lyrics,vocals,keyboards: Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar: Georgia Adamaki
recording date:17 September 2016 

I always wondered what you meant
when your words had so depth
it seems you wanted to tell me something
but when i asked, you said nothing...

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

I remember the strange words you used to say
that everyone might hate you one day
unlike them i really don't have to hate
i only feel that life gives me much pain.

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

You never hesitated to remind me 
how unwanted i was
by telling me what everyone said behind my back
walking around to check who wants you and who don't
and what about all this ironic act?

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

Album

Marilia Adamaki-Smarmy World

lyrics,vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:6 October 2016

Pretending,I'm pretending the happy again
yesterday you disappointed me again
I'm not trying to forget
but I think I need some help...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.

Crying,I'm crying again
I don't see any hope
and it makes me afraid
I wonder when this will end...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.


Everything black in my life
and everything black on my mind
I guess now you understand
why lately i don't look alright...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.

Marilia Adamaki-Everything Black

lyrics,vocals,violin:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:16 March 2017

You only called to ask about someone else
I can't believe I'm still talking to you
after all of these offensive words you said.
I can't understand you're just an enemy
or another temporary friend?

If you can't stand me
there's no need to hide it
you look at me with that glance
why you're bothering so much by my presence?
don't pretend just confess.

I'll stop saying the problem is mine
so you can stop this formality if you like
I need to make sure you're the one I met
or I don't know anything about you yet...

If you can't stand me
there's no need to hide it
you look at me with that glance
why you're bothering so much by my presence?
don't pretend just confess.

So from now few times together
and mostly apart
maybe I pefer this to stop
I don't like hypocrisy
so it will be better like that!

If you can't stand me
there's no need to hide it
you look at me with that glance
why you're bothering so much by my presence?
don't pretend just confess.

Marilia Adamaki-Confess

lyrics,vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:12 May 2017

The last years I've been trying to keep in touch
believing that you wouldn't have changed much
You just helped me see I was wrong
obviously in your company I don't belong

We were close back then
I thought you were my best friend
I wish we could be the same persons again
unfortunately something tells me that we can't

Then stop complaining that I gave an end
to the friendship you've betrayed by yourself
the victim of the situation don't pretend
right now you seem to forget
but I remember so well

We were close back then
I thought you were my best friend
I wish we could be the same persons again
unfortunately something tells me that we can't
something tells me that we can't

Just continue pretending the popular
when it's clear you have no one
I don't need to talk to you anymore
and you know it's not my fault

Marilia Adamaki-Unfortunately

lyrics,vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki 
recording date:12 September 2017 

At the start everyone was nice
they would even give me an advice 
as I started showing the real me
suddenly they all became mean... 

I remember it was so tiring
I frequently felt like I was in a competition 
living like I was forced to hide me
all because I just had an ambition

I prefer to do things on my own
than criticizing other's work 
I won't occupy with a desperate like you anymore
I 've been improving for so long

All you do is going from bad to worse
spreading rumors,rejecting,hating and so much more
I'm just myself when you're another clone 
and someday i'll make it not only to prove you wrong
but because that's what I really want 
so you're the one who lost
you lost

I remember it was so tiring
I frequently felt like I was in a competition
living like I was forced to hide me
all because I just had an ambition

Marilia Adamaki-You Lost

lyrics,vocals,violin:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:16 September 2017 

 Certain persons hate me
 they're even wishing I was dead
 they're turning others against me 
 because they see me as a threat

 They used to bully me 
 because I was different from them
 they're still laughing at me
 they need to feel good about themselves...

 No one can make me feel inferior
 I've got full knowledge of myself 
 with this extremely mean behaviour
 you're only embarrassing yourself! 

It's like they see in me 
all the ugliness of their soul
they're dissing loudly
so i can hear every word 

They seem so angry with me 
 without obvious reason
 they want to punish me
 for someone else's treason

Marilia Adamaki-You're Only Embarrassing Yourself

lyrics,vocals,violin:Marilia Adamaki 
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:19 September 2017

I prefer to stay silent 
when I don't have something to say 
can't really see the point 
of behaving the other way

Most people scare me
with their conversations 
their words so annoying and cheap 
without any kind of creation

 I don't belong in this world
 that's why I'm always alone
 I won't pretend someone I'm not
 don't need approval anymore

 I used to worry about
 what people think of me
 until their silly opinions
 started getting weak

 For my insecurities 
 all the time they seek
 but this time they won't
 find a thing,a thing
 a thing,a thing! 

I don't belong in this world
that's why I'm always alone
I won't pretend someone I'm not
don't need approval anymore

Don't need your approval anymore 
I don't need your approval anymore

Marilia Adamaki-Approval

lyrics,vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:4 October 2017

Sometimes I sense that i'm getting it too far 
thank God that feeling doesn't last
those who I truly love I hurt
and it's too late until they overcome 

Then once again I'll go away 
because I regret for the mistake I made 
and these words back I'll take 
I don't want you this to face... 

But me I can't look sad
because it'll be considered bad 
and I can't let my anger to be seen 
because I 'll be characterized weak 

Always to hide what I want to say
and what I feel always because 
that's what the others believe...

I don't know what is this 
that makes me from everyone keep
a distance 
maybe because I'm afraid of their
aggressive stance

The loneliness doesn't seem now irritating 
neither their words are no longer humiliating

But me I can't look sad
because it'll be considered bad 
and I can't let my anger to be seen 
because I 'll be characterized weak 
Always to hide what I want to say
and what I feel always because 
that's what the others believe...

 What's going on with my mood
 my happiness disappears soon
 in the depression myself I lose...

Marilia Adamaki-Mood

lyrics,vocals,backing vocals,violin:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki 
recording date:13 December 2017

I can hear you through the wall
you're saying awful things again
but It's okay you can't really do anything else
I'm not going to play that role of your victim anymore

You do nothing else but showing off 
while I'm doing something special
which,you bullies could only dream of
so do me a favour and leave me alone 
will you please leave me alone?

 I've got better things to do
 I really hope you had too
 but it seems you don't know what to do with your life
 so you get pleasure by ruining mine 

You do nothing else but showing off 
while I'm doing something special
which,you bullies could only dream of
so do me a favour and leave me alone 
will you please leave me alone?

Soon I'm moving somewhere better 
and I'll live happily ever after
and you'll be so depressed because
you won't be able to harm me again

You do nothing else but showing off 
while I'm doing something special
which,you bullies could only dream of
so do me a favour and leave me alone 
will you please leave me alone?

Marilia Adamaki-Leave Me Alone

Lyrics,Vocals,Violin:Marilia Adamaki 
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording date:8 March 2018
Lyrics: 
If by making fun of me 
makes you feel good about yourself 
then you're really sick 
and a useless human being 

You feel sorry for me 
but I feel sorry for you 
and most people feel sorry for you too 
at least they can see what you do... 

So keep on laughing at me
you like being mean to me
you must be jealous
cause I have something that you don't
so you're doubting my worth

You want attention 
but surely you'll never get mine 
not other people's as well
so in vain you keep trying

You're judging something that you can't understand
If you did you'd probably stop 
Can't you see that I've had enough?
You say I think I can do something
but I actually can!

Marilia Adamaki-Jealous

lyrics,vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki 
music-composing,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki 
recording date:3 July 2018
Inside this class there is a girl 
who is insecure,different and introvert
And no one wants to sit with her
she's just sitting alone and observe... 

They want to see her sad and angry
 Despite that,she believes that kindness is lovely
 She's hoping that one day the nightmare would end
 She won't let herself be miserable again...

They have given her so many rude names 
And everywhere she goes,she's hearing and
a worse phrase 
They're treating her like she's inferior
But they cannot convince her that she's unable...

They pretend to do the same things as her
 from obsession
 Unlike them,music is her real 
 occupation

She was supposed to go to another school
to find peace but real life is far away from her dreams...

Marilia Adamaki-Nightmare

lyrics,vocals,backing vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music-composing,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki 
recording date:17 July 2018

I feel bad tired of being sad 
everyone's attacking me
but I'm the one who's drowning
Living with all the guilt
when they're always hurting me... 

I wish I could make things better but I can't 
I wish you could help me but you can't 
Why I try to keep living when I'm dead
terrible thoughts making me upset...

I can't help myself
to get out of this hell 
I don't feel well 
worrying too much about death... 

What is happening to me 
when I'll finally be free
from this hysterical disbelief 
A normal person I want to be 
but something doesn't let me live...

Marilia Adamaki-Upset

lyrics,vocals,backing vocals,violin:Marilia Adamaki 
music-composing,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:6 August 2018
I need to concentrate
but my mind is somewhere else
the truth if I could change 
so it would hurt less...

How much I'd like to quit this life 
can't tolerate their world
It's getting worse each time 
won't behave as I'm told... 

Maybe I'm searching for something
I can't achieve
when did I stop believe
everything so different as I thought it would be 
I really want to leave and go where
do I even belong somewhere... 

Tired of feeling obliged in doing things
that don't express me
well this isn't me
a normal person I just can't be... 

I'm the only responsible for this
4 miserable years of waste 
now I'm going to change it
time to fix my psychological state...

Marilia Adamaki - Obliged

lyrics,vocals,violin:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:20 September 2018
I'm getting out of this place
that they created for me
their pitiful victim won't be
I'm finally free to live 
to choose and to succeed... 

So I'll celebrate
in my own peculiar way
you want me afraid 
your game I won't play...

This occupation won't stop
the bullying has gone too far
I feel no fear my dream is near... 

So I'll celebrate
in my own peculiar way
you want me afraid
your game I won't play

Cause you see I have brains 
and that makes you sad
and I also have strength 
and it makes you more mad

It's obvious you're not going to stop
you can't tear me apart
I know you're feeling bad
let me help you with that...

Marilia Adamaki-Peculiar

Lyrics,Keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:27 October 2018

I don't really want
to keep on doing this
but I do it anyway 
Need to get over it
but it's oppressing me to stay... 

I know I should be laughing 
feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
anxiety won't allow me to rest... 

Obliged to do a daily check
the doors,the windows,my things
Everything must be safe
the answers so correct 

Can't just check them once 
three times still not enough
and it's driving me mad... 

I know I should be laughing 
feeling grateful and blessed 
But depression is haunting me again
anxiety won't allow me to rest...

I can see you're annoyed
by what I do 
but I can't promise change
if it's not true
In reality is annoying me too
my tendencies I didn't choose

 It's actually bothering me more
 than it does to you
 my apology is the proof...

 I know I should be laughing
 feeling grateful and blessed
 But depression is haunting me again
 anxiety won't allow me to rest...

Marilia Adamaki-Anxiety

Lyrics,Vocals,Backing Vocals,Keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:13 November 2018 

I have too many haters
but you are the biggest one
I wonder when you'll give up
from trying to tear me apart...

I recognized that face from the start
you're using him to hide your true identity 
The resemblance doesn't make it hard 
not just a random similarity
You see,I'm really that smart 
and you can't tear me apart 
I know exactly who you are... 

You think I'm dumb 
that's why you can't stop
But I'm more clever than you are
unluckily for you,I know who you are...

What I honestly believe is that 
you're the one who's really bad 
For my value I have no doubts
you can't convince me otherwise 
It's with yourself you are sad
I'm satisfied with who I am
Is it because I rejected you
that's why you're doing all that?

 Don't do illegal things
 to try and scare me
 I'm not afraid of anything
 how much you don't know me...

Marilia Adamaki-I Know Who You Are

Lyrics,Vocals,Backing Vocals,Keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording date:27 November 2018

I'm so sick of this town 
don't really want to get out 
I'm so tired of all these people
who trying so hard to bring me down

You think your opinion matters
but I'm not frightened
You can try as much as you want
who cares for your untrue thought

I've been waiting so long for this day
you're unable to take it away
You can't tell me what to do anyway
don't think you'll succeed with your feint

The louder you talk 
the less you have to say 
no one will distract me from my way
I don't feel shame 
for doing what I'm destined to 
You should feel this way 
for wanting me to

Won't apologize for being good
you're the one who should

Have an open mind
no one believes your lies
they don't even pay attention 
Have an open mind
It is no surprise
nothing interesting to mention
Have an open mind
I won't even try
tired of being your obsession

Marilia Adamaki-Feint

Lyrics,Vocals,Violin:Marilia Adamaki
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:8 December 2018

This is the last time
I'm occupying with those
that don't deserve
They mean nothing to me
so I won't dedicate any other
song to them

Someone is watching and hearing
every bad thing you did and said
will be returned to you
so beware

You believe you're so special
when you're only sitting at your desk
spreading hate through the internet 
Behind a screen you're hiding yourself
bullying those who can cause you can't

You can't always do harm
and just get away with that
I'm not even threatening you
this is something you do
I'm just warning you
You know I have another one ability
to always have the last word
and no one likes it at all

Haven't you heard
that the good wins in the end 
One day I'll be known for my work 
because I know my worth...

Marilia Adamaki-Beware

Lyrics,Vocals,Keyboards,Backing Vocals:Marilia Adamaki
Music-Composing,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:11 January 2019

It's my birthday
I guess I should feel glad 
but each year I feel more sad
and as I'm old enough
don't need to hide behind a mask

Well I hate every time of year
but especially this one is full of fear
as always I'm going to end up in tears 
cause I have to keep it real
Well I hate my birthday it's clear

Don't want useless presents 
they make me feel guilt
when I know that I can't give
I don't really need anything 
Just my loneliness and peace
not even cakes and sweets

You try to make me laugh
and I'm grateful for that
but I don't celebrate
don't really have the strength

Marilia Adamaki-Hate My Birthday

Lyrics,Vocals,Backing Vocals,Violin,Keyboards:Marilia Adamaki 
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording date:15 February 2019

Lyrics: 
Listen to me girl 
with name that starts with M
they don't want you here 
you'd better disappear... 

There's no need to pretend
you are your only friend
don't ever speak again
just learn to play dead... 

It's now pretty clear
you're feeding your own fear
no one likes to hear
everyone hates you dear 
when you are that sincere...

Let's fill your soul with grief
because you live your dream
don't worry,you'll never make it big 
don't destroy what they think...

You look so very proud 
they have to bring you down
you're voice is way too loud
you've got to close your mouth... 

Your talents have always been
the only ones that will never leave
and when you're feeling weak
these are the things that keeping you breathe...

Marilia Adamaki-Sincere

Lyrics,Vocals,Violin,Backing Vocals,Keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
Music,Orchestration,Guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:7 March 2019

I keep dreaming the same dream 
that so gracefully I leave
from all the negativity and grief
and I'm the happiest I can be 

But then I wake up and see
that this is not what's meant to be
and there is no good indeed
cause there's nothing out there for me...

I'm seriously starting to believe 
that there's something so wrong with me
I can't find joy in anything

Can't deal with the pain
of always feeling sick and afraid
here sleeping all day,literally or awake 
avoiding interaction with the human race

I'm seriously starting to believe 
that there's something so wrong with me
I can't find joy in anything

I don't want to be a part
of this idiocy 
of this social hypocrisy
I need to get away
before it'll affects my brain

I'm seriously starting to believe 
that there's something so wrong with me
I can't find joy in anything
And life's a thriller not a gift...

Marilia Adamaki-Life's A Thriller

lyrics,vocals,backing vocals,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar,video:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:6 April 2019

I don't know where I'll be living next year
I don't know If I'll ever get to work here
Not sure if I'll can afford my life
and most efforts seem a waste of time... 

One day we're all going to die 
so what's the use of collecting things 
It's so pointless with each other to fight
if only we could make some peace... 

Thinking of throwing some things away 
cause they're really not helping me in any way
For the unknown black future I'm mostly afraid
to become an adult don't have the strength

Nothing has ever brought a change 
having these perspectives since first grade
I don't want to be a fake 
pretending that everything's OK 
So I keep grieving my fate
which is not really that bad
but it still makes me sad

I know you probably think
there's something wrong with me
cause I can't really feel complete 
no matter how I strive to be...

Marilia Adamaki-Unknown Black Future

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording date:2 May 2019

There are some neighbours on the next door
they're disappointed with themselves
and I should play their role 
they like to argue if I'm good or not
cause they can do nothing at all
Unlike me,that with this gift I was born
and with a little practice it's more strong

It's happening all the time 
and it's costing me precious life
they need my attention desperately
and annoying me constantly
they can't admit that they're in love with me 

They're inviting others in their room
to try and blur the truth 
they're always angry with who
they don't agree
and they're trying to
make them hate me too 

So you see that now everyone hates me
cause I have something they want
but unfortunately they don't got 
so I should pay for my sin of being talented

I'm moving from place to place
from town to town
and from house to house 
but the problem is still going on...

Marilia Adamaki-The Problem Is Still Going On

lyrics,vocals,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:18 May 2019

Heavy head
blurry eyesight 
trembling hands
numb legs
filled with tears eyes... 

Weakness to face this life 
difficult to be alive
don't give up this time
just wake up and fight
you're not going to die 
don't make yourself cry

People around they just
don't understand 
they all think I'm sad
they fail to make me laugh
don't want to be in their squad...

I feel way better alone
at least I don't have to play a role
I'd rather be artistic and real
than fake and superficial...

I can't control my thoughts...

Marilia Adamaki - Can't Control My Thoughts

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:4 June 2019

I fear it's coming my way
it's hard to throw it away
who will take the blame
I won't play this game... 

I don't know when this happened to me
but I have to make it stop before I leave
I prefer to not feel a thing
than having these thoughts repeatedly... 

In my head there's only fear
I didn't really want to be here
my target I have to make clear 
can't waste another year... 

This feeling is exhausting
it's starting to get annoying
I'm more ashamed when it's showing
trying to convince myself to keep going... 

Panic attacks keep coming back
I can't make it stop
I don't really suffer from that
it's all in my head but it's getting bad...

Marilia Adamaki- Repeatedly

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:15 June 2019

Seems like I have more enemies now
than I thought I already had
but I don't really see them that way
they started acting like that

I don't know what they want 
and no one else does 
cause nobody cares about them 
they're living in the shadow of my back... 

I'm sorry that you failed
and you need to take it out on me
well wrong,I'm not sorry 
you should only be
Your mind is weak,no capacity, no shame 
and no guilt 
stop copying me! 

Me and my sister 
we've got a thing called inspiration
which you'll never have
cause we were born with talent and intelligence
values you don't and you will never match...

So we would really appreciate
if you'd leave us alone 
don't even think to steal our role 
such a pity you can do nothing on your own 
don't copy others who actually work...

You want to vanish me and take my place
but that will never happen anyway
You can curse me,hate me,bully me
and that's OK 
but only me will win this game... 

And don't lie about your age 
you're much older than me 
You'll never be like me 
you'll never be me!

Marilia Adamaki-Stop Copying Me

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:15 July 2019

I didn't mean to offend you
but that's what you're lately doing
I was just speaking my mind
you never accept the truth...

I just said I don't feel free
this is not the life I need
don't try to tell me what to think
you keep saying words 
that aren't interesting to me
well excuse me if I want to leave...

I can't speak to you
you never really pay attention
it's not something new
you've always given me that impression...

I know exactly how you'll react
that's why I usually don't start
just respect I'm not at the age
of ending up in a grave...

You expect me to act like you are
but you're much older than I am
such a shame that it's going to end this way
I want to be me someday
staying here is a mistake
hope you'll forgive me one day...

Marilia Adamaki-I Want To Leave

lyrics,vocals,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:23 July 2019

My mood changes violently
one minute I'm sad
the other I'm angry
one second I'm mad
and then I look happy

It's never normal
it always looks extreme
and it's tough
to putting up with it

I'm not okay
I never claimed to be
so don't ask me
how do I really feel
It can be tiring living with me
and I'm thankful that you are helping me

I'm all dressed up
in such enthusiasm
and suddenly I won't leave the house
I'm about to lock myself up
and never go out

I'm always failing at smiling
cause it always looks forced
so I stopped trying
cause it doesn't worth

I love crying in crowded places like trains
where nobody is asking me if I'm okay
I like hiding behind my glasses and hat
so no one can see how miserable I really am
And I can cry anywhere and so bad
but nobody is actually aware of that

And every time I sleep
my problems haunting me
and then I start to weep
till I can barely breathe
insomnia takes the wheel
and it's the worst thing

Marilia Adamaki-Weep

lyrics,vocals,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:2 August 2019

You don't know what it's like to have depression
you can't imagine how it is to live with this obsession
of trying to keep things under protection
and taking unimportant words into consideration

You only live to do harm
you think your actions don't have a result
Amusing when you treat me so bad
cause deep inside you feel like that
and definitely you are

Someone must have rejected you
since you were really young
They made you feel useless,obnoxious and sad
so that's when you started acting bad
or even worse you were born like that
And no one ever showed you 
how you supposed to react
what a pity your brain is not enough

My level is much higher than yours
and I never believed in your words
Cause I'm so smart to be able to understand
I'm a talented singer and you are?
what you are...yeah no one!

Marilia Adamaki-Harm

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:19 August 2019

You can keep saying your words
but they mean nothing to me
cause I'm smarter than you think
and you will ever be
What is good for you
is not that good for me
So simply let me live
and get me out of this trip

I hear and see this thing
but I don't understand anything
you can't force me to do this
You're talking for freedom but where is it
there's no point in believing in something you can't see
enough with the hypocrisy

So should I forget 
my main purpose on this  earth 
and like all of you pretend
or ask for help instead
I only believe what with my own eyes I can see
not confusing illusions or unrealistic dreams
I need to get out of this

I won't act like you want
in your world I refuse to belong
so don't pretend someone
we both know you're not

Don't try to teach me 
what's right or not
And no I won't change
I'd rather be depressed and ashamed
cause for you sadness is a shame

Marilia Adamaki-Hypocrisy

lyrics,vocals,violin,backing vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki

All paths lead to this road
it just takes one decision
I can't do this anymore

I tried to fight it but I can't
guess I'm not brave enough
I'm going to make it stop
cause life becomes and more hard

I don't know why I'm trying
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
everything leads to disappointment and failure
and I only feel lost in my dark world

Please release me from this
I need to go find a better place
here with myself I'm not safe
I only fantasize about passing away

There might be a day
when I'll achieve what I've been fighting for
but it won't feel the same
cause nothing matters for me no more
It's clear to see there's nothing left of me
I'm tormenting myself trying to live
is it ever going to end
to be fine I can't pretend

Marilia Adamaki-Lost In My Dark World

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:9 September 2019

Sorry,I can't be what you want me to be
I can try to pretend but it's getting tiring
Forgive me,I don't know if I want us to meet
cause everytime we end up fighting

I'm tired of pretending
I'm sick of waiting
my real self I will reveal
there's nothing normal about me
I can't pretend anymore
this fake theatre won't save us all
I hate myself more than I could ever hate anyone else
I hate me so much and nothing is enough

I'll do what you expect of me
every day,every hour,whenever you ask me
I'll act exactly how you want me to
but after several times 
it's starting to affect my mind
and like insane I scream and cry and wish to die
cause I like being extreme

I will follow you around
wherever,everywhere you go
I have no life of my own
I don't want company
but I don't want to be alone
so I keep doing things I don't want

Marilia Adamaki-Reveal

lyrics,vocals,keyboards,back vocals:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
Recording Date:19 September 2019

Hey bullies I know what you're doing
I pretend I don't care but I see it
hey bullies I really wish you well
I wish you my depression,my anxiety
my panic attacks,my fears and my despair...

Hey take a look at me
I know you don't like what you see
just look where I am
and then where you are
I know it makes you sad
you're nothing and I'm above
I know you hate me for that
you're no one and I'm someone!

Hey bullies don't you ever have enough
don't you think it's time to make it stop
you'll never make me stop I'm only at the start
I remember when you threatened me
and cursed me until death
well guess what you're gonna die first instead
Hey listen I'm wishing you the best
my life is nothing but a living hell
yours will be like that as well
if it's not yet...

I really want to see your face
when I'll finally win this race
and when everyone will know my name
I'll be successful and you'll feel afraid
Hey bullies do you want me to commit suicide
will you force me to take my own life
I used to be suicidal for so long 
but for you I'll change my mind
You can't make me die!

Hey bullies I wish you my violent dreams
my bloody nightmares and my denial to live
And for the end I really wish you someone
who will make you feel the way you did to me
and after that a peaceful eternal sleep...

Marilia Adamaki-Bullies

lyrics,vocals,violin,keyboards:Marilia Adamaki
music,orchestration,guitar:Georgia Adamaki
recording Date:16 October 2019
Let me tell you my truth
about the way I've been treated
where I grew up and where I live
same abuse,bullying,discrimination and hate

It first started at school
since I was really young
I've been threatened,isolated,manipulated
I never had rights I never had freedom
I wasn't allowed to speak
because I was just their little victim

You laugh when I cry
I'll laugh when you'll die
You're making yourself look ridiculous
trying to turn everyone against me
just because you envy me
can't you see you are the joke
they're all laughing at you
and trust me even me
I'm laughing when you're mean
it means jealousy

All years people hated on me
because they'll never sing like me
they want my gift,they want everything I have
but it's not for all,just for one

You all hate me for my ability to sing
and for writing my lyrics 
and playing keyboards and violin
What a pity you'll never be like me
don't imitate and then hate
you pose with microphones and instruments
but you're not musicians,just fake
And you are the amateurs while we're the professionals
we have many albums,songs and inspiration all the time
when you only have your expensive lies

Have you notice
haters can never sing
they're not good in anything
no talent,no brain,no gift
they're only able in hating
They actually know it themselves
that's why they hate...

Marilia Adamaki-Truth(From 5th Album-The Victim Woke Up)

8 Albums are out!
                     Biography:
I'm a Singer-Songwriter born on 8 January 1996(age 28).
I'm self-taught in singing,violin and keyboards.I'm writing songs with my twin sister Georgia Adamaki,who is also a self-taught Composer,Orchestrator,Guitarist.She composes and orchestrates our really perfect,excellent,original,good,weird,rare and unique songs.I love singing.I have a wide vocal range with way too many octaves.I'm alto but I can hit both mezzo-soprano and contralto notes too.I have a big voice and a really good singing tone that fits perfectly my twin sister's exceptional music and i always sing in the right tune.I love singing more than anything else and I wanted to be a singer since 14.I always wanted to be only a gothic rock artist because it's my favourite genre and matches my voice,lyrics and music.I have a british accent even though I'm greek.I'm a really gifted singer and lyricist.I started writing lyrics at age 14.I write meaningful lyrics and always with rhymes,they're sincere,sad,dark,angry,well-written,pessimistic and prophetic.I learned alone violin at age 17 and also alone keyboards at 19.I was always a victim of bullying because of my ability to sing.I can hit really difficult notes and I can even sing in an operatic and classical way which is strange for a self-taught.My sister except of composing,orchestrating our music plays guitars and keyboards.She's also filming,directing,editing our videos for all our songs and creating animations and dolls.She's extremely talented and self-taught in all of them.I drew my first album's artwork which is my logo and my fifth album's painting.I released my Debut Self-Titled album on 12 May 2018,my second album:Gifted on 12 December 2018,my third album:"Life's a Thriller" on 19 June 2019,my fourth album:Gloomy on 22 September 2019,my fifth album:"The Victim Woke Up"on 17 December 2019, my sixth album:"Grieving Lost Happiness"on 1 June 2020,my seventh album:"Still Hoping For Nothing" on 23 September 2021 and my 8th album:"Fake Friendships Used To Be My Only Worry"on 15 December 2022. 8 Albums are out forever grateful to my twin and proud!
                      Bio:
born:8 January 1996(age 28)
occupation:Singer,Songwriter
genre:Gothic Rock
instruments:vocals,violin,keyboards
lyrical themes:dreams,nightmares,depression,fake friendships,
bullying,hypocrisy,jealousy,bad mood,anxiety.
voice:alto
active:2015-present
discography:Marilia Adamaki,Gifted,Life's a Thriller,Gloomy,The Victim Woke Up,Grieving Lost Happiness,Still Hoping For Nothing,Fake Friendships Used To Be My Only Worry.

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