm a SURVIVOR. I could save my own life +1. Before most older and younger people i know could save their finger. I AM A SURVIVOR. I've never felt guilty for shit because my intentions are to help myself without harm. If you're hatin' it's because you're stupid. You will learn. And i'll coach you while you're tearing me to shreds. I'll be a beautiiful soul in the "aftermath" and i'll smile thru the whole thing. Cuz I know you don't know, until you know. You can sit there and let the blood stains on you show you're syupidity. I wasn't given a lot of love. But I give my love to others. I never understood why everyone would tell me how beautiful I was or they're like the hardest niggas out there. But now I do...because My beauty is my soul. and that will never change. My intentions are never to harm. But I will if I have to. This life is hard and e.v.i.l. but you have to make it something and L.I.V.E. and you may have a lot of trial and errors. But the biggest lesson you'll learn is taught by you.

2+2=(x)


Maria Villella